Hi all I have had this story in my mind for a little while now and wanted to see what you guys think. :)
it is my first Carpathian fan fiction so please be nice and tell me what you think.
Peace and love Sweetly Decadent xxxx
Tristin watched his Lifemate paced the floor nervously biting her lip trying not to let her worry over her young charge over take
her but failing,the phone rang and Tristin watched Razel pounce on her mobil knocking her sketchings off the desk as she
snatched it up her blue eyes focusing as she answered. He had learned early on when first finding his lifemate that to try and
intervein between her and Bethan was the same as going between a Mama Lion and her cubs, Listening intently now Razel's
eyes became filled with sadness and for the bearest second Tristin could have sworn she had held her breath in shock as strand
of dark brown hair came lose from it's restraint her brief pain angering him making him go to her and pull her close and send
comfort into her mind as she spoke in quiet tones to the Aunts of Bethan. It was a hour later when Razel ended the call turning
in his arms her hands gently cupping his face pink tears threatening to spill from her eyes as she whispered into his mind
'Tristin...Bethan is in a bad way,Lysander commited suicide yesterday it was Bethan who found his body' Tristin felt the
pain,sadness but mostly Razel fear for Bethan fill her heart as the pink tears glided down her cheeks 'then we must go to her
Razel' he said in a comforting voice inside her head brushing away her tears an placing a gentle hand on her still flat stomache
saying aloud "our little miracale,owl flight will be to much for You in pregnancey my love" Razel was about to protest indignant
when Tristin put up his hands to calme her saying "so we'll take the jet which will be for both You & Bethan" Razel conceded
with a sigh and a nod,they left almost immedaitly Razel only stopped to grab something he did not need to see to know what it
was as she stuff it into her pocket.
Back in the England's North Bethan lay on the floor of the rather large bathroom in her Aunts home,retreating into her own
world as her auntie Belle tried gently to whisper comfort and get her to at least put a pillow under her head "come on pet" Belle
said pleading in her voice "You need to use this at least" stroking her hair gently as her aunt Blain uncermonious pulled up her
head before dumping it on the pillow "Bethan" Blain said not without tenderness "I know your pain my precious but you have to
fight this! you have to fight it..." Bethan listened to her aunties words numbley they sound so distant when started to feel her
self floating out of her body to a place lonely and dark where she could hide from the wicked world that had taken everything
that had given joy from her 'yes' Bethan thought 'this where I'll hide and sleep till world stops turning' drawing in a deep breath
Bethan let her self fall deeper into the darkness of her own mind 'NOO!' she heard a mans voice roar in her head 'don't do this
My love' she froze in shock before tentively asking 'w-who are you?' the mans voice was deep rich and velvety but gentle when
he answered 'someone who has been searching for you his whole life' tears there where tears building up in her soul desprate
to pour forth her pain to this unknowen voice that filled her with unknowen warmth but instead she pushed the need away
feeling her self float back down into her body where a cold numbing filled her once more.
Akira had been day dreaming the dream of his lifemate,what would she be like?how would her voice sound?no doubt this
brilliant light for his soul would be kindness it's self he shook his head at such fanciefull thoughts blinking to clear his warm
brown eyes and start searching for his food he let himself drift a little back into his daydream,what would colours be like when
he saw them again?he could not even imagin them in his grey grey had lost his ability to see colours and feel anything three
hundred years before,though he hid it from his little sister Razel well till she found her own life mate eight year ago. He had
planed to meet the sun once he knew she was safe but Razel's eyes had been filled with tears once she knew of his plan but the
dark stain on his soul was getting larger with each passing night,in his mind he had no doubt that he adored and loved his little
sister he just could not feel it "please Akira hold on,just a little longer" Razel begged he had closed his eyes sighing when he
opened them again he looked at Tristin and his friend Midna "if..if I turn Tristin...I want You and Midna to be the ones
who...who put a end to any evil I may do as that cursed beast" Midna had stared at him "are you really that close to the end
my friend?" Akira had nodded Tristin felt a deep sadness for him and for Razel whos heart he knew was aching from her
brothers words answered "I promise to be the one who ends it brother" Midna had nodded solome "I promise to help end it".
His time was running out Akira knew pushing back the memories he made him self consentrate on feeding,fur and paws where
now in the place of the tall beautiful man who had stood in the Killder forest he ran fast leaping over any obstacles in his way
his paws running with deadly speed till he came to a men drinking outside of their tents talking loudly booze making their words
come out in slurrs their minds where wickedly filled with violance towards women and sneers about their uses. Akira would
have been outraged had he had any feelings left didn't they relise women of any kind where precious gifts to be loved and
protected?he trapped their stupid minds easily making the men walk over to him in a dreamy friendly state, biting the first man
drinking his blood till the man was in danger of going into a coma before licking the tiny wound shut he fed and fed heartily
from them till he got to the last one who sickend him most of all with vile thoughts biting down on his neck he gave no mercy
his beast rising the darkness whispering in his mind how good it would be to feel the mans heart being emptied of every last
drop when Akira felt a overwhalming saddness pressing down on him,it was a young women he sensed her soul was screaming
and it made him flintch making him stop feeding he quickly licked the wound closed on the man he loathed seeing the bright
greens of the trees and the dirty browns of the clothing the men wore Akira planted a thought into their sick minds should they
ever have such thoughts or ideas about woman again they would be hunted down by creature who would give no mercy that
being done the men fled for their tents without memory of Akira's feeding. Akira had moved quickly into mist stoping only when
he knew he was safe,he felt her again only he could feel her giving up on life "NOOO!" he had roared both mentaly and vocally
when her soft voice had asked who he was Akira felt his body tremble with shock he had finally found her the woman who
would save him the light to take away his darkness an save his soul.