S U M M A R Y -A tear trickled down my faced as a realized my case was was all I thought, until one day my world was turned upside down by a boy named Edward Cullen.I had never been able to show my true feelings, a mixture of fear and relief hit me...
The rain spat against my window sill almost mocking the tears that slid down my face and sent chills throughout my ridged body. It was just impossibly terrible, why, WHY-why me ?!?! I looked back at the picture on my messy metal nightstand and in one short moment glass screeched and shattered all across my wooden floor halting at the edge of my toe.
With a cry of sharp pain I suddenly sighed in relief as the physical pain unexpectedly numbed my wounded heart. I quickly scooped up the nearest glass shard and put this new theory to the test. With each second I dug the sharp gadget into my skin the pain grew less and less as I drifted into a deep sleep.
I shortly awakened with an earsplitting shriek as my nightmare relived the events of Last Night-Mom walking into my room and yelling at ME that I had "Anger management issues and was a sloppy pig. That I had FUCKED up my life and was useless." She lunged for my chin, only narrowly missing and latched onto my arm sending a shot of intense fear through my whole body. I could take the physical pain but what she did to me mentally was unspeakable doom. I slowly faded back into awareness as I noticed my numb arm. For a second I thought mom had done this but I knew she would never physically hurt me this harshly-only mentally. Even when she had grabbed my arm in the previous night it only faintly hurt, but mentally crushed my brain and left fear in its tracks.
I suddenly noticed the 3 cuts on my arm and broke down into sobs. She was right, SHE was right I was U S L E S S !
Just as I came to the realization of my utter flaw of an existence I heard I quite conversation going on down stairs. I silently tip-toed down stair by stair until my head was crushed against the side rail and I was squatting on my knees.
It was Mom
"She just doesn't understand a thing she thinks she can walk over me like that well that girl has another thing coming. If she wants to see the light of day again she better hide that attitude and learn respect. That useless excess for a damn daughter. Well damn her ! "
I rushed up to my room teary eyed *Why Did I Always Let Her Get To Me* it was useless to try and ignore my agony so I rushed up to my room, slammed the door and grabbed the single broken shard.
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