Hey, I´m new around here and this is my first ficcie, so please be gentle
*pleaaasseeeee* *Big Round Starry Eyes* I hope you all like it, I´ll try
my very best to make this story good. I should warn you that English is not
my mother language and therefore there might be some errors in the grammar
or wording in the fic. Feel free to point the out, it would help me to be
better ^^;
Disclaimer: I don´t own anything in this universe except my soul and a some books. Please don´t sue me.
Kiss of Glass
Prologue: Yue´s thoughts
She´d grown into such a beautiful creature.
Trough time I grew fonder of her to the point of falling in love without even realizing it. I know it is utterly wrong. She has already someone to love who loves her back just as much, and she´s happy with how things are now. That boy, Syaoran, really cares for her deeply and make his very best to keep her safe and contented, taking great amount of effort to make life pleasant to the tiniest detail. He knows very well she was worth it, and didn´t intend to let her go. Ever. And I can´t really blame him for that.
Besides that, I´m not even human, nor mortal. I´ve seen so many people dear to me grow older and die that I found myself detaching from people more and more as time passed, trying not to care because I didn´t want to mourn anymore, because they were gone ( at least as I knew and cared for them) but the hurt inside hadn´t, and it has not diminished till then.
I must say I almost succeeded. I was so stoic and insensitive for a long time, I didn´t feel pain, empathy, compassion, hatred, whatsoever anymore. I just existed without being involved in existence itself. But then she came into my life and gave me a reason to be again.
When I look at her I understand that it could never be different. She´s simply breathtaking. Lithe, petite body, long chestnut hair, amazing emerald eyes; soft, warm smile. But above all, what draws me more to her is the light she posses within, shining so pure that it transforms everything and everyone she touches into their most true, dignified selves, just as she did with me. All in her is so hauntingly beautiful and yet.So fragile.
Sometimes I´m so afraid for her; she´s always been optimistic and kind, her lips grazed with a perpetual smile, never knowing what it´s like to be alone and loveless in this world for the people around her, me included, kept her living in a crystal dome where everything is how it´s supposed to be and there are never shadows or clouds tainting the flawlessness of her world. She´s the perfect victim, even for me. I shudder from both pleasure and utter fear at the mere possibility of being near her because I could lose my self control and tell her I love her.
I´m also scared that if I kiss her I might break her. Her perfect world. The place I hold in her life and the image of me she has in her mind.
And I don´t want that to happen. I couldn´t live without her. Not anymore.
Disclaimer: I don´t own anything in this universe except my soul and a some books. Please don´t sue me.
Kiss of Glass
Prologue: Yue´s thoughts
She´d grown into such a beautiful creature.
Trough time I grew fonder of her to the point of falling in love without even realizing it. I know it is utterly wrong. She has already someone to love who loves her back just as much, and she´s happy with how things are now. That boy, Syaoran, really cares for her deeply and make his very best to keep her safe and contented, taking great amount of effort to make life pleasant to the tiniest detail. He knows very well she was worth it, and didn´t intend to let her go. Ever. And I can´t really blame him for that.
Besides that, I´m not even human, nor mortal. I´ve seen so many people dear to me grow older and die that I found myself detaching from people more and more as time passed, trying not to care because I didn´t want to mourn anymore, because they were gone ( at least as I knew and cared for them) but the hurt inside hadn´t, and it has not diminished till then.
I must say I almost succeeded. I was so stoic and insensitive for a long time, I didn´t feel pain, empathy, compassion, hatred, whatsoever anymore. I just existed without being involved in existence itself. But then she came into my life and gave me a reason to be again.
When I look at her I understand that it could never be different. She´s simply breathtaking. Lithe, petite body, long chestnut hair, amazing emerald eyes; soft, warm smile. But above all, what draws me more to her is the light she posses within, shining so pure that it transforms everything and everyone she touches into their most true, dignified selves, just as she did with me. All in her is so hauntingly beautiful and yet.So fragile.
Sometimes I´m so afraid for her; she´s always been optimistic and kind, her lips grazed with a perpetual smile, never knowing what it´s like to be alone and loveless in this world for the people around her, me included, kept her living in a crystal dome where everything is how it´s supposed to be and there are never shadows or clouds tainting the flawlessness of her world. She´s the perfect victim, even for me. I shudder from both pleasure and utter fear at the mere possibility of being near her because I could lose my self control and tell her I love her.
I´m also scared that if I kiss her I might break her. Her perfect world. The place I hold in her life and the image of me she has in her mind.
And I don´t want that to happen. I couldn´t live without her. Not anymore.