Damn you both Ed and Eddy.
Why did I ever think working with you two would actually benefit with my life.
You both made me look like a fucking damn fool for the last time.
I always wonder why I spent that afternoon making people believe that I was going to dye.
When I actually found out it was just a joke to Ed and Eddy.
Damn I made my self look like a fool for the last time.
Because as I sit alone in my room in the dark cutting my self is the only way I could ever face my self in the end of the day.
Why the hell did I reduce to cutting my self when I had such a good life before this happened.
I could have been a professional scientist and changed this world like they would ever give a damn in the end anyways.
Now I screwed up big time because I cut way to damn deep, and my room has a red puddle.
As I am live bait for any cannibal that is on the hunt for some savoring fresh meat.
But all is said and done cause as I lay in my coffin I can actually look back on my life and actually realize that my life just sucked.
To bad I made my real friends sad and somehow made Ed and Eddy mad.
Well the jokes on them because they can spend their whole life on useless schemes while I sleep in peace.