A/N (I will make this quick.)
I am happy to have requests and I will do my best to comply with any. I appreciate that not everyone will like my stories but I will not tolerate rude comments. Constructive criticism is encouraged as it is the only way a writer will get better and that is what I wish for - to become better :) All mistakes are my own and I apologies in advance for any made.
And finally the obvious part - I do not own Orphan Black, I am just playing with the characters for a bit, I promise they will be home by cerfew ;) haha.
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Delphine was nervous, she had lived away from home before at her last college but she had never lived away from home in another country. She had no idea what to expect. She was a geek, a science nerd, not keen on parties or boys like most girls.
Delphine did not want to be this anxious, as when she got like this she babbled a mix of French and English like an idiot. Often making the people around her think she was incompetent at holding a conversation and a stereotypical blonde fool. So she sat on the edge of her bed, elbows on her knees with her head in her hands trying to calm her breathing.
Even though she was expecting her room mate to turn up soon as more and more students entered the dorm building, she jumped when she heard someone clear their throat. This made her heart quicken again and her anxiety to sky rocket once more.
"Ello." Delphine greeted in her thick French accent, not quite pronouncing the H. She attempted a smile but was sure she failed when she saw the girl before her look quizzically at her.
"Hi." The girl replied, now smiling a smile somewhere between amused and concerned. "Are you ok?" She asked.
"Oui, erm..." Delphine looked to her feet, she was doing it again, she was stumbling over her words. "I am just a little nervous, it will soon pass." She tries to sound convincing but can hear she is faltering.
The mysterious girl takes a few more steps into the room and puts her things on the floor before moving to sit next to her on the bed. She places Delphine's hands in her own and smiles a genuinely warm smile at her.
"I know I am a little odd, geeky, ramble out scientific facts randomly and my hair often startles people but I promise you, there is nothing to be nervous about. I only bite when asked." The girl winks at Delphine attempting to gain a smile from the blonde and succeeds.
It is only then that Delphine notices the girls appearance, she had dark brunette dreadlocks, thick black rimmed glasses, a red coat tied at the waist with a matching belt and the most beautiful face Delphine has ever seen. Once she has taken the girl in as much as she can, she smiles a kind, warm smile at her. This causes the brunette to quirk her lip up one side and tilt her head in the sweetest way.
"I'm Cosima, science geek and proud." Again she winks at Delphine. "And you are?" She asks with a warn smile and a kind tone.
"Delphine, also a science geek and proud." She replies shyly, slightly dazed by the girl infront of her, she truly was stunning.
Cosima started unsubconsciously rubbing her thumbs over Delphine's knuckles. Delphine could feel herself relaxing, she was intrigued by this girl, she felt a pull to her but was unsure why.
They sat like that for what felt like hours but was probably only a few minutes. Their eyes never left the others, both entranced by the other, both feeling butterflies in their stomachs and tingles in their core's. Cosima knew immediately she was attracted to her roomate but Delphine had never felt this before, she had no idea what she was feeling meant.
Eventually, Cosima, although she didn't want to, let go of Delphine's hands and glaced around the room. "I guess we are roommates then." She stated matter of fact. "Does this mean I finally get to geek out myside of the room without my roommate moaning about it?" Cosima spoke the last part with an audible smile and a little cheek.
"Oui, we are and I will not moan, whatever you do to your side is your business and I will respect it." Delphine's voice had a hint of nerves back in it and her eyes dropped to the floor again for a few seconds before she felt a hand in hers again.
Cosima, wordlessly, pulled Delphine up and pulled her to her own bed, along with her suitcase that she had dumped in between their beds when she walked in. She smiled at Delphine and let go of her hand to take off her coat and pull the suitcase onto the bed.
"Wana help me unpack?" She asked Delphine. She wanted to get to know the blonde a little better, wanted to make her feel at ease around her, wanted to make her smile as often as she could because she loved that smile already.
"Sure, i'd love to." Her accent strong and sexy, causing Cosima to visibly shiver. "Are you cold?" Delphine asks innocently.
"Ugh..." Cosima did not know how to reply, she did not want her new roommate to be scared off by her attraction to her. "A little I guess, but I'm ok, thanks." She smiles weakly and starts to unzip her case so the pair could work together to unpack.
