Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I stared softly at her as she walked to her lunch table. She would never give me the time of day. She was interested in the jocks and not the nerds… like me. I wore glasses and always wore a sweat shirt. Hiding from them.
Never from her.
My glasses slid down my nose as I looked down at my food. I wasn't really hungry so I got up from my table and walked to the garbage. I past her table and saw she looked at me with a sweet smile. I almost wanted to shout for joy.
She stood and followed me out the door. Leaving all the jocks gawking at her wondering why she left suddenly. "Edward right?"
I nodded not wanted to put my voice to the test.
She smiled her brown eyes sparkling as she stuck her hand out to shake mine. "I'm Bella." I nodded of course I knew who she was. She looked into my eyes and smiled bigger, "Do you want to hang out?"
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take you invitation
You take all of me now…
She took my hand swinging it in between us while we walked. "So have you always lived here?"
I shook my head, "No we used to live in Alaska. But when Carlisle got a job here we moved and started over here."
She nodded smiling absently. "I figured that. I would remember your eyes if I had seen you before." She blushed slightly at the comment. Beautiful. I couldn't describe her in any words. You would have to see her yourself to know.
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
I looked at her hair blowing slightly in the breeze and wondered what did I do right in my life to even have her notice me? "Bella I heard your new here too. From Phoenix right?"
She nodded and smile slightly at me, "Yes I did. But my past has nothing to do with my future does it? I moved here when my mom remarried and started moving around with him. She tried to be with me but she wanted to be with him so I came to live with my dad."
I nodded understandingly but didn't reply. I didn't need too. She continued to walk with me until we heard the bell telling us to get to class. She sighed and looked up at me with a frown starting in the corners of her mouth, "Can we hang out later?" she asked softly. I nodded and she grinned and began to walk away. "Edward," she called over her shoulder at me. "You'd look just as good with out glass."
I smiled.
There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
I continued to smiled all through class scaring half the students in the class. I had never been so open with my feelings.
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you…
I got in the car to drive home with Alice and Emmett. Alice noticed the difference and Emmett couldn't care less if I had a girlfriend. Alice slid in the front seat and smiled at me, "You seem happy."
"Cause I am."
She nodded at the comment. Bella past our car and smile brightly at me and Alice knew the reason why I was so happy now. She waited till Bella was out of our sights to ask me anything about it. "I see Bella is looking at you now… Oh my god! That's why your so happy!"
"Maybe," I grinned as we pulled out.
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
I watched the rain fall outside my window and gave up and walked to my bed. I laid there thinking about how my day went. I smiled just think of it.
Suddenly a knock hit my window. A soft one. I glanced over to see Bella standing there. I gave her a questioning look and she just shrugged. I jumped off the bed and went over to the window and let her in. "What are you doing here?"
"Sneaking out to see you of course!" She said with a huge grin.
I rolled my eyes at her, "The real reason is?"
"I.. I wanted to try something," she mumbled softly.
"And that is?"
She walked to me with a smile playing on the corners of her lips. She pressed them to mine and the world disappeared.
Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you