A/N: THIS IS MY FIRST FAN FIC! This story is a spur of the moment idea that I got. So basically, Bella's a vampire and has spent the last century with Edward. She has the power to manipulate fire, water, earth and air. She caught Alice and Edward sleeping together...

This is a JASPER and BELLA fanfic. Rated M for language. Read and Review. If no one reads or reviews, I might not continue...:( I've got college applications to worry about so I might not update as much either.

"Edward. Stay away from me." My vision blurred as the moisture pooled in my purple eyes. The memories of my human life was as vivid as what was happening to me right now, I could remember every moment I had spent with Edward. The time when our love was so strong, no one could come between us. When the Volturi came to Forks and stirred up a storm, Edward finally promised to change me.

"Bella," his face was so serious and sad, full of regret for what he was about to do, "Before I do this, I just want you to know…that you are my everything. I'm so sorry for the pain you're about to feel, love. I love you, so much." Had he been able to cry, he would have.

I, the fragile human, had already started crying, staining my face and leaving tear marks. His cold hand traced each tear, his tantalizing breath settling onto my skin and calming me. He moved towards me, closing the distance between our lips. He wrapped his hands around me, holding me as hard as he could. I laced my hands through his silk hair, wrapping and encasing myself as near him as possible. I knew the next three days would be hell for me, but if that was what I had to go through to be with Edward forever, I'd do it as many times as possible.

His cold lips traced along my jaws, my neck, my arm and finally my wrists. He bit down, his eyes filled to the brim with regret and sadness. I lifted my hand to caress his cheek, to ease his pain. I knew that he'd be in hell with me in the next three days. That brought a smile to my face. I felt a dull pain in my wrist, throbbing with the slightest flicker of pain. Edward bit my other wrist, biting my ankles next. He stared at me with the same emotion—pain. I just kept caressing his cheek. The pain didn't bother me, there was no pain when I was here with Edward. Edward had closed his eyes, bracing himself for the hell about to come. I sat on the edge of the bed, taking deep breaths.

I felt no pain. The dull throb had now spread through my entire body, no doubt the venom of Edward spreading through my system. Edward looked up at me, his eyes a deep golden sea. Shock spread through his face as he realized I had no signs of pain or discomfort.

"Carlisle!" He hugged me, tighter than ever as he called for Carlisle. Carlisle was here even before Edward had finished saying his name. The rest of the family filed in, seeming to feel the excitement in the air. Carlisle listened to my heart, placed his hands on my pulse point, felt my glands. His brows stitched together with confusion and awe as he picked up my hand. His hand felt oddly warm.

"Bella," his golden eyes piercing yet comforting me, "are you feeling any pain? Like you're being burned?"

"No," I was able to articulate, through the haziness brought on by the dull throb, "Just a dull throb all over, like I've been lying in a bed for too long. When's the pain supposed to start? The fire?"

"Dear, you should be writhing in pain by now, feeling as if weeks had gone by instead of just mere minutes. I think, you truly are special, Bella."

"What? How is it possible?" Rosalie piped up, apparent concern on her face.

"I think the last time James bit Bella, Edward had extracted all of his venom, that's for sure. But not before some of the venom had been able to react, changing some of the cells. I think all this time, Bella's been changing, slowly but surely, into a vampire. Her cells were changing day by day, dying, solidifying and preparing her heart to stop beating." Carlisle placed his gently and now warm hands on my hands. Edward placed his arms around me, nuzzling my neck and placing light feathery kisses.

I giggled, "Edward, you're so…warm." He picked me right off my feet, twirling me in the air. I cringed at the sudden roughness and Edward winced. He placed me down on the bed.

"I don't think I'm quite the vampire yet." I sighed, angry at myself for ruining the moment with Edward.

"I think it's best that you stay in bed for the next couple of days." Carlisle started putting his medical equipment back into the bag that had fallen off the bed in the rush of the moment. I nodded.

"Oh Bella! You've always been so special!" Alice jumped right next to me, bouncing up and down.

"Welcome to the family, little sis." Emmett had a large grin on his face.

"Thanks," I smiled, feeling a little stiff.

A ray of sunlight had escaped through the thick grey clouds and into the room, it bounced onto the bed and onto my now glittering skin.

I stared at my hand, each pore a glistening diamond. I could feel my cells getting stiffer, becoming more and more 'stone' like.

"Bella, listen to me! Why won't you listen to me?" Edward had grabbed my arm roughly, pulling me out of my daydream.