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Later that day the pair took a walk around campus. They had a few days to relax and get to know each other and thier new home before classes started. After unpacking Cosima's things they had said hello and exchanged a few words with a few people in their dorm. Most seemed to be science and math majors, a few sports majors and a couple history majors. So all in all they seemed like interesting people.
The girls walked in peaceful silence for a while, walking a tad closer to each other than newly formed friends usually would. Every now and then Cosima's hand would brush Delphine's and from the corner of her eye Cosima could see the blonde blush. She had a feeling the attraction was mutual but part of her thought it was probably just wishful thinking.
When the girls neared a bench Cosima gestured for them to sit and Delphine silently agreed. Again they were sat closer than they would have with another friend but neither broached this in conversation.
Cosima was the first to break their peaceful silence. "Tell me something about yourself, it can be something little or something big, whatever you choose." She turned to see big beautiful blue eyes and smiled.
"My favourite colour is blue." Delphine offered shyly. "Tell me something about you?" She asked.
"I have a twin sister, we are identical in looks but completely different in personality." This comment stunned Delphine but she recovered quickly when she saw brown eyes sparkling at her. "And my favourite colour is green." She winked at her roommate.
Again Delphine blushed, something she seemed to do alot of in her new friends company. "What is your twins name? Are you close?" While she spoke, Delphine shyly edged her hand closer to her friends, wanting so badly to feel her warmth against her skin.
Cosima could see the nervousness in the blonde's eyes so she leant forward slowly and gently kissed her friends cheek while lacing her fingers with the other womans in one swift motion. "Her name is Sarah and yes we are getting quite close." She said as she pulled back.
"Getting close? How do you mean?" Delphine questioned with the biggest blush so far. Delphine was shocked and thrilled with the kiss, yes, it was on her cheek and it was chaste, but it was perfect. The hand in hers felt magical, yet she still did not recognise her attraction to Cosima, never having had many close friends nor having had a relationship.
"We were separated when we were babies. Both adopted into famies at a young age, one in England and one in America. We both happened to be looking for our birth parents but found each other instead." Cosima replied, her eyes drifted off into the distance as she remembered meeting Sarah for the first time just a few months ago.
"Wow, that..." Delphine was lost for words, this time not because of nerves but because she genuinely had no idea how to respond to that. "That must have been a shock." She finally finished.
"Yea, just a little bit." She chuckled. To herself mainly, as the thought of being shocked to silence when she met someone who looked exactly like her popped into her head. "We both just stood there staring at each other for a while, waiting for the shock to clear."
"I cannot imagine what that would be like. I am an only child and have often wondered what it would be like to have a sibling. The thought of meeting an identical twin is something I cannot comprehend." Delphine replied while squeezing her companions hand.
The pair sat there, hand in hand for almost an hour, talking about everything that came to mind. Cosima told her more about her first meeting with Sarah, then more about Sarah herself. Delphine talked about France and growing up in a semi-privileged home and of course they talked an endless amount of science.
Slowly but surely they got to know more about each other, while subconsciously they ended up sitting with Delphine's legs thrown over Cosima's and her head resting against Cosima's shoulder. Cosima's arm was around Delphine's waist, holding her there and her spare hand had her fingers laced with Delphine's.
It wasn't until they heard someone shout "Weirdo dykes" that they realised how they were sitting and Delphine quickly moved herself away from Cosima's warmth.
"Asshole!" Cosima shouted back, then turned to Delphine. "Are you ok? Do you want to go back to the dorm?" She asked with concern in her tone.
"Oui, s'il vous plait." Delphine instinctively returning back to French when her anxiety hit. She had no idea how they had become in that position, nor did she know how they became so comfortable with each other so quickly. She wasn't complaining, she was glad she and her roommate were getting along so well, they did have to live together after all. She was just shocked and a little startled by the comment made about them.
As they walked back to the dorm, again in silence, although this time there was tension between them, Delphine let her thoughts wonder. She wasn't gay, yes, she had never had a boyfriend, nor the want to have one but that didn't make her gay did it? She was just close with Cosima, they had become fast friends, that's all this is, right?
Suddenly Delphine was pulled from her thoughts as she felt Cosima's hand brush hers. She quickly put her hands in her coat pockets. Delphine didn't want to offend Cosima, nor did she want to cause a problem between them, but right now she just needed to think, without the feelings that come with contact from the brunette.
