Preface

How can you trust a person when they've once broken your heart? Should you run or face it head on. Well as for me I'm not sure what to think of it all that i know is that I'm still in love with him irrevocably and unconditionally as always since the beginning of this. Yet i miss his touch,his embrace,his lips,his family and most of all i miss being his. I'm still hurting but the only thing that will make this better is being with him,being with the guy who has saved my life many times, being with my cold skinned lover,being with my sparkly skinned the most thing that is fully clear in my mind is that I'm still in not just in love with in love with a certain vampire that has romed this earth for 110 years.

That person is Edward Anthoney Masen Cullen.