Digimon Digital Monsters

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~Insanity~

Things must happen for a reason. For I have never thought them to. I am a grown woman and yet my thoughts are not my own. I have been enslaved by fate and so-called destiny. I am the digidestined of light. I belong to hope as hope belongs to me. For years since he left I have prided myself in belong to the only man I could ever be allowed to love. Takeru.

I love him and yet I do not. He has captivated me. With his hope's and dreams of living out our lives together. It makes me sick. My thoughts are not my own. My feelings have long since frozen over since you left me. Left me without a trace with no hope for the future. And I'm sorry about all the things I've said and done.

For my thoughts are not my own. My feelings have long since frozen over and I am desperately alone. My name is Hikari Kamiya. The so-called heaven sent angel. I am perfect in almost every way. I will marry the perfect man, have his perfect children and die alone inside with my true talents wasted because of fate and destiny.

My hair I have long since grown out. Everyone says I look perfect with my hair long and sweeping perfectly past my shoulders. Even he thinks I look perfect. He calls me his own true heaven sent angel. And I hate him for it. I hate Takeru Takashi for all he's worth.

I hate him so much I'm engaged to him. I'll even probably consent to giving actual life to his godforsaken children. Yeah I'll even let him fuck my brains out. Like the little whore that I am. Life is so sad. My life is so sad. Since you left me. Since you left me all alone.