Author's Note: Twilight and all of it's characters belong to Stephenie Meyer. The only thing I own in this story will be the characters that I create. This is my first fanfiction so I hope you like it.

Chapter 1: Missing Jacob

Bella's POV

"It's ok that you chose him over me Bella. I always knew that you loved him more than you loved me. I just hope you know that when you change into a bloodsucker, we can't be friends anymore, but there will always be a part of me that will love you."

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!! "Aggh!" Stupid alarm. What a dream or was that a nightmare? I remember Jacob saying those exact words to me right before he left. I found out he left from Billy. I never thought that he would actually leave, especially just like that. I woke up one morning, felt really badly about what I had said about not choosing him and then I went to his house and he was gone. Billy had said that he transformed into his wolf form and ran off into the forest. I wanted to go after him, but Edward wouldn't let me. Didn't he understand that Jacob was my best friend? I probably wouldn't have found him anyways, and even if I did, he would probably tear me to shreds.

KNOCK KNOCK!! "Bella, it's your dear friend Alice." Is that girl always perky?

"Come in," I said not wanting to wake up. I was still living at home with Charlie because Edward wanted me to spend enough time with Charlie before I am changed. There have been a lot of rocky points in Edward's relationship and mine this summer. We are working them out and hoping that everything will get better.

"Bella, why are you still in bed? We are going to be late for our first day of college," she yelled in her usual high-pitched tone. It was our first day at Peninsula College which is here in Forks.

"Sorry Alice, I've just been thinking about some things. Tell Edward that I'll be right there."

"Ok, but hurry it up." I could tell that she was getting frustrated.

I got out of bed looking out of the window. It was cloudy today, the perfect day for vampires to be out and for my mood. I threw on some jeans, a black tank top, and my black sweater. Deciding that I wasn't in the mood to eat breakfast, I just went out the door.

I got into the car and Edward gave me a kiss. "How did you sleep last night?" he asked me.

"You should know, you were with me the whole night."

"I know, I was just joking around with you. You were dreaming about Jacob."

"Hey, how did you know?"

"I only knew because you kept yelling his name in your sleep. Jacob don't leave me, wait don't go! Don't you love me anymore?" Edward joked.

"Of course I do silly. It's just that he's my best friend or was and I miss him. Do you think that he will come back?" I knew that Edward really didn't want him to come back, but I wanted to see if he was going to tell me the truth.

"I personally hope that he will never come back. I know that he is your best friend, but he is dangerous." I knew he didn't want Jacob to come back.

"Hello?! Like you're not dangerous? You are quite dangerous too."

"Yeah, but I won't tear you to shreds like Jacob would." No, he would just drain my life by sucking the blood from my body.

"He would never do that." At least I hope he wouldn't.

"How do you know? Isn't he mad at you right now?" After what I said to him, he is probably furious at me.

"You know what? You are being so unreasonable right now. I am not talking to you right now."

We had just arrived at the college; the perfect time to get away from Edward at the moment. As soon as he parked, I got out of the car and walked fast towards my first class.

"Edward, look at what you did now. Aren't you going to go after her?" asked Alice.

"No, just let her vent for awhile. She's too busy worrying about Jacob anyways." I heard Edward storm off also.

Good. I was glad that he was upset too. I'm just so sick of him talking bad about Jacob all of the time. I mean, what did Jacob ever do to Edward except for trying to steal me, killing Edward and being his mortal enemy?

"Hey Bella! What's wrong?" Turning around, Angela was standing before me.

"Hi Angela. Its just Edward being a jerk."

"Boys always seem to be that way don't they? Ben can be like that sometimes."

"Yeah, but Edward is usually never like that. I don't know what his problem is."

"Well is some other boy getting your attention right now?"

"I've been missing Jacob lately. But he's my best friend. I know Edward gets jealous whenever I talk about him but..."

"See, that's your problem. Just stop talking about him. I know you miss him, but you have a great guy who really loves you."

"Yeah, you're right. Besides, I have a feeling that Jacob will come back. He would never leave me for good, no matter what."

"Yeah, well good for you. I hope everything turns out ok." Angela gave me a hug and then we walked to our first class, which was English 101.

Alice's POV

What was wrong with Edward? Can't he be just a little sensitive towards Bella's feelings? Yes, I know Jacob isn't the nicest guy ever, but neither is Edward. I mean, Jacob is Bella's best friend. Why did he just leave like that? I don't understand at all. What about Bella? Does she even love Edward anymore? What am I talking about?! Of course she loves Edward. She just can't love them both.

Edward's POV

What is her problem? Alice always thinks she can tell me what to do. I'm just so frustrated. I never get jealous, but I think it's because I love Bella so much. If she someday wants to be with Jacob though, I will let her. I just wish she wouldn't worry about him so much. I'm sure he can take care of himself. What happens if he does come back and tries to ruin our relationship?