Disclaimers: I DO NOT OWN VA.


Rose POV

I can't believe what I was hearing. He can't come back no I might have misunderstood Lissa.

"Um what did you say again liss?" Threw the bond she felt guilty and she was hiding something from me.

"Dimitri and Tasha is coming back and they're going to live here in court." Shit.

"Liss how about Mika and Samantha."

"Can't you just tell him about them." How will i know he'll love them but not me?

"Liss he can't not now." She nodded. I thought about the day he left.

~FLASHBACK~

I ran to the gym knowing i was late for practice. Again. I went in the gym expecting Dimitri to be there reading his western novels or listening that was out before i was born. But he wasn't there right in front of me is Alberta.

"Rose guardian Belikov left earlier to be Natasha Ozera's guardian." I can't believe what i'm hearing. "He told me to give you this." She have me a letter it had Roza written on it. I nodded and went to my room once I was inside I opened the letter.

Dear Roza

I am sorry that i have left but it was for the best. I'm sure Aberta will get you a better mentor. I hope sometime we'll meet again. I'll always love you remember that.

Always yours

Dimitri

~End Of Flashback~

A week after that I found out I was pregnant with twins. their names are Mika Lissa Hathaway and Samantha Lissa Hathaway. They are both 14 years old.

"Rose are you ok?" Asked Lissa.

"Yeah I just need to talk to the twins. Oh and when are they arriving?"

"In thirty minutes." WHAT thirty minutes and she only tells me now! I nodded and went to Mika's room first. I knock on the door 1 minute later Mika opens it once she sees me she smiles.

"Hey mom is everything alright?" Mika is somehow like an mini Dimitri. She's calm,logical and reasonable.

"I need to talk to you and your sister." She nodded and we went to sam's room. I knocked on the door for a good five minutes and she still doesn't open it. So we took the spare key and used it to open the door. When we were in her room i looked around and saw everything was a mess. We went to sam who was sleeping on her bed. Mika took the covers away from her.

"Samantha Lissa Hathaway wake the hell up!" That woke her up. She sat in her bed.

"Is everything alright?" I sighed. I only told them bits and pieces about Dimitri. But i never once said his name to them.

"Um well i want you guys to behave. Aunt lissa is going to have err guests." Mika nodded.

"WHAT! Behave and me doesn't fit in one sentence." Said Sam.

"I'm sorry sam how bout you try to behave. You can do pranks on the guests but you have to tell me first." She looked shocked.

"You'll actually let me do pranks on aunt lissa's guests." I nodded. She smiled and agreed.

"Now go get ready." I left them there. I took a shower when i was finished i wore a tight fitting black tank top and jeans. I'm going to show him what he left behind. I went to the living room Mika was already there.

"Mika where's sam?" I looked around but i can't see her.

"She's still getting ready."

"What's taking her so long?"

"She said that perfection takes time." Typical sam. I nodded and sat next to Mika. Just then the doorbell rang. I was suddenly getting nervous luckily Lissa and Christian went to the door. I went to the stairs to hang in my room for a while but lissa caught me.

"Rosemarie Hathaway get back her right now." I went back to their guests.

"Hello Lady Ozera and Guardian Belikov." I saw dimitri flinch. Good. I noticed there was a little boy with them he looked about 10 or 11. He looked like Tasha but his hair was just like dimitri. I looked at Tasha she looked .

"Aww who's this little boy?" Asked lissa.

"He's our son his name is Marko Christian Belikov." What she said sent a dagger to my heart. No it can't be he won't do this to me.

"Mom are you ok?" Asked Mika. I think it's time they knew. I'll also make sure Sam doesn't beat the hell out of Tasha... Even if i want her to. I sat next to Mika.

"I need to tell you something. After lunch we're going to aunt Alex's place and i'll tell you there." I whispered in her ear. She nodded. Alex is my half sister her full name is Alexandra Sophia Ivashkov obviously she's a moroi. Just then Sam was finally ready.

Dimitri POV

When Tasha told Rose about our son she looked hurt. I never wanted a kid with Tasha it had all been a mistake. I was about to leave Tasha to go back to Roza a few years ago but Tasha had used compulsion on me.

~Flashback~

I was packing my stuff i'm going back to the academy and get my Roza back. I can't stand being away from her anymore. Just then Tasha came in my room.

"Dimka where are you going?" I looked at her. She looked confused.

"I'm going back to the academy." Now she looked furious,sad,hurt and jealous.

"It's Rose isn't it! You're leaving me because of that bloodwhore!" She did not just call Rose,My Rose a bloodwhore.

"She is not a bloodwhore! She's going to grow up as an excellent guardian!" I yelled at her. She looked scared but calmed down.

"You're going to stay here with me." I noticed what she was doing. She was using compulsion. I tried fighting it but her compulsion is strong i guess she's being practicing. Since then I keep on drinking russian vodka. It helps me control myself so i won't break Tasha's nose or bones. But one night I was so wasted.