Cosima was saddened by Delphine's rejection. She felt the sting in her chest. She could see her friend was lost in thought so moved slightly away from her as they continued walking back to their room and she too put her hands in her pockets.
Back in their room they stayed silent as they removed their coats and did their own things. Delphine grabbed a book off her shelf and layed on her bed, facing the wall and pretended to read. Cosima on the other hand just lay on her bed facing the ceiling lost in thought about the days invents.
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Later that evening they both started their nightly routeen. For the rest of the day they had only exchanged words of necessity. Cosima didn't want to upset the blonde any further so stayed quiet and Delphine did not know how to express how she felt so she too stayed quiet.
Once they had both changed and were ready for bed they got into their respective beds and turned their lamps off. Cosima could not sleep with tension in the air so she had to say something before she slept In the hope it would ease, even if only a little.
"Goodnight, Delphine, I am sorry if I upset you today, I did not mean to." Her voice was laced with consern and a hint of tears.
"You did not, I am sorry too, for making you think that." She replied sadly, she ran her hand through her hair and turned to face her roommate in the dark. She lifted her head, bent her arm and rested her head in her hand.
"I thought I had upset you by being so close with you causing that guy to be an ass." Cosima too had turned on her side to face Delphine in the dark. She could just about see the outline of her upper body as it was not covered by the duvet.
"Non, Non, you did not. I just, I..." Delphine fell over her words, not knowing how to say how she felt without causing offence or scaring the woman off. She let out a long sigh. "It just made me think. I have not had many friends in my life and the ones I did have I was not close with. Neither have I had a boyfriend so I do not know how to process how I feel." Delphine paused, unsure if she should go on, not knowing how Cosima was reacting as she could not see her face in the darkened room.
Cosima could feel her nerves picking up, she could feel a slight blush covering her cheeks. She was almost praying to a god she doesn't believe in that the next few words from Delphine's mouth would match how she herself felt. Cosima did not dare make a sound, hoping to keep the French woman talking.
"When we was on that bench talking today, I felt so comfortable with you. We talked with ease and were relaxed with each other. You make me have a nervous feeling in my stomach and I am unsure if that is how close friendship is supposed to feel or if..." Delphine was past the point of return, she had to finish her thought but she suddenly became so nervous that she would ruin what seemed to be a great start to a wonderful friendship. "Or if what I am feeling is more than just a great friendship."
Cosima's heart raced, Delphine was attracted to her too! She didn't really realise exactly how she was feeling but she clearly felt it could be more that friendship and this made Cosima grin like an idiot. She had to be careful with how she responded to this, she really wanted this to go well, if it did, then that would be the basis for something more.
"I can help you figure it out, yano? What makes you think it could be more that just friendship? What is it that gives you that impression?" Cosima queried, her voice calm, understanding and warm.
Delphine felt a rush of relief run through her. She did not scare her off, she was willing to talk about it, help her work it out. Delphine suddenly felt the need to be close to Cosima, feel her hand in hers, feel her warmth. But Delphine stayed where she was, too scared to move. "I feel a nervousness in my stomach when I am close to you. I want to hold your hand, feel your wamth on the skin of my fingers. I, I don't know, this is so new to me." Delphine sighed again, she was sure now, she was sure what she felt was a crush on the brunette, that was the only logical answer.
There was no reply, Delphine felt tears spring to her eyes, this is it, I have scared her off, she thought to herself. Then Delphine heard movement and she could see something infront of her. She felt a hand on her head, then it moved down to the duvet and pulled it back. Delphine instinctively moved herself closer to the wall to make room and then she felt the bed dip beside her and felt the warmth of Cosima in her bed.
Cosima put her arms around Delphine and kissed the top if her head. "I feel the same way. Delphine, I was attracted to you as soon as I saw your smile. You are beautiful. Don't be afraid of how you feel. Yes people, like today, will be ass's but for the most part people don't care if you sit on a bench snuggled up with another girl or walk down the road hand in hand, most people don't care if you kiss another girl goodbye. Please don't be afraid of how you feel." Cosima's hand idily played with the blondes curls while she spoke.
"I am not afraid, just confused. The guy got me thinking when he called us dykes. He got me thinking, maybe I am gay, maybe that's why I have never had an interest in boys, maybe that's why I crave to be close to you, because I am attracted to you." Delphine gained more confidence as she spoke, it felt right to say she felt attracted to Cosima, it felt right to be laying in her arms.
