I was sitting in my car outside Catherine house drinking beer, we got into a big fight again today at work it's the same old story, we was working a case together and I had gone into Catherine office to give her an update on what I find and we ended up fighting about what we was going to do next! then it trued personal, I don't really remember to much about what we called each other all I do remember is saying Catherine legs are always open for business and that earn me a slap around the face, I was just about to punch Catherine when Ecklie walked into Catherine office and yelled at us both, I got suspension for a week and Catherine got suspension for two weeks because she hit me.

But that not the worst thing that happen Ecklie told us when we got back we would be working even case together from now on until we can get along or work one case without almost killing each other.

But you see I hate Catherine I really do, I use to be in love with her, you see when I was first asked to come to Vegas on the Holly case I knew I wouldn't be welcome with open arms and I was right Catherine was cold toward me right away only because she thought I was going to take the case off her, but we worked it together and I thought Catherine warm up to me, we even when for a drink after that case, it was only when Catherine find out that Grissom had asks me to stay on full time and that he wanted me to investigate Warrick, Catherine started being very cold toward me again and not soon after she find out I was staying for good did the fights start.

The sad thing is I did really love Catherine, I loved the fire in her eyes when we fight, I never told Catherine how I felt about her but I did try to get close to Catherine but even time I tried she would push me away, each time she always push a little harder then before and of course I had to push back as well.

So I had to just dream and day dream, which I did, but lately my dreams and day dreams had been getting dark, they use to just be me pulling Catherine up against the wall in her office and take her right there and then, but lately in my dreams had become nightmare's, I rape Catherine and then killing her, I am scare that I am becoming my father.

I down the last of my beer before getting out of my car and when to the front door and knock, Catherine open the door with a glass of wine in her hand, to say Catherine did not look happy would be an understatement.

"What the Fucking Hell do you want ?" Catherine asks me and I could smell the wine on her breath

"nice to see you as well Cath" I say before pulling passed Catherine and inside, using her nickname she hates so much

"Get the hell out" Catherine all but yelled at me, but I just sat down on the couch and just told her no "so if your not leaving, want to tell me what the hell you want ?" Catherine asks me and I got up very slowly and walked toward Catherine

"pay back" I say before hitting Catherine as hard as I could around the face and it was hard as my hand hurts like hell and that it also made Catherine drop her wine on her cream carpet and she was drinking red wine "now we are even" I say before going to leave and then turning around "let just try and get along, when we go back to work" I tell Catherine knowing if we do, we will not have to work with each other all the time.

I go to leave again but Catherine calls me back "the only way we will get along is if you leave Vegas for good" Catherine say walking toward me with a red hand print on her face "and it will not be a big lost, because no one even wanted you here in the first place Sara, you never belonged here Sara, never have never will" Catherine say to me and before I knew it I hit Catherine on the other side of her.

"and what about you Cath" I say using her nick name again "your legs are open to everyone and anyone who asks" now it was my turn to get a hit around the face and in retune I punch Catherine as hard as I could and she fall back on her ass.

As I watch Catherine fall back on the floor, her red shirt raise up snowing off her well tone stomach, I walked toward where Catherine is lying on the floor and sit on her hip while taking both her wrists in my hands and putting them above her head "what do you think you are doing ?" Catherine asks me while trying to fight me off her.

She got one of her hand free and starting to push against me so I hit her again using the back of my hand this time, when Catherine turned her head around to look at me I see that her noise was bleeding, I let go of Catherine other hand and ridded her shirt open, Catherine eyes open wide in shock, "Please Sara don't do this" Catherine asks me and I just grabber her by the hair jerking her face up close to mine face.

"Oh this is the real me" I say before kissing Catherine on the lips forcing my tongue into her mouth, she tests like Coffee and wine, Catherine is doing her best to fight me off her but the more she fights me the harder I pull her hair, when I put back from the kiss I push Catherine back against the floor again "don't fight me, you cannot win" I tell her before punching her in the stomach knocking the wind out of her.

While Catherine was trying to cater her breath I unclip her bra and I was glad it was a bra you can clip and unclip from the front, Catherine tried to hit me but I grab her arm stopping her, twisting her arm behind her back and pulling my hand over her mouth to stop her screaming, I start to kiss down Catherine to her nipples putting my mouth over one of her nipples and in-between my teeth's flicking my tongue around Catherine nipple.

I could hear Catherine moaning through my hand, so I removed my hand only to had Catherine scream so I hit her again before putting my hand back over her mouth before biting down on Catherine nipple and the next thing I knew I could taste the blood.

I lifted my head up and looked at her nipple and there was blood on her breast coming from her nipple " I am going to remove my hand, don't scream or I will hit you again" I warn Catherine before I took my hand away from her mouth "please don't do this Sara" Catherine beg me as tears run down her face

"do you know how long I had wanted this ? Wanted you ?" I asks Catherine as I move my free hand down to her trousers and started to undo them and once again Catherine started to fight me but she was not trying very hard, so I hit her again before letting go of her other hand and then taking her by the hair, "let take this up stair" I say before putting Catherine up by her hair and draping her up the stair and into her bedroom.

The only reason I knew where Catherine bedroom was is because some years ago she had a party and I had need the restroom urgently but the out down stair was being used at the time and there was about four people waiting so Catherine say I could use her one, and of course I had to have a quick look around her bedroom, after that day I use to dream about making love to Catherine in her bedroom but like I say before this last year my dreams have become very dark, in a way I am hoping that what I am doing will only turn out to be a dream.

Once we are in Catherine bedroom I throw her face down on the bed and take off all her clothes, I was surprised that Catherine did not put up more of a fight, but in even nine out of ten case's of rape interview we did the woman always say they stop trying to fight they attacker off.

I take off my jacket and throw it on to a chair in the corner of the room before turning Catherine over and getting in-between her thighs before kissing her again while playing roughly with one of her breasts, as I move my free hand down her body toward her pussy and putting my tip of my three fingers and with the help of my hips I drove even inch of my three fingers deep inside of Catherine making her mine.

"Fuck you feel Great!" I say after taking my lips off Catherine lips

"NO NO NO" Catherine screamed in time with me fucking her, I covered her mouth with my own as I kiss Catherine again, I was getting more excited by the feel of Catherine Pussy it was so tight and warm and just felt so great, and I did not know how long I could last, after about two minutes of humping her I come and I come hard, so did Catherine, I was so happy we came together even if she did tried to hind it.

I collapse on top of Catherine as I breath heavy in and out I notice Catherine smells like honey and vanilla, as I get my breathing under control I start to kiss Catherine neck before slowly my fingers again, this time I was going to take my time.

I ribbed my thumbs over her sex, Catherine was still crying and was biting her lips to stop herself from screaming "I want to hear you scream my name" I say Catherine as I started to fuck her a little faster "look at me" I tell Catherine and she did as I asks, as I look in to her blue eyes I start going a bit more faster and harder.

I could feel myself coming again and I also knew Catherine was coming as well as I could feel her getting tighter around my fingers, I start to go harder and faster, while keeping my eyes locked with her and again we both come together, I collapse on top of Catherine again I breath in heavy before removing my fingers from Catherine and roll off her to the other side of the bed.

When my breathing return to normal, I look toward Catherine to see she was curled up on the bed, so I leaned over and gave her a kiss on the cheek "that was great babe" I say before getting off the bed

"fuck you" Catherine say to me through her tears

"did I not just fuck you ?" I asks Catherine as I turn around to the chair where I put my Jacket on, as I was putting on my Jacket I feel a sharp pain on the back of my head just before everything turned dark.