~End Of Flashback

I looked at Roza she was as beautiful as ever. I heard a girl say.

"Mom are you ok?" I didn't know Roza had children. I looked at the girl. Her eyes are just like Roza's but her other features look familiar. Roza sat next to her and whispered something in her ear. The girl just nodded. We went in I took my bag and Marko's I let Tasha's in the car. She can go get it herself. When I went downstairs Marko was with Tasha and I think he was telling her something when he saw me he said.

"Dad you forgot to get mom's stuff."

"Oh did I?" I asked like I didn't know. He nodded. "Well how about you get them and pu it in her room." She looked furious.

"What do you mean my room?"

"I asked lissa if i can get my own room for my own privacy." Just then i saw her again my beautiful Roza. She sighed.

"Hey guys Lissa and Christian will be here shortly." She said. I looked in her eyes. It's like we can say a thousand words without actually speaking. Her eyes shown love and pain. Pain that I caused by leaving her without even telling her myself I only left a letter. Just then the girl from earlier came in with what looks like her sister with her.

"Who are theses?" Asked Tasha.

"They are my children." She said. I wonder who their father is.

"What are your names?"

"My name is Mika Lissa Hathaway." Said the girl from earlier.

"And i'm Samantha Lissa Hathaway." Samantha looked like a replica of Rose except her eyes.

"So who's your father?" Rose glared at her. Just then lissa and Christian went in and looked at Tasha.

"So we thought Rose should sing." Said Christian. Rose glared at him.

"Mom please." Begged Mica and Samantha.

"Fine." She sat down in front of the piano and started playing.

Got to fly away
Got to fly away

Since I was a little girl I knew what I wanted
One day I would see the world and make my mark on it
Put in time, sacrificed never thought of thinking twice
Since I was a little girl I dreamed
Now I'm standing with you in this terminal
With a ticket so far from your love

I knew she would sing a song like this. How will I show her how much I love her?

Can I have one more kiss, one more touch
I just can't get enough of you

It's hard restraining myself to just try and kiss Rose.

Planes waiting up for me right at gate twenty-three
There's a doorway to my dreams
I could go or I could stay
Should I change my life or miss my flight?

My alarm clock in the morning said you got to go now
The breakfast you were calling and my heart just broke down
Cause tomorrow we will be waking up separately
Wish I never heard that clock ring
See I don't want to win if my hearts got to lose
(Don't want to win, don't want to lose)
So how in the world do I choose?

I just need one more kiss, one more touch
I just can't get enough of you
But I'm in a rush I got to fly away (fly away)
Planes waiting up for me right at gate twenty-three
There's a doorway to my dreams
I could go or I could stay
Should I change my life or miss my flight?
(Change my life or miss my flight?)

How can you messure the promise of love
When it's weighing against a chance that comes once
How can I leave when I know he's the one
When the dust settles he might now be here
And I'm standing with you in this terminal
Crying my eyes out in tears

I shouldn't have left her. I knew she was going to take this hard. I knew she would cry and yet I still left.

I just can't get enough of you
But I'm in a rush I got to fly away (fly away)
Planes waiting up for me right at gate twenty-three
(Planes waiting up for me at gate twenty-three)
There's a doorway to my dreams
I could go or I could stay
Should I change my life or miss my flight?
(Should I change my life or miss my flight?)
Should I change my life or miss my flight?
What do I do? (change my life or miss my flight?)
Fly away, MmmMmm
Got to fly away
I got to fly away

She finished and she looked at me.

Rose POV

I finished the song and looked at Dimitri his eyes shown Love,pain,regret and longing. He doesn't love me he loves Tasha. They even have a child then the next thing i'll know they're going to get married. We just kept staring at each other threw the bond lissa felt happy that maybe me and Dimitri will be together again. Maybe. Right now I felt like it was me and Dimitri. I felt like it was only us together. Just then someone cleared their throat me,Lissa,Christian and Dimitri glared at the person to find it was Tasha.

"Me and the kids are going to Alex. Don't miss me too much liss." She laughed.

"I'll try." I smiled. Then we and the twins went to Alex's place. I knocked on the door she instantly opened it.

"Rose in now." We went in and sat on the sofa.

"Alex you're going to help tell them who their father is." She nodded and sat next to me. Mika and Sam looked excited they always wanted to know who their father was.

"Like I said your father is a great guardian." I looked at Alex so she can say something about Dimitri.

"He is a fucking asshole who left you and your mother fifteen years ago." I sighed.

"And he is one of lissa's guests." They gasped.

"Are you telling us our father is Dimitri Belikov." Said Sam.

"Yeah. Since i'm shadow kissed my genetics have altered." Mika nodded she was completely calm, shocked but calm. Sam was smirking. She's up to something.

"Whatever prank you came up with you can do it. If Dimitri is the one affected." I know I should say that she needs to make sure it isn't Dimitri but he hurt me. I'm not forgiving him so soon.