Cosima pulled her hand round to Delphine's face, using two fingers to tip her chin up towards her. She leant down and placed a gentle, yet firm kiss on Delphine's lips and felt herself melt, it felt perfect to kiss the French woman. Cosima took a chance and ran her tounge over Delphine's bottom lip, asking for entrance.
Delphine was stunned at first but then gave in to the fire catching light inside her. She accepted the kiss and when she felt Cosima's tounge against her lip, she instinctively opened her mouth, allowing entrance. Their tounges danced a perfect dance while small, yet thrillled moans escaped both of them. The kiss was gentle, passionate and fierce, expressing all their emotion and feelings towards the other.
Yes they had only met that morning but some people are intimate after meeting one another just minutes before. Mostly this happened because people are intoxicated but for Cosima and Delphine it was happening because of a strong mutual attraction. They both needed this, if it was too soon then so be it, they will deal with that later.
Cosima was bold and confident, she moved her hand from Delphine's chin. It travelled down her side slowly, sending shivers through Delphine's body. When Cosima reached the edge of Delphine's top she tested the water, drawing a circular pattern on her skin just under the hem. After not getting any complaints she continued her movements up towards the blondes chest. The closer she got the more the blonde pressed her body into Cosima's.
Cosima got to Delphine's bra and slowly scrapped her nail across her skin, following the material of her bra, all the way to the clasp at the back. With skilled fingers she undone it with one hand and slipped under the bra. This caused Delphine to moan into Cosima's mouth and as Cosima's fingers reached the swell of her breast she pulled away from her so there was just enough room for Cosima's hand between them.
Delphine was in heaven, never had she felt sensations like this. She loved the feel of Cosima's body pressed against her own, she was enchanted with her tounge in her mouth and she didn't even have words for the feel of Cosima's hand on her breast. When Cosima scrapped her nail over Delphine's very errect and sensitive nipple she couldn't hold back.
"Merde!" She groaned, pulling back and breaking their kiss. "That...that feels wonderful." Delphine was pushing her chest closer into Cosima's hand, she needed to feel that again, it was her new favourite sensation.
"Yea, shit is right, girl. You are delicious and the sounds you're making have me dripping!" Cosima states as she looks Delphine in the eyes before scrapping her nail over Delphine's nipple again, watching as her face contoured in pleasure.
Cosima stopped her assault on Delphine just long enough to strip the blonde of her top layers. Then she looked Delphine in the eyes and smirked a with a very sexy sparkle in her eyes. She then proceeded to dip her head and take Delphine's nipple into her mouth, eliciting a beautiful sound of pleasure from her partner.
Delphine could feel her pussy soaking her panties. She was new to this but instinctively knew she needed friction and started rocking her hips. Delphine's hands went to Cosima's head, pulling her impossibly closer. She needed more, more what she didn't know, but definitely more.
Cosima moved to Delphine's other nipple at the same time she slid her hands to Delphine's trousers and hooked her fingers inside to pull them down, panties incuded. In one swift motion, with the help of Delphine raising her hips, Cosima had desposed of the garments on the floor.
The blonde wanted skin contact, she craved the feeling of their naked bodies pressed agaisnt each other. With that thought in mind she pulled the sleepshirt Cosima was wearing off over her head and chucked it on the floor. She paused, taking in the gorgeous sight in front of her, yes, she indeed was attracted to Cosima, as evident from the hunger inside for her and the puddle between her legs.
Cosima sat straddled over Delphine's hips, after they had removed all but Cosima's panties she had rolled them so she was on top. Cosima again took a nipple in her mouth, she sucked, nibbled, scrapped and licked the sensitive nub while her hand travelled down. She once again drew lazy circles on her partners flesh, edging down, further and futher until she reached soft curls.
Delphine's heart rate must of been through the roof. The anticipation of what was to come was intense. She rocked her hips up against Cosima's hand. The brunette had stopped, her hand playing with hair on her mound, teasing the blonde, causing her to moan in frustration.
"COS...I...MA!!!" Delphine panted. The teasing was getting too much, she needed relief or for her to stop. The former would be much, much more preferred.
