Admin:

Hey this is my first SNK FANFIC! This starts out Jearmin with onesided!eremin, and then turns into eremin, onesided!jearmin! Yes this is going to be kinda like a KOREAN DRAMA! So please enjoy!

I am sorry for my I am an American English speaker, grammar isn't my forte. If you wish to beta this, please tell me in my pm box. Just saying, Betas get secret info on the fanfic! Anyways enjoy~!

It began 855 C.E., a boy Eren Jaeger stood a few feet away from two figures who were embracing each other as they kissed. This wasn't how it was supposed to be, Eren thought. The two people in front of him were no other than his childhood friend Armin and his enemy Jean. Yet again, the reoccurring sentence, 'this wasn't supposed to be' ran through Eren's head as his heart broke.

You see, there was a reason for all of this, and when you went down to it, it was Eren's fault. Around this time, the titans were almost extinct much too human kinds liking. Therefore, at the recent small celebration in the mess hall Eren decided it was time to act upon his feelings for his childhood friend.

He had everything planned out, from how he would lead Armin to him and how he would butter him up until that moment of confession. This was step one to how things went wrong.

Mikasa, his adopted sister, stood by Eren the whole time with a smile on her face. So far Eren ensured Armin's day would be perfect. So far he knew of him receiving an illegal book from Marco about the outside world, Reiner helping him with his cleaning duties, and also Christa keeping a smile on his face. Now standing in the mess hall, was suppose to be the moment when Armin would finally open his new book to see a letter in it.

That letter would have a heat felt letter with adjectives to describe Eren and his feelings for Eren. Eren would then present Armin with a single flower and ask him out. However, things obviously never worked out the way they were supposed to.

What had gone wrong was the moment Armin went to sit down by himself. Jean sat right next to his crush with a nervous attitude. Off in the distance Eren observed how Jean whispered something into Armin's ear. This caused the blonde haired male to blush uncontrollably and try his best to scoot away from Jean avoiding eye contact. With a few more words and a hug, Jean stole Armin's heart.

That day, Eren stormed out of the mess hall with tears in his eyes. Mikasa wouldn't follow him knowing that he needed time to compose himself.

Step two came about three weeks after Jean and Armin became a happy couple. It was the day before they would have to go outside the walls yet again for another mission. Here is where Eren sadly watched his childhood friend and crush kiss his boyfriend happily. Eren cursed at himself for making his confession so complicated. Sure he knew Armin would fall for it, but he also failed to notice for the past few months how Armin was acting towards Jean. Ever since they were separated, it seemed Armin and Jean were always together.

"Eren," Mikasa said as she placed a hand on his shoulder, " You shouldn't be blaming yourself, I know you really like him, but he fell for someone else. It's best to let go and be happy. I know if he were to be in your situation he would be happy to see you happy."

Sighing Eren fought back his tears and looked to the hand on his shoulders. He nodded his head in agreement, and made his way to his horse. As soon as everyone was seated on their horses, the Scouting Legion were on there way outside once again.

A few minutes as the advanced closer into the woods once more, a flare was fired into the sky. The color was black, therefore a deviant type was spotted. The bangs from other flares sounded through the air, as the birds fled from the sound. Right and left there were either people fighting or dying, either way some of the members would have to ignore the other in order to continue on with their mission.

Eren felt scared from where he spotted where the back smoke first appeared. He had only recently learned that is where Armin had been placed. A piece of him wanted to turn his horse towards that direction, however he knew Corpral Levi would not like that. So then, he continued on praying for the best for his friend.

For what seemed like hours, Eren and the rest of the remaining Survey Corps finally stopped their horses at a safe stop for other to come together to eat lunch. Watching each team pile in, there was no sign of Armin or Jean. Now beginning to panic a bit, Eren pushed through the crowd of green capes to find his friend.

Off in the distance, he could see a single horse walk towards them with three figures on its' back. The person who was riding the horse was Mikasa, and the two who were lying there lifeless were no other than Jean and Armin. Eren froze, his eyes widened, his breathing hitched. He couldn't believe his eyes. You would think by now he would be use to the deaths of him comrades, but to see Armin's body, it killed him.

Tears streamed down from his face as Mikasa's sad face placed Armin's dead body in Eren's hands, and then laid Jean's on the floor. Eren carefully took his friend's body and held it close to himself. Feeling his legs give in, Eren sank to the floor; Mikasa followed with his actions. The trio that seemed to be together forever was now no more.

The person they have protected for so many years gone. Mikasa and Eren cried for a few moments before Levi had to tell them to get a hold of themselves. Laying their friend down next to his lover, Mikasa and Eren remained emotionless the whole day. No one was able to comfort the two, because they knew the connection those three had.

Continuing on with their usual battles with the man eating giants, the ex-trio killed with everything they had. All their efforts went towards avenging their friend. Steam and blood surrounding and stained the scouts as they killed each titan without a second though.

Though everything seemed simple and like any other day, there was always something that had to go wrong. The armored titan appeared out of no where perusing Eren yet again, as other titans chased after the fallen bodies of their friends. Like before, they let go of the dead bodies to have them devoured and create a diversion.

