Hey guys!! This is my 1st Fanfic. I have written other stories, but none about already exsisting ones. (does that make sense) anyways.....this is somewat a musicalish thing. not very many songs, but some are squeezed in there. i hope all the characters are themselves. i tried. hope you enjoy.
i own nada...!!!! =(
(A week after Edward left)
Edward, my Edward left me. That could never have happened before. He was my everything, my heart, my soul, my air, my reason to live. And he just left me, just like that.
Bella laid in her bed under the coverscrying. She had just came home from school, and ran right up to her room. Charlie was at the station which meant that Bella didn't have to pretend that she was fine.
As soon as she got inside her room she burst out in tears, not caring what she sounded like. Even after a week with him gone, Bella couldn't contain herself when she was alone. Sometimes she would thrash out, break things, or lay down and just cry her eyes out until she fell asleep.
After an hour of crying, she decided to do something. She got out of bed and fixed herself up so that she was somewhat presentable. She walked down stairs, Charlie still wasn't home. She put some pasta from the other night in the microwave for her helpless father. She wrote a note saying that she had gone over to Angela's house to do homework, but not to call them cause their phone wasn't working.
Bella left the house and stepped in her car about to go somewhere she thought she could go again.
She drove to the Cullen's house.
She parked in front of their garage and got out of her car.
"It's going to be okay. Don't do anything stupid. Don't hope for anything, cause no one is there." She told her self before opening the door. She had expected that the door would be locked, but she found no trouble opening the big front door. As she fully opened the door, she couldn't help but hope that some form of person would be there. She found herself a little disappointed. She looked around their living, nothing changed, except that there were white sheets of everything.
Everything except the piano.
Bella walked over to the piano and sat down on the bench. She opened up the piano and found the same keys that he played her lullaby on. She couldn't help it as a tear fell down her cheek.
She brushed her hands along the keys in front of her, and then started to play a song.
(I suggest that you listen to the song while you read. "Almost Lover" by A Fine Frenzy)
Your fingertips across my skin,
The palm trees swaying in the wind, images
You sang me Spanish Lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes, clever trick
She sang
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy,
I thought you'd want the same for me,
(chorus)
Goodbye my almost lover,
Goodbye my hopeless dream,
I'm trying not to think about you,
Can't you just let me be
So long my luckless romance,
My back is turned on you,
Should've known you'd bring me heartache,
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
Bella stopped singing and shut the piano, and ran as fast as she could out of the house and ran straight into her car. She drove as fast as her car would let her to her house, fighting back tears. When she got home, she saw Charlie's cruiser in the driveway. She tried to calm down but couldn't, she walked into her house and saw Charlie eating the pasta at the table.
"Hey Bella, how was Angela's?" Charlie asked her with a fork full of pasta in front of his face.
"Fine. I'm not feeling well, I'm just going to go to bed. Night dad." She said walking up the stairs. She burst into her room and ran right into bed not caring about changing. She exploded into tears under her covers, and focused on breathing.
"Goodbye my almost Lover." She whispered to herself right before she fell into a nightmare.
well??? how was that? i love that song!! i heard it and i thouhgt...THAT IS PERFET FOR NEW MOON. and they are actually putting that song in there. =D
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