"Patients, my sweet, I want to take in every inch of you, every sound, every facial expression. You're beautiful, Delphine, you have me mesmerised." Cosima whispered in her ear then took her lobe in her mouth and sucked at the same time she dipped her finger into the wet sex of her partner and ran her finger up through her folds to her clit.
"MERDE!! MERDE!!!" Delphine screamed into Cosima's shoulder. She rocked her body towards her hand but let out a frustrated groan when Cosima removed it. "Why must you tease, ma cherie?" She begged.
"Because I am enjoying you and I don't want it to end just yet." Cosima smirked and trailed kisses down Delphine's neck, coller bone, chest - around the swell of her breasts and further and further down.
Two can play at this game thought Delphine, so she pulled Cosima's head back up her body and kissed her again, with even more fever than the last. Her hands trailed up and down Cosima's back, gently going up then digging her nails in on the way down. This had Cosima moaning obscenities into Delphine's mouth.
Delphine continued her attack, her hands making their way round to her partners abs. She moved one hand to Cosima's chest, teasing the erect nipple between her fingers, just as Cosima had done to her. The blonde's other hand slipped between the brunette's thighs, her fingers gently resting on her clit over Cosima's panties, but not moving. She could feel the inviting warmth of Cosima's sex but resisted the erge to go further, her aim to tease just as she had done to her.
Cosima felt like a dog in heat, she felt an animalistic hunger to ravish the blonde but somehow the tables had turned and now Delphine was in control. She was teasing her clit, no, not even teasing as she had stopped all movement, causing Cosima to rock hard against her hand. The friction between her gringing and her panties helping with her need for relief but not helping enough. Panting, moaning, grinding her hips, erging her to continue pleasing her.
Delphine smirked to herself, she was enjoying being in control. She was enjoying being the one to give or withhold pleasure. "Take them off." She whispered the order into Cosima's ear, stern yet soft. She placed a gentle kiss against her jaw then added, "Now."
Cosima didn't need telling twice, she removed her panties and looked deep into the darkened blue eyes before her. Arousal clear and evident. She leant down and kissed Delphine, passionate and needy. Her hand travelled back down to Delphine's pussy, she dipped her finger in the warm arousal then slid up her beautiful folds, two fingers found her clit and using a circular motion she pleasured her partner, finally without teasing.
Once Delphine realised this time Cosima was not going to tease, she followed suit and found the delicious honey between Cosima's legs. She was more confident now and took a risk by sliding two fingers into the brunette's entrance. When she got the sounds of approval she had hoped for she pushed even further until her fingers were as deep as they could go.
Cosima was shocked and thrilled by the sudden confidence in the blonde, so far she had followed her every move but this was a very happily accepted surprise. As soon as she felt her partners fingers inside her she let out a sound between a moan and a sigh and kissed Delphine with impossibly more passion.
This time Cosima took her cue from Delphine and slowly slid her fingers into the blonde. Eliciting beautiful French cuss words from her. As Delphine felt Cosima's fingers enter her, the electricity in her body intensified. She bucked her hips up to meet Cosima's hand and picked up her rhythm between Cosima's thighs.
Both women were panting and moaning with pleasure, both trying to keep up pleasure for the other while still focusing on their own. Delphine felt like she was going to explode, she knew this meant she was close to her climax, and from the squeezing of her fingers she felt Cosima was close too. It didn't take much time between the thought leaving her mind to both women screaming in pleasure as they both reached their high together.
"Merde! Mon ange!" Delphine gasped between each ragged breath. "That was the most beautiful thing I have ever felt or seen." She kisses Cosima's head as Cosima collapses ontop of her.
Cosima moves herself so she is tucked into Delphine's side rather than laying directly on her before speaking. "You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen or felt." She knew it was cheesy but it was exactly how she felt. "Plus you are rather talented, you sure that was your first time?"
"Oui, it was, but I am a quick learner." Delphine tilts her head down to kiss Cosima's beautifully soft lips and sighs as she makes contact. "We should sleep, ma cherie. We have to book in and collect our schedules in the morning."
"Yea, ok. Goodnight beautiful, sweet dreams." Cosima snuggles into Delphine's side a little more and kisses her jaw.
"Goodnight, mon ange, sleep well." She kisses Cosima one last time the rests her cheek against the other woman's head and closes her eyes. Both women falling into a deep and peaceful sleep.