(a/n) I decided to do a one-shot. I got this idea...well from somewhere but I don't want to ruin anything. Its going to be kind of rambler. But I liked the Idea. In this story the girl will be an actress who stars on the show Pretty Little Liars. She is a person that is not really on the show but will be for the sake of this story.

Disclaimer- Do not own any of this other then this story.

A year and a half earlier-My Name is Hailey. I am 23. I am an actress. I star on ABC Family's show Pretty Little Liars. I met James when the cast of the show went to the KCA's. I have 2 younger sisters who are huge fans of Big Time Rush. I had seen the show quite a few times and because of them I had heard their music. I like the show and the music but I wouldn't say that I was as big of a fan as they were. I definitely did think they were just the cutest things ever though. Who wouldn't, right? So anyway, we went to the KCA's and we got to meet them. They were the nicest group of guys ever. I didn't realize how tall or old they really were. I guess I assumed they were younger because on the show they were younger. We talked to them for a while and one of them really stood out to me. James! He was tall, very easy on the eyes and very nice, nicer then the other, if that was even possible. They told us that they had a confession to make. The four of them would get together once a week and watch the show. They made sure they did this every week. "It's kind of scary sometimes! Thats why we like it, and its so crazy to see what things A is going to do next" Carlos said. Logan looked at us "And it helps that there are four VERY FINE ladies on the show" "Thank you" we all said at once giggling. After that we went on to get to our seats to get ready for the awards to begin. PLL was nominated for 4 awards and we won all but one. We were very excited. (I know thats not accurate but its for the story). Us girls form the cast were very close so that night we had gone back to Ashley's house for a girls night, our own little after party. "What was the best part of the night for you Ashley?" One girl asked "Beside the obvious" "Umm..Probably meeting everyone especially Biebs! Love him!" We all agreed with her. "I cant believe Big Time Rush watches are show!" One of them announced. "I know" I agreed, "I didn't realize how freaking hot they were either. I mean really especially the tall dark haired one, what was his name?" "James!" they all said at once. "Oh yeah, HOT!" We all laughed and had a good time.

A few weeks had passed and we were rapping up for that season. We had a party for the cast a crew, kind of like an end of the year party. The producer of the show said he had a surprise for all the guests. He went to the stage and announced "Tonight we have very special guests joining us. Please everyone put your hand together and help me welcome BIG TIME RUSH!" We all cheered. They sang a couple of songs and then joined the guests. I was standing over by the bar when I heard someone come up behind me. "Hey" I whipped around, it was James "Hi, you guys were great up there!" "Thanks, we try" He said with a smile on his face. Oh my! He's really beautiful. We talked for a few minutes before he told me that he had to join the rest of the guys for the second half of the show. I watched from the back of the room in amazement. Wow these guys can really sing. I was enjoying myself when one of the girls came up to me. "So what were you and Mr. Hot Stuff talking about?" "Some stuff" I told her. "Oww is someone blushing? You like him don't you?" "I don't know him, how can I like him?" "Get to know him girl! Does he have a girlfriend" "I don't know, I didn't ask and Im not going to either" I answered her. She went on about how I should just ask him or maybe go out with him for coffee or something. It was in one ear and out the other. After BTR was done with the performances, it had been quite awhile since they had been done, someone came to sit next to me at the table I was sitting at. It was James. "So I was wondering if you are ever around sometime, maybe you could give me a call and we can go out, I mean only if you don't have a boyfriend or anything!" I must have looked like the worlds biggest dork because of the smile on my face "Sure, that would be nice" I said. He gave me his phone number and then they had to leave shortly after that.

Present- James and I have been together for a year and a half now. Our relationship is great. We see each other as much as we possibly can. Which sometimes can be very difficult being as we both are really busy. He has been one of the greatest things that has happened to me. He is caring, sweet, selfless, and everything beyond. I couldn't ask for anyone more perfect. We live very close to one another, two streets away to be exact. Even though we live that close doesn't always mean we see each other all the time. Are schedule's for filming never seem to be on the same times. But we make it work and like I said its great. Its nice to know that I have found someone who understands the life I live. Someone who gets it. It may be very difficult at times but its worth it because we love each other. I get along great with the guys, they are the most fun people to be around. They have more energy then the average 4 year old but its amusing to watch.

