Okay this is just alittle Bella and Jasper bonding. I got this idea along long time ago. It was like 2007 when I got this idea.

BONDING WITH JASPER-BY CASSIERAE.

Why is it always boring when Edward leaves to go hunting. Everyone except Jasper and Rosalie went hunting. Jasper and I were in the living room watching t.v. Well I was, he was reading. I wasn't really into the show, so my attention to it was going in and out. I turned it away from the t.v. and looked out the big glass window. I let out a deep sigh. I felt my boredness going away. I smirked, it must have been annoying Jasper. I decided to get really mad. I thought about how mad I was when Jacob kissed me. I glanced at Jasper, he looked really mad. Then I decided to make myself feel like I felt when Edward left. Even though I didn't. I glanced again. He wore no expression. Then I made myself feel really hyper. I was thinking about this one time when Renee got me tons of candy and I ate most of it. The sugar didn't ware off until the next day. I don't even think I slept. I looked at him, he was bouncing like Alice usually did. I smirked again. He looked at me and glared.

I shrugged my shoulders. "What? I'm bored." I stated.

"You think I don't know that? Empath remember." I laughed at his annoyance.

"Of course I remember, why else would I let my emotions go all funny." I said with a chuckle. He just shook his head and went back to his book. I looked out the window again.

"Hey Jasper, can I ask you a question?" I looked over at him. He looked up from his book.

"Well it depends on the question." I nodded my head.

"Just remember I'm only courious. You don't have to answer. Okay, what was it like down in the south. ONLY COURIOUS. DON'T HAVE TO ANSWER." I said more pronounced. He just chuckled, I looked at him. He looked only alittle uncomfortable, but not as much as he did the night he did when he first told me.

"Do you mean as a vampire or human?" I shrugged. I didn't really care which one.

"Well you know what it's like as a human in the south. But, back then we had the plantations and all. As a vampire it was like hell. Didn't know if you were going to die, always fighting." I nodded.

"Did you ever really like Maria?" He shook his head.

"I think we stayed together for the power. It was so easy to leave her. Like I told you before, I walked away and never looked back. I think she had me stay for the power. I was one of the best. I had experience in fighting, since I was in the war and all." He said. I nodded in responce.

"Do you really want me changed or not?" I asked.

"I thought this was about my past?" He asked. I smirked.

"I take that as a no and that you just went with Alice, since she's your wife." I stated.

"No, I think it would be better if you changed. It would be alot easier for me, I wouldn't have to be worried about accidently killing you."

Jasper's POV Cuz you love him. Well I do at least.

"No, I think it would be better if you changed. It would be alot easier for me, I wouldn't have to be worried about accidently killing you." I said, she flinched back alittle. I know she didn't mean to. "Sorry." I muttered.

"It's fine." She said.

"But, really it would be so much easier. I'm sure everyone wants you to change. Even Rosalie, just not as much as everyone, except Edward." I felt surprise coming off her. I smiled.

"Yes, well Edward can sometimes be really annoying with his overprotectiveness." She said. I laughed at this. I always knew she would get annoyed at his overprotectiveness.

"So what are you reading?" She asked pointing to my book.

"Oh it's just something about all the missing people from the Civil War." I said, holding up the book.

"Can I see it?" I handed her the book. She was careful to keep my page. She flipped to the end of the book. I scooted closer to see what she was doing. I'm sure we looked pretty weird, both of us hunched over a book. So close that there was no space between our arms. I saw where she was, she was in the W's. I didn't know she knew anyone in the Civil War. Her finger trailed down the page, skipping over the little notes from family members. She flipped the page over and searched for the name. It finally came to a stop. It was my name. She moved her finger away. There was a note, it was from my sister. Abigail.

Jasper was the sweetest brother one could have asked for.
He somehow always knew what you were feeling,
he would always try and help you when you were feeling down.
There was one thing no one knew except me. My parents
thought he ran away. Well he did, he ran away to be in the war.
I begged and pleaded for him to not go. He said he would always come back.
I waited and waited, never giving up my faith that he would come back,
even though I knew that something bad had happened, once the letters had stopped.
I didn't want to think that anything could have happened to my big brother.
My parents never knew about the letters. I always had one of the farm hands
mail the letters. He would always tell me he would be back soon. I wish that it was
true. Jasper, I know you'll never read this, but if by chance you're still
alive. I want you to know that I love you. You were the best brothe anyone could ask for. I know that we had our little arguements. I would always start crying, sometimes for real but sometimes just so I could get a hug from you.
Jasper, if you do read this, I want you to know that I love you.
Anyone that reads this, I want you to know that if you ever meet him,
you would have loved him in a friend way. Not in a brotherly or sisterly way,
nor in a actual relationship. He was old enough, but said he wasn't ready,
you would have loved him.

Love forever,
Abigail

I heard sniffleing beside me. I looked at Bella, she had a few tears running down her face. I pulled her into a hug. "You never told me you had a sister." She accused.

"Well, you never asked." I said.

"Does Alice know that you have a sister?"

"Nope, only you." I said. I felt surprise coming off her, yet she was still sad about the note.

"I feel honored about it then." She said, just as the door opened. We pulled apart. They all gave us a weird look.

"Are we interupting?" Alice asked. Both Bella and I laughed.

"Nothing at all." I said and walsed over to Alice and pulled her into a hug. I heard Bella sniffle again. I looked at her. She was looking at the book again. Edward walked over to her.

"Are you okay?" He asked. He felt angry, probably blaming me for her saddness. She looked up and closed the book.

"I'm perfectly fine."

"So what did you do when I was gone?" He asked. Everyone was listening intently.

"Well, I was really bored so I kept changing my emotions to bug Jasper. Then we talked about his past. Then I looked at this book he was reading. It was alittle sad so he gave me a reassuring hug." She said. Her eyes shining with tears. He nodded his head.

How'd you like it. Should I have them bond more or no? Tell me cuz I had fun writing this story. It was alittle sad writing the letter from his sister. I don't know if he does or not. Just go along.

-CR