Hey guys! so this is my first 'KnM' Fic, well it's more like a oneshot so, anywayz hope enjoy it, it was inspired by The song 'Mr. Brightside' By THe killers, my fav band **
please review and tell me what you think of this,
Song bits are 'I' usaul writing is 'b'
Disclaimer- i do not own 'KnM' nor anything, just my fic... so okay enjoy (:
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*My Brightside*
'I'm coming out of my cage and I've been doing just fine Got to be down
because I want it all.'
I was standing not too far from the window, looking up at the pair who stood in front of my mansion from my lonely shadowed room, I was not interested of what they're talking, all I had on my mind is the presences of my precious Himeko, chatting and sweetly giggling with this man who does not deserve her at all, yes he does not deserve someone as gentle and kind as Himeko, no one deserves her in fact, not even myself
It hurts to think this, the thought of not being with Himeko kills me almost everyday and now seeing her with another man has haunted to me to no end, though this man is not entirely a stranger to me, I have known almost whole my life, though we never got over formalities in our name yet, we still talk to each other often, even the whole society thinks that we're a couple, I'm afraid that's untrue! The only thing we have in common is caring about Himeko deeply, although he had confessed to her that he loved her more than friend, after that event I hadn't had the courage to approach my violet eyed beauty to confess myself, in her eyes I'm only a friend, and I'll do as she wishes, if he makes her happy then I'm happy, oh what terrible lair I am, although I lie to other people, covering my true feelings, I can never lie within myself, I knew that I wanted more than friendship, what can ever do? There are a lot reasons and obstacles that come between me and my way to Himeko's heart, such as her now boyfriend Oogami Souma…
I wished that it was so easier many times, on crazy nights I even wished to be a boy so I can confess to her naturally, like it's supposed to be, a girl and a boy, right?
Though I cannot stop my unnatural love, if I did I've had turned it off long ago, but I cannot control my heart, and I guess now it beats for her and only her…
It started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this? It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss…
I see them hug, and he leans into her and gives her a kiss on those soft delicate lips I caressed so many nights when she is sound asleep, I had to turn my gaze away from that heart soaring scene, as they part I glimpsed once again to see her blush, that blush that always appear on her soft cheeks, covering her face like the crimson sunset does to the fair blue sky…
He gets onto his motorcycle, as he puts his helmet on waving farewell at her and she returned it with a shy bow, ah Himeko so innocent, yet such a cruel kindness
As he disappear from my sight, I saw Himeko climb the doorsteps heading inside the house, I slowly moved from the window as I headed downstairs to greet her, like every good friend should be doing, yes a friend, that's what I am and that's what I'll always be to my one true love.
As I made my way out my darkness of a room, I headed downstairs to see Himeko looking around like she looking for something, or someone, looking around for me,
"Welcome Back Himeko!" I greeted her as calm as the shallow water waves the hits the surface every once in while…
"Uh Chikane-Chan you startled me" she chuckled uncomfortably as she wrapped her arms around herself, I could sense that she was nervous, she was always like this in my presences, though I had no idea why, Do I scare her? That question frightened me to no end…
"Is something wrong Himeko?" I asked as I walked forward,
"Oh… haha… no I … maybe it's just that I've been standing outside for long, that I have gotten a bit cold" she mumbled but I heard her clearly, and I smiled at this
"Oh then if you want I can ask Otoha-San to make some tea for us?" I offered as I looked once again upon her adorable face,
"Oh that'll be wonderful Chikane-Chan!" she said as enthusiasm covered her face, for reasons unknown Himeko gets excited at almost everything that I quite find plain and boring… we moved to my huge living room sitting patiently for our request,
"Say Himeko! How was your date with Oogami-San?" although it pained me endlessly I had to make a conversation, I turned to look at her as her face colored as the red roses in our secret garden would at the break of dawn,
Now I'm falling asleep and she's calling a cab, While he's having a smoke and she's taking a drag, Now they're going to bed And my stomach is sick And it's all in my head But she's touching his-chest Now, he takes off her dress Now, let me go…
"Oh um… we had fun, Souma-Kun was very nice to me" she mumbled shyly, as I couldn't help but smile at her display cuteness "We went to the park, and and he held me all the way there, I-I I couldn't help but feel safe and warm inside" she said this as she played with the sleeve of her shirt nervously, I couldn't help but to feel the rage building up within me, but I had to keep it to myself as Himeko had gotten used to tell me these kind of things after every date, I had to bare with it every time "after that we ha-had a romantic picnic, I didn't know Souma-kun was so romantic" she chuckled to herself, as I soon noticed in her eyes that she was deeply in love with the boy, that motion just killed me right then and there "oh I'm sorry Chikane-Chan! I must be boring you with these stories" she apologized,
"Oh no Himeko! I would never be bored by you, you're the most interesting person I know" I blurted out as soon as o realized what I have said, I slapped myself mentally,
"Uhh… thank you Chikane-Chan!" she blushed deeply as she sank in her seat from my compliment and from embarrassment, as I was going to say something else but Otoha had gone in, holding a tray onto it was our cups of Tea waiting to be drunk,
As she placed our requests down, she left quickly not without bowing respectfully to me and glaring at Himeko, I chuckled as soon as she left…
"What's so funny Chikane-Chan?" Himeko asked curiously,
"Oh nothing at all" I said as I took her cup and handed it to her and took my own within my hands,
"Ne Chikane-Chan?"
"Yes Himeko?" I repealed,
"Do you think that this would last forever?" I turned to her slightly,
"What would last forever Himeko?"
