First time I upload a story, I've been too lazy to till this day. So theories on all three hunger games books being just Katniss' fear landscape is a great idea so me and my friend will be co-writing this story. I woke with a sharp pain in my neck the last words "but there are much worse games to play" floated and echoed in my ears as the image of the two children slowly faded. My brown hair stuck to my cheeks and neck darkened by my sweat. I looked up to assess my surroundings and saw a sterile room and felt the coolness of a stiff seat beneath me.

"Morning sunshine," A small voice said to me.

I turned my head to see my mother standing there with my sister Prim. Next week would be her first reaping and I just went through an old stimulator that could create a persons fear landscape. My happened to be incredibly long and it seemed more like a vision to me then a simulation. My head spun from the mental journey that took place the morning of Prim's first reaping. First i had volunteered for the Hunger Games, then I had shared victory with Peeta Mellark, then I was forced into the Quarter Quell where I had ended up blowing the arena up. Then the people from that nonexistent district rescued me and we started a huge rebellion. From what I understood was that our president dead, district 12 was in ruins, and i had settled down with Peeta and got marrried.

My heartbeat stuttered and odd feeling formed in my stomach. Peeta and Katniss starcrossed lovers. The thought was sickening. I didn't love Peeta. It was a FEAR landscape and it showed my FEARS. I couldn't be in love with the baker's boy. Nope.

I left the room with heavy steps thinking what everything could mean. Gale would understand, he knows me better then I do, but it would be weird to talk to him about falling in love with a boy I never really knew. As I walked through District 12 flashes of the ruins I saw in the simulation were encircling me so I ran towards the fence in search of Gale. When I see him in the forest I run to him with the memory of the landscape were he left to District 2 and never came back. Him knowing me so well knew there was something wrong. "What's wrong Catnip?" he had a worried look in his eye and I remember the kiss we shared that was not real.

How bad was it? Please R&R so I know if I should do the next chapter or not.