Jess' POV

Somedays I sit starin' out the window, watchin' this world pass me by.

Here I am. In little shitty Stars Hollow, working in a friggin' diner for God's sake! And it's raining. It only does that three days a year in perfect Stars Hollow. One glance out the window makes me nauseous. All the townsfolk' are walking around with their cute little umbrella's'. Fun, Fun, Fun!

Sometimes I think there's nothing to live for. I almost break down and cry.

Yep, my mom hates me. I screwed up a lot with Luke by not going to school. Screw that! I go to school now, sometimes. But it's not for Luke. It's for her.

Sometimes I think I'm crazy. I'm crazy, oh so crazy. Why am I here? Am I just wastin' my time?

What the hell did I just think? Her yeah her! That's why I came back. For her. And she's still with Bag Boy. Frankenstein. Narcolepsy Boy. Yeah, Lorelai's name for him really does fit. This is pointless.

But then I see my baby; suddenly I'm not crazy. It all makes sense when I look into her eyes.

Oh! She's heading this way. Her electric blue eyes strike me. And still she's so far away, by the gazebo. And yet her eyes shine through the rain. This is why I came back.

People make jokes cuz they don't understand me, they just don't see my real side.

Miss Patty and Taylor are here. I can see them talking behind my back. Well, it's not really behind my back, it's pretty obvious. Yep, I'm the rebel and delinquent of Stars Hollow. She sees who I really am though. Well she tries to. She's seen more of me than anyone else in this damn town has.

I act like shit don't phase me. Inside it drives me crazy. My insecurities could eat me alive.

I got so many walls up. She has none. I don't let anyone see my past or know what I'm feeling. I left the one place I fit in to come and see if I might have a chance with her. The whole town thinks I don't give a damn what they say. "He's going to corrupt her!" "He's gonna hurt her!". She's so innocent. I never want to destroy that. I'll never be accepted here, but I can't stand leaving without her.

But then I see my baby; suddenly I'm not crazy. It all makes sense when I look into her eyes.

She's coming to the diner. The door makes the most annoying sound as she enters. She looks at me. Her piercing gaze tearing me away from my book and making eye contact with her. Wow. I am still amazed, and probably always will be, at the intensity of her eyes. The blue intrigues me. I am sure she is less innocent then everyone thinks she is. I can see a wall in those eyes. There's a secret she hasn't told. She's walking over to me know. She grabs my head and pulls in downwards towards her lips. I responded eargerly and put my arms around her waist bringing her closer. I deepened the kiss. At this moment the whole town stood speechless. I looked back into her eyes and saw the wall was gone.