I unfourtunatly do not own pkokemon, or else there would have never been a misty. XD no offense..but i absolutly hate her! all rights resevered 4 the real pokemon owners :D. Hope u enjoy this story. and plz be nice, im only 11! :) thnx!

May looked at her incredibly handsome best friend. How long has this been? Seem like forever when we first met…But yet every time I look into those gorgeous deep brown eyes…I feel soo alive… "Oh what am I thinking? Theres NO WAY that someone this handsome would love such an ugly and stupid girl like me!" screamed the brunette in the most quiet way she could so her best friend wouldn't hear her.

May's "Incredibly handsome guy" was none other then Ash Ketchum, pokemon master in training. After 2 long painful years, she finally met up with him in Sinnoh.

Oh, how the poor brunette remembered the tearful day when she and her "prince charming" departed…She never wanted to leave of course. It was just that she never knew that there would be any contests in Sinnoh, and plus, if she followed Ash to Sinnoh, wouldn't he have thought that she liked him, a little more than just a friend? Oh ash... why can't you see? I'm right here, do you see something a little different in me then any other girl you've traveled with? OF COURSE NOT! Thought the sad brunette, I'm just another ordinary girl that you've traveled with.

The thought of Ash rejecting May was to heart wrenching to think. The young brunette sighed a half sob sigh. They have been friends for years...no, wait; make it best best best friends. But, why did it seem like the connection between the two had suddenly been broken apart? Why did it seem that whenever May was around Dawn and Ash that Dawn would tear Ash away from her? Why?

Yes. Since the day May arrived to Sinnoh, it seemed like Dawn was ALWAYS hogging Ash, the only time she got to see him was at dinner time. Since every morning Dawn would drag Ash away somewhere, somewhere she couldn't find them.

If only, I could have been braver… why was I such a big fat chicken? Now, if Ash had heard May call herself a chicken, he would have denied that, and give her a big hug, and make her believe that she was no such thing. But, now….things seem. Weird, especially with that girl Dawn always hanging around with them. Ugh, if only I could squish her petty blue head! Thought the very annoyed brunette. If only…

" May?"

Are you okay? Said a very worried looking, pokemon trainer with jet black hair. This was of course Ash Ketchum, May's best friend since forever. Though, you wouldn't really know it was him, after two years of time apart, Ash had grown quiet tall for his age and had developped quite a bit of muscle. But even though his looks had changed, Ash was still the Ash May knew and loved to death.

No, Ash, I'm not okay, why can I tell you everything that I can't even tell my parents that I can always tell you? Why can't I tell you that I love you. Why can I tell you my most embrassing secrets, but I can't tell you how much you mean to me? But of course May didn't say that, instead she just answered with a half hearted "Yes thank you Ash," and continued to regret not telling the handsom raven haired trainer how she felt when she had the chance.

Meanwhile..

The certain raven haired trainer looked sadly at the brunette. ugh..here I go again! Ever since May arrived in Sinnoh, Ash could tell that there was something terribly off about her. Yes, May still looked like the beautiful brunette that he fell in love with, but, he remebered that she was always so cheerful and optimistic when he travelled with her in the Hoenne region. Everytime he felt discouraged, she would have that way of making him feel like he was in heaven. It felt like he could never get hurt when he was with her. Everytime he looked at her, there was always a special kind of light that poured out of her sapphire-ocean blue eyes.

When he looked into them, he felt like he was staring into an ocean full of diamonds. Its seemed that when ever Ash compared May's eyes to the stars, it seemed that her eyes could make the stars look like they weren't even shining. Like the stars just got sucked into a big black hole.

But now, here she was, she was still pretty of course. But, that wonderful light that always poured through her eyes weren't there. May was here, but was she really? It seemed like half of her was still missing, the important part that everyone knew her for. Her kindness, Playfulness, and her special ability that could make an ever raging war to stop. But now..it seemed like she was always in some sort of trance. She lost her palyfulness, and even stopped having interest in food!

Everyone was worried about her. Even Dawn, Ash supposed... Ever since May arrived in Sinnoh, Dawn had been acting.. Strange, she developped a new type of clingyness to him, and where ever he went, she went too. It looked like there was somethimg she wanted to tell him, but it seemed like the blue headed co-ordinater just couldn't get it out of her mouth.

" Come to think of it, I really never spent any time with May alone," pondered Ash out loud. Suddenly Ash was jolted with a wave of guilt. Is this why Mays feeling so down? Is it because of me?

haha! a bit of a cliff hanger there! Thank you for reading..I'll try to update as fast as I can, but remeber, I also have homework to do :D please no flames, this is just my first story! and I really hope that someday this shipping comes true! if u have any suggestions please review! I already know whats gonna happen next, but I would love to have ur opinon! bye for now!