Its been a few days since I have seen him which isn't unusual but I miss him. I wasn't feeling well that morning when I woke up, I felt like I was going to throw up, which I didn't. A few hours later I started to feel OK so I met a couple of friends for lunch before I was due back at the set. While at lunch someone near us must have ordered the fish platter because as soon as I smelled it I bee lined for the bathroom and threw up anything that was in my stomach. I came back to the table to find two very worried looking people staring at me. One of these girls Heather, was a friend from back home who had moved out here to become an Author. We had been friends since third grade so it was nice to have a piece of home with me out here in L.A. The other friend was a friend I had made since being here, Mandi. "Im fine, I don't know what that was all about, that smell seriously made me throw up" I said laughing lightly. "Are you sure? You want to leave/" "No I cant smell it now" "Thats weird though I mean the only time smells ever got to me was when I was pregnant!" Mandi said taking a bite of her food. I stopped, looked at them and just simply said "No, there is no way, no Im not pregnant, Im not" And I went on eating. In my head I was thinking about when my last period was and if it was even possible. I was on Birth Control. My last period was...I don't know, I'll have to look when Im alone. I don't want these two thinking I am. We went on talking and eating. After lunch I went to the set and worked for 9 straight hours. I was beyond tired. James called I was going to be staying at his house tonight. I was very excited since I hadn't really seen him in a while. When I got there I was exhausted. I ended up falling asleep on the couch with him. The next morning I woke up with this same feeling, like I was going to get sick and it hit me Oh God! I need to check when my last period was. I didn't say anything to James we ate breakfast and got ready for the day. He had to go to the set of BTR but I went home, I wasn't due to the set for another few hours. We said goodbye, he gave me a very sweet kiss before I walked out the door "Call me when your done." He called after me before I got into my car.

I was 2 weeks late. My period was 2 weeks late. OH MY GOSH! What the hell am I going to do, SHIT! This cant be happening to me. I got on the phone called Heather and told her that I needed her to come to my house as soon as she could. She was there within 10 minutes which I thought was a bit odd seeing as she lives 20 minutes away. "Hailey, where are you?" I hear Heather's voice from the foyer. I look over the banister "Up here!" She spots me and come running up the steps. "Whats wrong? Is everything OK?" "Umm...no and yes...I mean Im not hurt but mentally probably not the best." "OK Spill" "You know how yesterday at lunch I got sick just from the smell of that fish and Mandi said something about the only time she ever got like that was when she was pregnant?" She was looking at me like a deer in the headlights "Uh huh!" "Well yesterday morning before I came to meet you guys I was feeling sick, from the time I woke up until about 11:30 and I have been so tired lately, not just tired but exhausted and then this morning I woke up and I had that same feeling like I was going to get sick and I felt like I could have slept for another 6 hours! Well I remembered that I was going to check when my last period was!" "Hailey, are you pregnant or are you not?" " I don't know thats why I need you, I cant walk into the drug store and get a pregnancy test, people will know some things up. Will you go get it?" "Yes but aren't you on some kind of Birth Control?" "Yes" "So there is a possibility you are not pregnant?" "Yes and that why I need to know for sure". Heather left to get the test. I had to be at the set in an hour a half so I needed to hurry up and do this. I hadn't used the bathroom yet because they say thats the best time to do it. A little while had passed and Heather came running into the house with a brown paper bag. "I got 4 different kinds" She handed me the bag, I went into the bathroom and took the first then the second, third, forth and then I couldn't pee anymore. I walked out of the bathroom with all 4 tests in my hands. I hadn't looked at any of them. I sat them on the dresser and Heather came walking over. After a few minutes we both looked down at the test and the first read 'Pregnant' the second had a blue + on it, the third and forth both said positive. HOLY FUCKING SHIT! I WAS PREGNANT! I collapsed to the floor and started to sob. Heather came to sit next to me "Heather, what the hell am I going to do?" "She rubbed my back. "Well first and for most you have to tell James before you tell anyone else." "I looked up at her through tear filled eyes "I cant!" "Hailey you have too. He has to know. He is the father of this baby, he has to know" "How am I going to tell him" "You just tell him" I sat there and cried for what seemed like hour until I realized I had to be at the set very soon.

