A Tiva Love Story Chapter 1: When Your Gone, a ncis fanfic

Summary: POST ALIYAH! How Tony and Ziva is coping up!

My first NCIS fic. It's actually a compilation of songfics I did for NCIS. Mainly about Tony and Ziva.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

As Gibbs and his team boarded the plane off to D.C, Tony was still wondering while Ziva stayed and all that thinking made Tony fight off the tears that are threatening to fall from his eyes. They haven't even take-off yet but he missed Ziva already. He remembered when they were Undercovers as a married couple how he was left wondering if they will be ever be like that. He loves Ziva and now he got no chance to tell her.

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

Tony watched Ziva walk away after the their confrontation at the Mossad headquarters. He watched her walked away disappointed in him. He knew that after that confrontation, Ziva lost her trust on NCIS especially on Tony.

Flashback:

Tony: I had no choice.
Ziva: That is a lie.
Tony: Why would I lie to you, Ziva?
Ziva: To save your worthless ass.
Tony: From who? Vance? Mossad?
Ziva: You jeporadized your entire career, and for what?
Tony: For you. He was playing you, Ziva.
Ziva: For some reason you felt it was your job to protect me?
Tony: I did what I had to do.
Ziva: You killed him.
Tony: If I hadn't you'd be having this conversation with him, but maybe that's the way you'd prefer it.
Ziva: Perhaps I would.
Tony: Okay, why don't you just get this out? You wanna take a punch? Take a swing? GET IT OUT OF YOUR SYSTEM! GO AHEAD! DO IT!
Ziva: Be careful, Tony. Because much like Michael, I will only need one.
Tony: And that's what you're really angry about isn't it? That's what's bothering you. It's not that he's dead. It's that your Mossad boyfriend got his ass kicked by a chump like me.
Ziva: You took advantage of him.
Tony: He attacked me! What was I supposed to do?!
Ziva: You saw a glass table, you pushed him back, you dropped him on it. He was impaled in the side by a shard of glass, bloody, gasping for air.
Tony: I guess you read my report.
Ziva: I memorized it! You could have left it at that, you could have walked away. But no, you let him up, you put four in his chest.
Tony: You weren't there.
Ziva: You could have put one in his leg.
Tony: You...weren't...there.
Ziva: But I should have been!
Tony: You loved him.
Ziva: I guess I'll never know.

End of Flashback

'When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

Upon their arrival at DC, they all went straight home to have a good night sleep. Tony kept on thinking about Ziva and that night he dreamt about her and all their memories together.

The next day, they all went back to work and once again after 4 years, the table simply across Tony's is empty like it was after Kate's death. He really missed Ziva and all their bickering in the morning when Gibbs is not around or they don't have a case to work on.

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

They had their first case on their first day back at work. They really don't know how to handle it now that they are lacking one member of the team. But still they do what they can do and set out to work on the field. Once they arrive they went to work at once, which reminded Tony again of Ziva. She was always the first one to step foot on the scene no matter how gruelous the crime was. Tony missed that about her.

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

At the headquarters, the team discussed about their latest case. Tony can't stop looking at Ziva's bullpen as if expecting an opinion to come out from the person occupying it. But reality check: no one is there. He just love how opinionated Ziva is when it comes to the cases they encounter.

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

All of the girls Tony dated in the past meant nothing to him now. Just one girl is occupying his mind: ZIVA. All he wanted now is Ziva to come back to them. It is like they are made for each other. Even Gibbs can see the chemistry within them. Damn Rule 12!

Now it is up to Tony to save Ziva and to bring her back to where she truly belongs: NCIS. Damn Eli David! Damn Mossad! All he has to do now is save Ziva from her father who doesn't even care for her. Tony will save Ziva even if it risk his job at NCIS or even his life.

The next day he left the team a note:

Gibbs,

Once you are reading this, I am now on my way to Tel Aviv. I'm gonna get Ziva back.

Tony

Aww! Cliffy! I might make it a three-shot!

Song: When Your Gone- Avril Lavigne

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