"Stop it Edward. This isn't the first time you've done this. I know what you're up to with Alice." The nerve of this guy—the look of disbelief and anger on his face just fueled my anger. After an entire century of being with him as a vampire, I had experienced passionate love. I could never seem to get enough of Edward, yet apparently, this was not the case for him.

"Calm down Bella. How will you forgive me if you won't even fucking listen to me?" Edward fumed. I could feel the tingle of fire on my skin. Edward had completely changed. The gentlemen that stole my breath away, the loving man I had fallen in love with in my life and unlife was no longer there. At first, the changes were slight, just a few mellow curses here and there. Then his swearing got intense, he wouldn't caress me like he used to. He wouldn't commit to my embrace or my kisses. I knew something was wrong. I just acted like a damn ostrich and stuck my head right back into the sand and acted like this was just a phase he was going through.

Then I noticed Alice's change. She would throw tantrums, throwing things into the walls. She didn't even drag me to go shopping with her anymore.

"You goddamn, vain, vile ass. You're the one cheating on me, you're the one who wronged me! You're the one to blame!" I felt the fire ignite on my hand, spreading through my entire body. I could conjure fire, water, earth and air, control it as I wished. With my power, there was little I could not do. I could control weather, making it hail one second and shine the next. I also, for some inexplicable reason, did not get golden eyes, but rather got violet eyes. My blood stayed within my body, which meant I did not lose my blush. I, contrary to all vampires, did not crave blood. I craved…chocolate. I, contrary to all vampires, could cry and sleep, not that I needed any of it.

"Fuck it, Bella. Control your damn power." That just made my burn even more.

"Don't you dare tell me what to do. I'm leaving you so you can forever be with your precious Alice." The mention of her name brought her into the room, her eyes livid and dark.

"Bella, control your damned power and listen to Edward."

"What is there left to say? He cheated on me with my best friend and he expects me to be able to listen to him try and redeem himself?"

"Alice, it's okay." Edward placed his hand on Alice's shoulder.

Esme, Carlisle, Rosalie and Emmett had sauntered into the room. For the sake of Esme and her house, I calmed down and withheld my fire. Emmett looked like he was about to pound Edward into a big pile of glob.

"Look Bella. It's been one hundred years since our marriage, I don't regret any of it. I don't regret a moment of it. I love you."

What the fuck did he just say to me? He's impossible. Where was my Edward? The Edward that I was willing to die a thousand times over for?

I felt my anger within my stomach, threatening to explode. I used all of my will power to sustain it within me, to not let it masticate and tear the house down.

"I…I'm sorry for what I did, but I don't regret what I did. I'm sad that I've lost you, I've lost your trust, your love. I just hope you'll understand the situation and not act rashly. Don't leave like Jasper did. Don't separate our family even more than necessary. Don't hurt Esme, Carlisle."

That's it, I'm fucking killing this vile dick. How could he think I can just overlook this? After what I've been through, what I had to give up for him, he thinks I can just ignore all of this and live with it? I felt my anger silently seep through me, out of every pore and into the thick, tense air. I could no longer hear the heartbeats of my family members, the words Edward was spewing out of his obnoxious mouth. I heard a loud crack down the middle of the house, vines creeping through and spreading around the lush carpet. I felt my entire body explode with fire. I lifted my hand, throwing ice daggers at the two in front of me.

Emmett, sensing that I was going to do some serious damage, threw his thick arms around me, coaxing me. His skin felt impossibly cold around mine, ceasing my power from growing.

"Bella, listen to me. It's not worth it. He's disappointed everyone in the family. He doesn't deserve to be able to talk to you that way! Come back Bella!" Emmett, along with Rosalie had hugged me, throwing words into my ears to calm me down. I normally had exceptional control over my power, but the sight and words of Edward had made me lose all control.

I slowly retracted my power, the voices of my family members no longer far away.

I calmed myself down enough to be able to talk to Edward.

"Edward, you've hurt me enough. You've fooled around with Alice god knows how many times. You didn't lose me just now. You didn't lose me when I caught you and Alice sleeping on my bed. You lost me long ago. You lost me when I realized you were no longer my Edward. You were no longer the Edward I fell in love with, not the Edward I was willing to give my life up for." I felt the traitor tears in my eyes, threatening to spill over.

A flash of pain flew across Edward's face but was soon replaced by anger again.

"You never had him," Alice spat.

"Shut up. I'm not talking to you, Alice. You don't even deserve one second of my attention." I threw icicles in her direction, pinning her to the wall. She growled, lunging herself at me. I was faster, stronger and smarter than her. I threw myself out of her way and wrapped my arms around hers, throwing them behind her back and disabling her. Edward threw himself at me, only to be blocked by Carlisle and Emmett.

