Is it possible to love and hate someone at the same time? That's the question I have been pondering for some time now. I mean he is funny, sarcastic, and cute but at the same time he is a proud, self-entitle jerk who flocks himself with
girls twenty four/seven. I remember when we where kids he used to be like any other little boy, play in the water, helping parents, and of course fishing. In district four that is really the only thing to do. But ever since he won those stupid games our friendship has been severed. I think this is worse than if he would have just shown back in a coffin. I know that is horrible to say but at least then my memories of him wouldn't be corrupt.
Those are the thoughts I have been thinking ever since he came back and decided he was too good for me. And just in case I couldn't take the hint, which I did, he made sure I knew by telling me, "Stop following me around you little... I'm the one who won not your sister. Ok! Besides I didn't tell Sapphire to go kill that little two bit whore of a sister you had. She tried to stab us in the back… literally. So buzz off ok Annabeth?"
That was the last time I talked to him or should I say was talked at by him. And that was almost. Three years ago. I don't know. I mean I knew my sister wouldn't have made it in the first place but the realization that my best friend had killed her. Maybe she did deserve it. But I just can't stop having all these memories of from the old days when we would all just have fun. I remember back in the day Aquia and I used to fight over Finnick could play with because heaven forbid he should play with both of us. My how I wish I could go back to those times. I used to have the biggest crush on him. And the tricky thing is… I am pretty sure I still do after all this time.
Maybe I should go to the water to relax. It's not like Finnick will be there. Why work and do something that requires effort when you have all the riches in the world.