I made my way to the set. I did what I had to do. 6 hours later I was walking out of the set. I pulled out my phone and went to James in my contacts. "Hey" he answered. "Are you home?" Was the only thing I said to him "Yeah! You coming over/" "Yeah, I'll be there soon. I love you!" "Love you too, Drive safe!" I didn't respond, just hung up. On the way to his house I practiced ways to tell him. Then I thought about possible reactions I was going to get from him. Was he going to be mad, sad, upset, pissed, what? I didn't know. I wish that I could just wake up tomorrow and this conversation would have already happened. I hate this kind of thing. I was already tired and hungry. I just wanted to eat and go to sleep. I pulled into his drive way and I just sat there for a minute. "Well here it goes Hailey" I said to myself getting out of the car. I walked in the front door and searched for James. "James!" "In here! I hear him yell from the kitchen "Hungry?" He asked standing by the over. "Yes, thank you!" My news will have to wait until after I eat I am starving. I sat down to eat, it was baked chicken, my favorite. We talked about are day and about things that had happened. When we were done I helped clean up. We went to the living room and sat down to watch T.V. I looked at him and thought 'well here it goes'. "James I have something to tell you." He looked a little confused as tears started to well up in my eyes. "Babe whats wrong?" "Im Pregnant!" I just blurted it out. I didn't know any other way to say so I just said it. "Wait, your what?" "I found out this morning, I have been feeling sick and I realized I was two weeks late so I took a test, well four and they all said that I was pregnant." He put his face into his hand brought them down, then he looked at me "I thought you were on Birth Control" "I was, I am. I have a doctors appointment on Thursday I'll ask how this happened but I did everything by the books I swear." I was now crying Hysterically. "Im Sorry" I said to him "Well sorry Doesn't change the fact now does it" he spat at me before getting up "I need to be alone for awhile" "James please don't go, we need to-" I was cut off by the slamming of the front door.

I sat on the couch crying when Fox came onto the couch to sit next to me. "What are we going to do Fox?" I said to the dog while petting him. "Daddy is mad at me. I didn't do this on purpose. You know that, right?" He came closer and licked my face. I sat there with Fox for about an hour before I heard the front door open. As he walked passed the living room he looked in at me, shook his head and went up the stairs. Fox stayed with me which is very unusual. I began to cry even harder. I sat there for a few minutes and then I thought well I'll be the bigger person and I'll go up to him. When I got up there he was standing by the closet just looking at really nothing. He didn't look up at me but just said "How did this happen?" "What do you mean How did this happen?" I snapped back at him. "I mean you were supposed to be on Birth Control, this doesn't just happen!" "Are you saying that I did this on purpose?" "No but I mean maybe there was something you didn't do right" I looked over to him like he was crazy. "Are you fucking kidding me James? Really? What, because Im the girl I have to be the one who has to take all of the responsibility? No James it takes two to make a baby, two" "Yes Hailey I know where babies come from but you also told me that there was never anything to worry about because you were on something so I never worried. Had I known that this was going to happen then I would have worried but YOU FUCKING told me I didn't have too." I couldn't believe what he was saying to me. Was this really the man that I fell in love with? Was he really blaming this on me. "Well there is nothing we can do about it now. Its there James its there. A baby. So if you want nothing to do with it tell me now!" He looked like he was about to cry. "I don't know what I want" With that last sentence I was out of the bedroom door, down the steps and out the front door.

When I reached my car I let it all out. I began to scream and cry. "I HATE THAT FUCKING ASSHOLE. I HATE HIM!" I backed out of the drive way and drove to my house. I called Heather to ask her to come over. She came, I told her everything, how he reacted and basically told me it was my fault that we were in this situation. "Hailey, He is upset give him time to process it. He just found out that he is having a baby. He is as scared as you are. He doesn't know what to expect. Im not saying that he had any right to talk to you the way that he did but you have to remember he has a lot going for him like you do and there may be a lot at risk for the two of you." She was right but still he didn't need to blame me, it hurt. The next morning I was awaken by a the door bell. Seriously who come to Someone's house before noon. I walked down the stairs and opened the door to find James. I didn't say anything, I just moved to the side to let him know to come in. "I would have just walked in but I wasn't sure." Again I didn't say anything I just walked over to the sitting room and he sat on the other side of the couch opposite of me. We sat in silence for a few minutes before he began. "Look Hailey Im sorry for the way I talked to you last night. Im just really scared. Im not ready for this. I don't think either of us are. But I shouldn't have talked to you like that and not talked it through with you." "No Im not ready for this either but its happening and there isn't anything we can do about it. I don't want you thinking that I did this on purpose to trap you or that its my fault. I took that birth control like I was suppose to I did it all right. But it happens, people get pregnant on Birth Control." "I don't blame you, I don't. I know you didn't do this on purpose. I love you and we can get through this together. I want to be in every part of this whole thing. The pregnancy, the baby everything. Im really sorry for the way that I acted last night. I hope you you can forgive me for that." "Yea maybe I can since you are my 'Baby Daddy'" He came closer to me and kissed me. He put his forehead to mine "Yes, Yes I am."

A/N There may be a sequel to this...maybe!