She debated in her head whether or not to look up from her coffee and meet the eyes of the one person who had plagued her thoughts all morning Dr. Allison Cameron sat there, she just couldn't bear the pain that would come with looking into those eyes and falling deeper into what had become the most tormenting game of her life, she couldn't have him he didn't feel the same and she just couldn't date anyone at work not the way she wanted. She wanted them to be a couple ,the kind that makes the single people sick with envy ,or the perfect relationship poster duo but that couldn't happen she knew it and decided to not look up one of the most pristine jobs in medicine but the daily torture of seeing him and knowing that there was no way in the world she could be with him outweighed the perks of the job. She couldn't from the brown caffeinated liquid in the yellow and white mug. God if she could only take back signing the stupid contract , yeas its true she had take it anymore she got up and walked to Dr. Cuddys office and knocked on the door. "Cameron sweetie whets wrong?" she asked sensing the distress. "I quit" she said "I can't take it I can't take seeing him everyday and it's just too much." Whoa wait you're quitting because of Chase?" Dr. Lisa Cuddy asked in astonishment All Alison could do is nod and let the tears fall "I know its the cowards way out but I cant bear the pain that comes with the job its torment Lisa and i'm powerless" she said looking down ashamed.