(A/N): I do not own Glee (unfortunately)
Prologue
I don't feel much anymore. It's been months since it happened, since the numbness began to overtake me, to consume my life. The ones who hadn't removed themselves from my life, I began to push away. As I began to feel less and less, I had less and less friends. I don't really talk much anymore (which is why I'm writing this down). I don't talk to anyone…except Blaine.
Blaine and I were developing out friendship when it happened, and after the downward spiral started, he was the one who related and saw the signs, he was the one who noticed.