I DO NOT OWN SUPERNATURAL! I WISH I OWNED SAM AND DEAN THOUGH! AND CAS OF COURSE :) UM, THANK YOU FOR READING! REVIEW PLEASE, IT MAKES ME SMILE ALOT WHEN YOU DO :)
DESTIEL YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!
NO FLAMING! ITS STUPID AND NOT WORTH MY TIME!
-Supernatural Satisfaction.
Unidentified Emotions
Castiel sat with his back against the Headboard his long legs crossed in front of him. He looked over at Dean his brow furrowing as he tried to name this new emotion. He looked at Sam confused further when his heart beat stayed steady instead of speeding up like it did when he looked at Dean. He sighed in frustration dragging a hand through his hair, before shaking his head. He pulled at the hem of his blue-grey dress pants. He had begun to feel these emotions when he watched Dean cry for his brother, he had never seen that amount of devotion in a human, much less Dean Winchester. Castiel grunted in frustration, he pulled lightly as his tie loosening it. Cas jumped as he felt the weight of a hand on his shoulder. He looked up his jaw dropping as Dean leaned closer to him, his bright green eyes full of concern. "Are you okay, Cas?" Dean's voice was like velvet to Castiel's ears, Castiel's hands clenched in his lap.
"I'm fine Dean" Castiel hated lying to his charge and frankly he was a terrible liar but he hoped that this one time Dean wouldn't catch him lying. Dean's green eyes searched Castiel's blue ones, looking for why his angel looked so distraught.
"Okay.." Dean pulled away, "I'm gonna go get something to eat, you want anything Sammy?" Dean looked back at Castiel as he waited for Sam's answer his hand on the door handle.
"Nah, thanks anyway Dea." Sam smiled as he looked up from his laptop briefly. Dean nodded as he opened the door and walked out. The sound of the Impala roaring to the life being the only signal that Castiel was safe for a little while. "What is it Cas, and don't say nothing I'm not Dean." Sam closed his laptop before looking up at Castiel, he was aware that Cas had lied to Dean.
Castiel swallowed hard as he looked at the youngest Winchester. "I-I don't know.." His voice was low and rough as he spoke. "My heart beat becomes crazy when I look at Dean... I don't know why... What's wrong with me Sam..." Castiel looked at Sam his blues eyes wide with confusion, head tilted to the side as his eyes pleaded with Sam to help him.
"Does anything else happen?" Sam knew what was happening Castiel was in love with Dean! Sam watched as Castiel thought his tongue sticking out slightly.
"My stomach feels all fluttery, and I feel warm when he touches me even if it's a brush of his hand..." Castiel bit his full bottom lip slightly "What's wrong with me?"
"You're in love with Him Cas." Sam voice contained a smile as he remembered his brothers anger when he discovered he was in love with the very angel that raised him from hell. Castiel looked up at Sam in fear, he shook his head.
"I can't be in love with Dean!" Castiel's voice was thick with fear as he realized the truth in Sam's words. "I'm in love with Dean..." He looked up at Sam for confirmation, his heart racing against his ribcage. This was Castiel's first time being in love and it scared him to death.
Sam smiled lightly as he contemplated calling Dean and telling him how the Angel felt. He knew Dean would be happy, excited, and scared. He shook his head lightly, he knew Dean would find out soon enough.
"Sam... H-how do I tell Dean I am in love with him?" Castiel's voice shook Sam from his thoughts, he smiled brightly at the Angel his dimple flashing.
"It's easy Cas, just whisk him away some where and say it." As much as Sam wanted to witness Dean's reaction, he didn't want to watch the events that were sure to follow.
"What if he doesn't believe me, or asks me to prove it?" Castiel watched Sam closely, he knew absolutely nothing on the subject and the way Sam reacted fascinated him. Sam's face slowly flushed crimson as he realized he would have to give Cas the Talk.
Sam took a deep breath, running his hand through his hair. "Okay Cas, its like this when two people love each other very much, they express it through various ways, many kiss and hold hands, others go beyond that and have sex, sealing there love sometimes forever." Sam paused waiting for Castiel to absorb the information. Castiel nodded lightly for Sam to go on. "Now sex between a man and a woman is different than sex between two men, and I couldn't tell you a thing about it, so good luck man." Sam stood up and clapped Castiel on the back before exiting the room.
Castiel looked at Sam's laptop he needed more information and he knew the chunk of plastic and metal contained it. Castiel reached over and pulled the laptop on to his lap, he flipped it over surprised to find it still on. He quickly opened the search engine like he had seen Sam do millions of times. He chewed his bottom lip nervously as he thought of what to search up, he typed sex between two men into the search bar his eyes opening wide as he clicked on the first website. He watched numerous videos of men going at it, as Dean would say, his eyes never left the screen.
I LOVE AKWARD CLUELESS CAS, SO DON'T HATE :)
I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT, I WILL HAVE ANOTHER CHAPTER UP SOON :)
I WANT TO MAKE CAS AGRESSIVE BUT I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN HE'S TOO ADORABLE TO MESS WITH WHEN HE'S INNOCENT.
ANYWAY REVIEW PLEASE! REVIEWS MAKE ME SMILE ALOT :)
NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE DEAN, JUST SO YOU KNOW.
