Title: Sorrows of my Past

Summary: Josh needs to get away

A/N: This an AU fic, I got the idea after watching the 3rd Episode of the third season when I watching Henry and Josh fight.

Disclaimer: I don't own Being Human, cause if I did every scene would be Aidan throwing Josh against the wall and having his way with him.

Chapter 1: Good Luck

Josh walked down the street with torn and tattered clothes. He felt faint as he leaned on the closest wall. This wall felt nice, it was warm and firm. He snuggled even closer before realizing that walls didn't have heartbeats. He looked up embarrassed, but just as he was about to say something he became entranced with the beautiful jade eyes that looked straight through him. Josh finally straightened up, making fake coughs trying cover up his embarrassment, while his ears shined like red rubies in the moonlight. The man looked at him like he was his prey, Josh wrapped his arms around himself. He got a strange feeling in his stomach, as the full moon shined down on the strange man's face, so he quickly turned to walk away.

He was stopped when an arm pulled him back, he tried to fight, but the man was too strong and he was too weak from hunger to fight back. He stopped struggling when he realized that wasn't going to be hurt. Josh looked back up, this time the man's eyes were softer, less hunger. Josh breathed a sigh of relief. "What do you want, I mean.. I'm sorry .. I'm not usually rude."

"It's okay, take your time," Josh looked at the man strangely. His voice was so calm and soothing. "You look hungry, if you don't mind I'd like to take you out to eat." Josh looked at him in awe and quickly agreed to the meal, hunger always surpassed his sense of right and wrong.

They sat at a booth in McDonalds, and Josh wolfed down everything he had ordered in the mere seconds they had reached the table. The man had finally told him his name after his astonishment had passed, as to how such a small body could scarf down everything he just did. His name was Connor McLean and he was hoping that Josh could work for him. He promised a house to stay and fresh clothes, with the exception of him having roommates.

Josh shook his hand in agreement, just having somewhere to stay made him happy about the job. After McDonalds they went to a bar where Josh drank like there was no tomorrow.

Josh woke up in an unfamiliar place and tensed when he felt arms around his middle. He finally relaxed when he saw green eyes looking at him with interest. "You look so cute when you wake up," Connor ruffled his hair, and gave him a change of clothes while showing to him the rest room. When he got out of the shower Connor was dressed and watched him as he got dressed himself.

"Keep doing that and we might have a repeat of last night," Josh blushed at Connor's words. "Come on were about to go meet your roommates downstairs," Josh was buzzed last night, but he was pretty sure he saw princes walking around what seemed like a castle last night, so he wasn't really surprised when he saw a handful of handsome men in the kitchen. They greeted him with sad smiles, some even glared at Connor.

"Henry why don't you show him around the house and give him a chores list."

A man about the same height as Josh stocked out of the crowd, giving Josh sympathetic eyes, throughout the whole tour. After the tour was over Henry gave him a hug and said good look, with sad eyes still in place. Josh walked around the house learning names and becoming friends with very friendly people.

When nine o clock came around Josh watched as everyone filed out of the house. Connor told him stay back, he had a special job for him.

Josh and Connor met up with a tall lanky man, with harsh brown eyes. Josh felt a twinge of fear when the man said you always bring me the best out the pick. Connor said he would wait outside for him. Everything went downhill though when the man pulled down his trousers and pushed Josh down. Thrusting in out of him, disregarding every scream that escaped Josh's lips. When the man finished he threw Josh his clothes and left him to dress.

Josh walked out of the apartment with lifeless eyes. Days, weeks, even months passed on like this. Josh barely talked to anyone, same went with eating, he knew it wouldn't stay in his stomach.

Repeated times Josh tried to run, but Connor found him every time.

"Josh when will you learn you can't get away from," Connor's breath reeked of alcohol. He let go of Josh when they got into his room, really Josh and Connor's since he spent so much time there anyway.

Josh pulled his pants back on when Connor finally passed out. When he ran out the door, he heard a faint good luck as the door slammed shut.

Josh walked aimlessly around with nowhere to go. Three men that had noticed him on the streets before corned him on the street and started to taunt him.

"Well well well if it isn't the slut that walks the street for the Boston Wolf," one grabbed him from behind and another undid his shirt and belt.

"Hey leave him alone," they looked in the direction of the man who yelled it and laughed.

"What are you goin' a do," the stranger grabbed a garbage can top and threw it knocking out the one holding Josh, and kicked and beat the other two. They scrambled away cursing, all the while dragging their knocked out partner in crime. The man relaxed his fighting stance and introduced himself as Aidan Miller. Josh walked away with him the same way he walked away with Connor, hoping he wouldn't have another repeat of the last months.

TBC

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