Pain yet again coaresed through Mikasa and Eren's hearts as they watched Armin be devoured. Looking with their peripheral vision, the two saw Armin's peaceful face one last time before he was swallowed Eren the shot his eyes to Levi, now he could understand the Corpral's pain. It was the same pain he assumed he had when Petra was sacrificed. Back then he was sympathetic, now he knew the pain.

Slapping the harnesses on the horse to go faster, Eren followed Irwin and them to their destination. The armored titan then let out a loud roar, allowing for more titans to come towards him. Cussing Eren now feared for his living comrades, unlike before with the female titan; Eren would fight this time.

Biting his hand, Eren jumped off of his horse and transformed into his titan form to fight the armored titan.A blast shook the earth as Eren's titan manifested itself. Breathing out his hot air, he let out a battle cry before engaging in battle with the anonymous person behind the other titan's skin.

The two giants fought each other the best they could, blood and steam polluted the area around them as most of the recon corps was able to escape. Satisfied Eren started to run in hopes of losing the armored titan, but that wasn't the case. To his right Eren saw Mikasa following him. Knowing how dangerous the situation would be for her, Eren tried to make sure that she went undetected.

In this world, there are sadly no happy endings. When the armored titan spotted Mikasa, he grabbed her 3D maneuver gear and swung her against the tree and stepped on the poor girl. Fresh blood now stained the armored titan's foot as he advanced towards Eren.

Now hostile, there was no holding back for Eren. Eren took the rage of losing his mother, and two friend out on his opponent. He would not let his friends die like trampled flowers. He refused to let his friends be less than worthless, so he fought until his titan got tired. This gave his enemy the advantage to ripe Eren to pieces and end his life.

Before that was able to happen, white surrounded Eren engulfing him in the light. The last thing the small angry green eyes boy remembered, was his friends and how he wanted to see them again. For now, though he knew he was dead he knew he would join them.

Or was he?

Beeps droned on and on nonstop. Eren moaned in pain as his eyes slowly fluttered open. At first his vision was blurry, and all he could see was white, black, and red. As his eyes began to focus, Eren saw a woman with a red scarf . Yet again, he felt tears start to form.

Slowly supporting himself up, Eren winced as he did so. The woman next to him flinched and aided him.

"Eren you shouldn't get up, you just got hit by a car." Mikasa said.

"M-Mikasa! Y-You're alive!" Eren exclaimed happily chocking back his tears.

"Yes, I've always been," Mikasa placed her hand on Eren's bandgaed head, "Maybe you got hit too har on the head?"

"W-where am I? What are these things attached to me? W-wait , if you're alive where's Armin!?"

For a moment, Mikasa stared at Eren strangely for a moment before answering his questions.

"Eren, we're at a hospital and these machines are to keep you alive? Also, Armin is alive yes, but why do you care?" Mikasa awkwardly replied unsure on how strangely Eren was acting.

"Why wouldn't I care about my friend? Where is he!?"

"Eren," She began, "You two aren't friends, you bullied him in from elementary to high school; Jean is his friend."

"W-what no! We saved him from being bullied in Shiganshina! Jean is someone, a jerk ,we met in the military."

"Eren, what are you talking about? I think that car did more to your brain than I thought. Shiganshina is an ancient town from when titans still roamed earth. Also, we were never in the military. Jean has been Armin's friend ever since he got into a fight with you when you bullied him. Jean, Armin, and Marco have been an inseparable trio."

"No that's wrong! We're the inseparable trio! It's us, we saved Armin from being bullied, we were always together! I saw you die, and I saw his dead body! Mikasa, how come you can't remember!?"

Mikasa then gently placed Eren on his hospital bed, for the boy to relax. From the looks of it, it seemed Eren might have remembered something from his past life. Though that was not something everyone had, Mikasa would take it into consideration.

"Rest, you need to get stronger, and if you still need me to...I'll show you Armin again. However there is no guarantee he would want to see you after what you've done." With that, Mikasa got up and left the room to stay outside for Eren to cool down and relax.

When alone, Eren finally observed his new surroundings. The walls, the bed, machines, etc. everything was new and too much for Eren to take in. Every beep that sounded annoyed Eren to no end.

"J-just where am I!? Did I leap through time!?" Eren exclaimed clenching the blanket on his body. "Wait, if Mikasa is here and so is Armin, that means everyone else must be alive! This could also be my chance to confess to Armin and have him be mine! W-wait, he thinks I hate him from what it sounds...Jean stole my life, so chances are there also might be a chance Armin gets back with him!

I can't let that happen! This is my second shot at life or rather, my second shot with Armin and everyone! I CAN'T MESS THIS UP! JUST YOU WAIT ARMIN I WON'T MESS UP THIS TIME! I-I'll confess and everything will be as it should be! YES!"

Admin: Sorry if this sucks, I had homework but I wanted to be able to type this. I promise new chapters will be longer and better! Again, forgive me for my grammar I know I'm terrible!

Please review on plot and what you think of my ideas! NOT ON GRAMMAR! (;A;)

So I hoped you enjoyed my first chapter,and support me as I write this.