He hated Mondays.
Like he was just never a fan of them for as long as he could remember, but that doesn't mean he had to miss work. Just his luck he would work at the one place every single person he knew, and knew what was happening in his life went. It was like he just couldn't get away from all the drama that his alum had to offer…or maybe he just couldn't get away from her.
She never goes by the dot at all, neither does the meathead. He would see their friends all coupled up together, and as much as he tried to be civil. They just reminded him of the two people he wanted to forget. Well, he just wanted to forget about the meathead at least. He walked in and gave a nod to Dallas's direction when he saw the guy looking up at him. He waved his hand before setting back into whatever conversation, Alli, Jenna, Connor, and him were having. Even though he knew she didn't stop by for his sake most likely. It still sucked that he never got to see her, ask her how she was doing, how Jake, her mom, and Glen were? How HE was doing? Was he treating her well? How long and if it's a boy or girl? The main thing though he wanted to do was just apologize for not handling everything well.
He remembers what he said to her clearly, and even though he knew he was upset with her for sleeping with a guy that wasn't him. He knew he truly couldn't be, because they were broken up. He chose to believe that it happened after they broke up, because he knows Clare wouldn't cheat on him like he did to her. He just couldn't believe their future together was disappearing faster and faster. He kept trying to replay the entire last year of their relationship in his head. What had happened? When did Drew become so involved with Clare? When did Clare start falling for him? When did he start to lose her? He knew he never fully lost her love for him. She stated it, and he knows Clare. She is not one to throw feelings into the air like nothing...but she also wasn't the one to sleep with someone she didn't love either. When did he start losing her?
A stupid question, Adam would say. He knew he lost her the minute he told her about his betrayal. He really thought for a moment he did when she told him to leave her house. Then she suddenly forgave him, and he promised he would never let her go again. But he was becoming distant, and it wasn't like he never had time to pick up the phone and talk to her. He went about his day, enjoying his new life, and even though that wasn't a bad thing. He knew he treated her like crap, especially because all this could have been avoided hopefully, if he had just said yes to that stupid dance. Then he wouldn't have walked in on Drew lips on hers, or hers on someone else's. No, they would've been dancing, enjoying each other, being together, and catching up with everyone. But he knew from everything Imogen and her new girlfriend, he didn't even know about that, Jack told him. This wasn't a quick feeling. No people saw it, witnessed it being formed between the two. Drew was already stealing the girl he loved before he even realized what had happened. He hated Drew for it, but he couldn't blame the guy for everything. He also couldn't blame Clare for everything as well, because according to Imogen, she never made a move until after we broke up. The doorbell rang at the entrance door, just in time for him to look up to see Alli wink and look towards the street. Clare and Drew were there, smiles all around, it made me sick. But then Becky came by, and kissed Drew, after she hugged Clare and felt her stomach. I took a much longer look at her growing stomach then I should've. Why was it that Becky could be happy with Drew and Clare being together all the time, and still treat both of them equally well? But I couldn't?