I dont own Rugrats or anything but i like to write so hear it is...
You are a failure, your a whore , a bitch and a slut. No one loves you. You should have never been born , you were a mistake. Lilian deville why cant you be more like your brother , you dont see him getting into trouble.
Lilian Deville sat crying on her bathroom floor. She replayed the previous argument she had just engaged in with her mother. She lit a cigarrette and took a few puffs of smoke in. On the sink she spotted her razor blade, she reached for it and pulled one of her arm warmers up. Old scars and cuts covered her pale arm. She drew the sharp blade across her wrist and warm red liquid poured onto the floor. She winced as she pressed deeper a second time and a sigh of relief escaped her mouth. A sudden knock on the door starteld her and she dropped her cig on her arm. It burned her already scarred wrist and too her surprise she didnt mind.
"You open this door right now young lady!" she could hear her step dad's voice outside the door.
Her mother and Howard had gotten a divorce just before she started highschool. Hank was the man her mother married. He was muscular and tough aka perfect for her mom. The only problem Lil had with him was that he practically hated her. She came home from school to see her drunken mother lying on the couch and Hank in the next room watching tv. He usually had his buddies over to play cards or watch football.
Lil stood up and wiped her eyes as she looked in the mirror. She turned the faucet on and cleaned her wrists off. She hid he blade in and old shoe box and shoved it under the sink. Figuring she looked as good as she was going to get she opened the door and stood face to face with her step dad and two other men she was used to seeing.
"Hank, Im going to the mall , Ill be back later." Lil said and tried to push past him. He stood his ground and one of his hands flew across her face. She reached up and felt the burning mark on her cheek.
"I told you to call me Dad. And your not going anywhere , my friends and I want to chill with you." he said, A sly smirk crossed his face and he turned to leave the room. "Be ready in ten minutes!" and he slammed the door.
Oh no lil thought, not again. When her father wanted her to hang with his friends it usually ment she would be forced to do things she didnt want to. As if hank's beatings wernet enough now she had to live with being violated as well. Drugs she thought were the only way to get through this.
As Lil truged over the her dresser she open the top drawer. Along with a pleated mini skirt she took out a jewlery box. The bow contained two pills she decided the more the merrier and took both. The pills had been extacsy tablets. She threw on the skirt and a cami and went down the hall way to her fathers room. Her Parents bedroom was quite large as it had been two rooms that had been connected. Hank and his friends stood and she entered the room. One closed the door and the other dimmed the lights. Hank grabbed Lil and pushed her to the floor.