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A new chapter, A different person

After "he" left it was so dark, I didn't know how I could live without him. He told me he didn't love me, I guess I always thought I wasn't good enough for him. They all left, all of them, without one hug, one goodbye. What am I going to do?

Chapter 1: Two Months Later (BPOV)

I wrote Charlie a note telling him I would be staying at Rachel's for the weekend and would see him on Monday. Charlie didn't mind me staying at Rachel's house a lot, my dad was just happy that I was happy. Ha! If he knew what I did to be happy he probably wouldn't be saying that. After "he" left I was catatonic, never doing anything, I was empty, I was a shell. That was until I met Rachel, she changed my life.

A horn beeping pulled me out of my daydreaming state, I ran downstairs and out of the door. I reached for the key beneath the loose stone and locked the door. Rachel was waiting in the car for me.

"Hey honey" said Rachel as I got into the car.

"Hey Rach" I said back, hoping that she had some drugs to give me. She drove down the driveway and on to school.

"What would you like your X's or some coke" asked Rach reaching into the glove compartment.

"Some X's please" I said to her jumping up and down in my seat almost like… no Bella don't think about them it's just going hurt I told myself. She gave me two pills and then put her hand back on the wheel.

"There's some vodka in the back to wash 'em down with Bells. Don't take 'em dry again it took ages for you to come down last time, after you woke up that is"

I chuckled, remembering the last when it took a whole day and a half to come down from my high. "Yes Mum" I said sarcastically reaching into the back seat. I took the pills and relaxed into my seat a little more.

"Funny! So Bells, are you ready for the party tonight?" she asked me inquisitively.

"Of course, although can't we skip school today?" I asked slowly, already knowing what her answer would be.

"No Bells we can't skip school" stated Rachel commandingly, "we have to-

I cut her off, "I know, blah, blah, keep our secret, blah, blah" I said condescendingly.

"Yes blah, blah" she said squeezing my hand for reassurance. She knew I hated Forks High School more than I hated Forks itself. "It's going to be fine."

High School reminded me of "them", it was where I first saw "them" and when I first spoke to "him". I hated being here it was killing me and the hole in my chest just keeps ripping open. We parked in our usual space; Rachel got out of the car and flicked her hair. She came round to my side and opened the door to help/pull me out of the car. She put her one of her arms around my waist; and I put both of my arms around her waist. She pulled me closer so I put my head on her shoulder as we walked into my own personal hell.

Two Months Later (RPOV)

I was waiting for Bella in my car, I beeped my horn and a few minutes later she came out the door in an amazing outfit. She was wearing a short black and purple skirt, with black leggings and black flip flops. She was also wearing a purple top that almost covered her skirt. She had a variety of accessories, her make up was black and her hair was in ringlets. She looked great. "Hey honey" I said as she got into the car.

"Hey Rach" she said as she pulled her seatbelt on almost jumping out of her seat. I knew what she needed so I reached across her lap to open the glove compartment asking her whether she wanted her X's or some coke. Of course she wanted her X's she preferred them to coke any day.

"There's some vodka in the back to wash 'em down with Bells. Don't take 'em dry again it took ages for you to come down last time. After you woke up that is." Last time she fainted after she took them without washing them down with anything and then the high lasted for a whole day and a half.

"Yes Mum" said Bella sarcastically, and to tell you the truth I cared for her like a sister she was one of the most important things in my life.

"Funny! So Bells are you ready for the party tonight?" I asked me inquisitively.

"Of course, although can't we skip school today?" She asked slowly, of course she knew what my answer would be.

"No Bells we can't skip school" I stated commandingly, "we have to-"

She cut me off, "I know, blah, blah, keep our secret, blah, blah" She said condescendingly.

"Yes blah, blah" I said squeezing my hand for reassurance. I knew she hated Forks High School more than she hated Forks itself. I was worried this place was going to destroy her, "It's going to be fine."

I parked in our usual place and got out, moving my hair out of my eyes. I went round to her door, opened it and helped her out. I could feel her shiver in pain beside me, so I put one of my arms around her waist and she put both of hers around mine. I cared about her a hell of a lot and she was in so much pain. I pulled her closer, and she leaned her head against my shoulder as we walked into school. We were getting a few glares of disgust and/or hate, but I didn't care my sister was in pain and I couldn't stand to see her like this. I had to help her one way or another, but what could I do?