Prologue
For more than 2 years I wholeheartedly liked, adore, praise him in the same way as god- in short he was my first love, the popular guy in my class. And when I finally had the courage to confess to him in 7th grade, during Valentine's day I sincerely struggle and fought through his fans just to give his my sweat and blood handmade chocolate and to confess to him even thou I know that there's only 0.0000000001% of chance that he would accept my feelings I still confess to him believing that 0.0000000001% will prevail and despite that his fans and friends are there watching me and some were glaring at me,I still confess to him. And my courageousness and bravery resulted in a total
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DESPEAIR & ANGSTY.
WHY?
Cuz he turned me down in the most outrageous, un-civilized and most embarrassing way man could ever think of . The HUMILLIATION of confessing, ANGER of being humiliated in front of the whole school, REGRET of thinking that I have 0.0000000001% chance of him accepting my feelings (or at least he could turn me down in a nice way), DESPAIR of being the way I am-physically and emotionally and most of all HATRED, I hate myself for seriously falling in love with him and for hating, pitying myself and for a moment I thought of revenge, just because of him I was on the verge of turning into a horrible person. All of those feelings were jumbled inside me, everything about that day should just be a nightmare, a terrible memory which I'm sure I'll laugh off when I'm a granny with white hair while telling it to my grandchild/s.
And that's why after that terrible memory I finally decided to leave and stay with my parents who keeps on bugging me to stay with them (here) in France. Thou mom and dad were really astound that on that day, the 14th of February (BTW its 10pm – 11pm when she called her parents) I called them asking for plane tickets and such, I was really thankful cause they didn't ask any more questions about my reason for suddenly leaving when I refuse to go with them whenever they asked me.
To cut the story short, now here I'm in France and currently in first year of high school in St. Mari Academia, The four-eyed me, the geek, the granny (cause of my fashion sense) and chubby nerd is long gone and forgotten. I've become cheerful and more outgoing, I've made lots of friends and a few boyfriends here and there, tried and learned a lot of things, opening my own fashion line the Angel's Blossom, having my very own sweet parlor Blue La Maison and being in the (most popular international) band; my dearest best friend Hotaru (guitarist) my twin cousins Anna (bassist),Nonoko (drummer) and my upperclassman, Misaki-senpai (pianist) and Me (the vocalist) together we are the RA\/EN.
I can't believe that in a very short amount of time my life can change so much; the boring, outdated, bully days can change into a very thrilling, happy, peaceful in short my heavenly sanctuary...
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...CAN easily turn back into those horrifying and terrifying (days in) hell...
Eunie-chan: Hello everyone ^^ hope you guys will review and tell me if its good or not so I can revise it...
and I just wrote this today since I was sick and I'm alone in our house (they left me and went to the beach T.T..damn cold)
anyways HOW WAS it PLS REVIEW,flames are accepted.
BTW. I don't own GA :)