This is just a little drabble that has been sitting around for a few years. Italics indicate the characters actual thoughts.
Want Yet Thankful Not to Have
Samantha Carter had worked hard to get where she was today. Many long years of school and training but, she would give it all up just to live the rest of her life with that man. She was not sure if she was lucky or not because he would not allow her to do so. Damn you Jack O'Neill! How can you make me want to be with you and yet thankful not to have you at the same time?