A/N I'm new around here so if I missed out anything that I should have written, please forgive me… to be honest; I hated the ending of Paradise Kiss…wish it was better…
Disclaimer: Don't own it, don't sue me…lolz…
I went around the corner and run down the stairs as fast as I could. I pushed opened the huge, pinkish-red door, unlocking the latch of it and went inside. 'Guys…look!' the sight of it wiped the joy out of my heart. What's more depressing is that the smell of the air inside proved something that I didn't want to believe from the very beginning.
The atelier was empty. Ten years, why wouldn't it be? The sewing machine standing on the table where Arashi used to spend his time with was all covered with cobwebs. This was the third time! How could I have not remembered? Paradise's days are over. Way over. Why can't I seem to put that in mind and let it be?
I went out of the place and slowly walked up the stairs.
Flashback.
'Caroline!'
I tripped over the step and fell down. 'What? Who's Caroline?'
End (Flashback)
Oh, Miwako…I missed you dearly. I really do. Even though somewhere deep down, I know that they have been long gone and have already carried on with their lives, I still want to burst through that door, like always, spreading the good news or showing them what I have achieved recently that they already know but pretend to be surprise. Then the very thought of George pulled the senses out of me. Tears started pouring out of my eyes and I knelt down. My face filled up the gap between my knees and my chest.
'You idiot! Why didn't you go with him?' I heard myself saying despite of my sniffing and growling. I feel so pathetic. I started hitting myself on the head very harshly. Then I suddenly remembered, oh no! My photo shoot! I'm going to be late! I thought I could make it on time if I run faster, but I didn't. Make it on time, I mean. My feet were so heavy that I can barely walk properly on the ground.
Never am I going back to that place ever again. Na-ah. Never. I could never forget the days when I was in that place but I'd much rather not think of it if it's not necessary. Or should I put it the other way: I don't want to remember them at all. Maybe that's just it…
A/N Well, that's it. There's a second part for it so if you want to read them just review, okay…? (If there's someone who'll actually read it…) I really don't mind that nobody's reading it. Well, to those that'll read it, thx for reading…!