"Fuck you Bella! When are you going to accept that Edward's mine now?" Alice struggled against my constraint.

"I've already accepted it. I just find it hard to believe that my best friend would stoop so low. I loved you! I thought you were my sister!"

"I can't help what I see or feel! I just saw the vision of me and Edward getting married and I knew. The feelings I had hidden in the back of my brain, the love I felt for Edward were magnified a thousand times. I just knew Jasper and I weren't soul mates. Edward and I are!" Alice squealed.

"I realized that, so many years of my life, I've felt that I had found my other half in you, Bella. I was blinded by all those years of solitude that when I saw you, I was immediately attracted. I jumped to the conclusion that you were my mate! When I saw that vision in Alice's mind, I realized, Alice was meant to be my soul mate. We had spent all those years with this inexplicable bond that no one else is ever able to understand and have. The relationship I had with you was never meant to work out. Jasper understood and he left. You really think he left because he had hunted a human? He left because he knew that Alice was no longer his! Why can't you be like him? Jasper and you, as much as this is going to hurt, were just something we had be with to realize that we were meant to be instead."

At this point, I could feel nothing but a thousand knives plunging into my gut and heart. It felt even worse than the time in the forest when he left me. The gaping hole, having been sealed for so many years, had come back with a revenge. I felt void of any emotions other than loss, anger and most importantly, helplessness. I let go of Alice, the tears unable to stop themselves. I leapt from the closest window and out into the fresh air, flying into the forest. I barely heard Rosalie calling my name and Emmett throwing Edward into the ground, screaming, "You fucking broke her again, you dickfuck. Why don't you leave?" I had only one thought in my mind and that was for me to get away.

I could not believe it. What had I done wrong? I just kept running further and further away from the man who broke me, mended me and broke me yet again. I was so stupid to give my life up for him! I had to abandon my parents after I turned thirty and still looked like I was seventeen. I couldn't even attend their funeral when they passed away. I had lost Jacob as well. The pack would not forgive me for making the choice, even though I would have died otherwise.

I didn't know where I was running to, I just knew my emotions could carry me as far as possible. No one would be able to catch up with my speed, not even Edward.

I ran for hours, days even. I realized I had run so fast that I was able to run across water and into Europe. I had arrived in Paris, the place of our honeymoon. Tears spilled yet again, carrying me far away from Paris and into Rome.

As soon as I went into the city, I finally relaxed. I could no longer smell Edward around me. As I took deep breaths of fresh air, I could feel my brain clearing up. I could smell the mouthwatering chocolate in the corner store. I threw enough money to buy two boxes of chocolate and downed all of it. It soothed my frazzled nerves.

I settled down into a small hotel, sleeping so I can escape the reality that is my nightmare.

I woke up to my phone ringing. Shit, why didn't I turn it off!

I looked at the caller id, seeing that it was Carlisle, I picked up, regrettably.

"H—hi, dad."

"Bella. Esme is very worried about you. Come home."

"Are they there?"

"…Bella…I can't just make my first son—first companion, to leave. I realized that he hurt you, but don't break up our family even more. Edward's right, we need you here."

"Dad! He…killed me! When he left me in the forest a century ago, I was a zombie. I could only do basic jobs. I talked only when talked to. I ate only when I had to. I had Jacob there to save me. I had Charlie and Renee to support me. But I gave that up for him! I gave my life to him! He mended me but now he broke me again! I can't possibly live with that! Alice was my best friend, my sister. She broke me too!"

"Bella…I understand. Take some time off. But come back soon. Esme misses you a lot."

"Tell her I'm sorry and that I'm okay. I miss you two a lot, too. I love you."

"We love you, too. Please don't think that I'm picking Edward over you. I just love you two so much I'm not willing to let either of you go."

"I understand, I'm not angry at you. I just need some time alone."

"Alright, I'll talk to you soon, love."

I threw my phone onto the bed, willing myself to fall asleep again. But images of Edward and I from my human life floated in and out of my eyes. Soon, I just gave up trying and decided to cry. The pain in my chest kept on throbbing, a million times more difficult to endure than my transformation.

"What did I do wrong?" I moaned to myself.

"Nothing." A voice floated across the room and into my delicate ears. A sense of calm and hope enveloped me. Jasper.

A/N: Sooooo?? How is it? REVIEW!! if you review, i'll love you a lot. :)