it is 3 weeks, 2 days and 14 hours ago. Since I'm back here. My life is worth nothing. I just sleep. Food I do not. Talk I do not. I do nothing. Except think. About Prim. About Gale and my Mother. But incident about Peeta.
He would be crazy if he loved me. I'm ugly. I'm fat. I'm lazy.
A few days ago I finally admitted myself. I can not stop it. But no., I try "I need him, I miss him and mostally i love him"
I hear sound. A voice . A voice I would recognize thousands of different voices I hear footsteps running up the stairs . And then I hear the boy with the bread my name . For the first time in ages I speak " Peeta ! "
He comes in and throws the door open . " Katniss , what are you doing? , You should eat and drink you should be active "
I 'm a little surprised by his reaction , but I leave a big smile on my face again. " Wait " He walks out of the room and 10 minutes later he comes back with a sandwich and a cup of hot chocolate .
"Thank You" I whisper. Peeta gives it to me and sits down on the edge of the bed . " Peeta .. I'm so sorry .. I love you" he smiles and leans forward . The moment our lips meet I know Peeta also love me . I love him so much . More than anyone will ever do . And I got him so badly . I need him to live . Our lips do not move apart . Not even breathe . It feels so perfect. And I know that this is only the beginning but . The beginning of what my life will be with my boy with the bread .
I want to repeat " I love you " but I would not pick his lips from mine . I know . I know that i will love him Always . And Forever .