Disclaimer: I wish I owned Kuroshitsuji, but I don't, and that sucks like a vacuum cleaner.

A/N: Hey, ya'll. This is my first time writing a kuroshitsuji fanfic, but that is NO EXCUSE TO HAVE A CRAPPY FANFIC! PLEASE REVIEW! THANK YOU FOR READING! Oops, forgot to take off the caps lock. Hahaha….heh. Anyway, on to writing the story!

Warnings: Yelling, fighting and tears, little bit of swearing. Rated M for that, because there are MAJOR breakdowns.

It was any normal day at school for Ciel. He had made it through the day and finally made it into that last period. As he sat down, a girl with blonde hair ran up to him. She reminded him of Lizzy, but he ignored that.

"Hi! I just wanted to ask…" The girl went on and on, so Ciel finally decided to ignore her. Then she asked a question, but Ciel didn't hear, so he just decided to say yes to make that girl go away. She wasn't Sebastian, so she wasn't important.

"Uh, yeah, sure." He said. The girl squealed in delight.

"Thank you so much. I'll call you later, okay? We can decide where to meet up!" She said. Ciel froze as she skipped away. Had she?…..did she?…had she just?...

No. No, no, no, no, no, no, no.

He didn't mean it. He didn't mean it. Oh, crap, Sebastian was going to be so mad. Ciel fought back the tears that threatened and continued his class, hoping that it would never end, wishing that he didn't have to go home and face Sebastian.

Ciel hated himself.

Ciel ran home as fast as he could. Sweat poured from his brow even though it was the middle of winter. Ciel's feet pounded on the icy ground. Ciel slipped and fell hard on the ice. He hit his head, he cut his knees and hands, but he didn't stop. By now, Ciel knew that Sebastian knew about the girl. Tears spilled down his face. He scrambled up and began running again.

When he finally reached his home, he ran up the steps. He could feel the side of his face swelling from where he fell on it. Ciel slipped on the ice on his steps and his the bridge of his nose. Blood immediately began gushing from his nose. Ciel didn't care. He wiped his jacket sleeve across his nose and burst through the front door. Sebastian was there, waiting for him. Ciel was a blubbering and bleeding mess. He slammed the door shut, and for a moment, just stood there. Sebastian had his coat on and had a fully packed bag. Tears wouldn't stop falling from Ciel's eyes. Blood dripped down Ciel's nose and onto the floor. He barely noticed the blood now falling from the side of his head from where he banged it on the ground.

"Sebastian…Sebastian, no, it's not like that. Please, let me explain…please!" Ciel said quietly yet desperately as he tried to stop Sebastian from getting past him. Sebastian glared at him.

"What is there to explain? I'm obviously there for you to play with. I know when I'm not wanted, Ciel. Please excuse me." Sebastian said in a deathly quiet voice.

"No! No! Please, no! Please, just hear me out! Hear me out! Wait, please, Sebastian!" Ciel cried. Sebastian suddenly got mad and slammed Ciel into the wall.

"I can't believe you'd do that! Damn it, Ciel! You lied to me, obviously! We're over, Ciel. We're through!" Sebastian roared at Ciel. Ciel didn't say anything. Sebastian slammed the door behind him. Ciel slid down the wall. Pain lanced through his skull, be he couldn't have cared less.

"Se – Sebast – Sebastian! Sebastian! SEBASTIAN!" Ciel gasped/screamed out. He broke down. His heart shattered. He was broken. His lover now hated him. Ciel wailed ad wailed for hours on end. He sobbed and screamed and kicked and scratched at his skull. He yanked at his hair and doubled over as he cried.

He was no longer Ciel Michaelis. He was now Ciel. Just Ciel.

Ciel got up after crying. He was still sobbing slightly as he made his way to the kitchen. He should probably eat something….or whatever. Ciel looked over at the kitchen bench and saw something. Curiosity overtook him as he saw a letter and a small, blue velvet box. Ciel opened the letter, as it was addressed to him.

Ciel,

Thanks for everything, but you obviously don't care. I shouldn't have wasted your time, or mine, for that matter. I don't love you anymore, so you don't have to worry about that.

Goodbye,

Sebastian Michaelis.

Ciel fell to the floor. He felt very, very sick, all of a sudden. He couldn't breathe. Ciel's stomach emptied its contents over the floor. He slid down the wall sideways and fell on his side. His hurt so much. His eyes slid closed. He just wanted….to go to….sleep.

That was the first chapter! Reviews are very, very, very welcome! Bring on the criticism too! I NEED criticism!

Thank you so much for reading!