"Our friendship, my relationship with Souma-Kun, you said it yourself, that nothing is true and everything is limited to some level" I was surprised at Himeko's ways of thinking, she can twist and turn every word against you in the most simple ways,
"Himeko?"
"Yes Chikane, I mean what if you and I part on some time of life, and Souma-kun breaks up with me, then I'd be left alone, and I don't want that…" I stopped her by holding both of her hands within mine bringing close to my chest just above my heart, she blushed as she noticed where her hands has gone upon,
"Himeko! I do not know where is this coming from, but believe me when I tell you this" she tuned in as I began to talk "I don't know about Oogami-San, but I know that I'll never leave you and I'll be by your side no matter what… and what ever obstacles come our way I'll still be hear waiting for you to come back from wherever" I looked deep in those violets diamonds that blazed upon the dark evening, and now I saw them slightly starting to water,
"Chikane-Chan" I heard her sob out as she clanged to me as if her life depended on it, I smiled at this as I hugged her back "you'll always be my best friend!" and as those words left her mouth I started sobbing softly but not visibly, why Himeko? Why are torturing me like this?
After getting past that moment we just sat in silence until Himeko declared that she was indeed exhausted and wanted to go rest,
After Himeko's leaving, I got up from my sitting position on the couch as I decided to bathe as if I wanted to wash down all the worn thoughts that had controlled my mind once again,
As I made my way to my huge bath that was like a public pool inside of a house, as I got in I had to calmly shed my clothes piece after piece…
As I was naked as the day I was born, I slowly got in the huge tub as I felt my muscles relax by the hot liquid that grazed my skin, I leaned into the edge of the tub closing my eyes once again, the vision of Souma and Himeko kissing possessed my mind I grimaced out of disgust, quickly I forcibly erased that scene out of me
And I just can't look its killing me and it's taking control…
But suddenly I heard the door being pushed, I opened my eyes to see no one other than Himeko that had stepped through it, wearing only an over sized shirt that only covered to her mid thigh, as I heard the click of the lock being locked, I couldn't believe my eyes, what on earth was Himeko doing here?
"H-Himeko?! What are you doing here?" I tried to cover myself as I voiced my thoughts,
"Chikane-Chan, keep your voice down! You'll wake everybody in the house up" she stood there, like it was the most natural thing… I was officially confused
"Seriously what are you doing here? Can't you see I'm taking a bath?" I blurted out,
"Oh I CAN see my Chikane-Chan alright" I couldn't believe my ears nor my eyes, Himeko just claimed me and she's standing mischievously staring at my bare body under the water, Who is this Himeko? In what form I wonder?
"M-m-my Chikane-Chan?" I shivered as I voiced what she said, just to confirm that is true,
"Mine" She said as she took a step forward,
"Yours?"
"YES" she took another good amount of step towards me as she stood right beside the edge of the tub, she winked as she striped out of her cloth, my eyes had grew even wider at seeing this, she stepped one foot into the tub followed by the other, I was frozen to the spot as she slowly lower herself into the water and upon me, as she was now straddling my lap, she seductively encircled her arms around my neck, as she pulls her face close to whisper in my ear "Chi-ka-ne" I feel shivers running down my spine as goose dumps formed all over my uncovered body, she pulls back a little with a smirk,
"Himeko" I whisper out her name as if it's the most confidential information that I have ever received, I still could not believe this… Himeko is here, here in my arms!
And suddenly she closes the gap between our faces as she takes my lips within her own and slightly lick them with her tongue, I shuddered beneath her and I feel her smile into our kiss as I wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her closer, I pulled my legs up so that now she is sitting directly over my center, I feel the friction her action causes against my own burning center and I groan into her mouth, my lips part as she pushes her tongue into my mouth wanting to explore it thoroughly, my hands move down to cup her ass and I felt her pushing harder into my hands, as I squeezed her…
She drops one hand to my chest and begins to rub the tender flesh of my right breast, I pull back for air gasping at the feel of her hand on me, she takes this opportunity to kiss her way along my jaw line and up to my left ear, I shudder as I feel her suck and nip at my sensitive flesh and I reward her by a hard squeeze and a light bite on her own ear, she makes a noise close to a growl and move her way lower down to suck on my neck she nips at me gently earning a low purr from my own throat, she continues kneading my right breast and moves her head to my left taking my taut nipple into her mouth, This action causes her to move further down my body as I lose hold on her ass instead I rake my nails up and down the length of her back, I arch up to meet her mouth and she rewarded me with a light bite of my nipple, my hands went slowly to the back of her head, pressing her into my chest, as I feel her free hand begins to wander around under the water, down my flat stomach to my thighs and finally to my center, she slides her index finger up and down my slit, expertly avoiding the sensitive bundle of nerves that will send me over the edge, Even though we are in the water I can feel her slickness, It's warmer than the water and has a different texture.
She releases my nipple and moves back up my body assuming that she needed to feel my tongue in her mouth, she straddle my waist once again but kept her hand buried between our bodies, she roughly took my mouth with hers, The kiss is passionate and filled with need, she gasps as she feels my tongue push its way into her mouth, I coax her tongue into my mouth and I suck on it gently, she grinds herself down on me as my hand reaches between her legs, I slide one then two fingers slide into her gently rocking her back and forth, we develop a rhythm and begin to rock together, causing little waves of water to hit the sides of the tub, my thumb caressed her while my fingers are within her, as I feel her exploding in a mini shock of orgasmic bliss, she strokes me with more vigor, bent on making me climax before her, or the very least at the same time as herself, I sense that she is close and I release her mouth to suck and nip at her ear. She moans into me, and then, I feel what I had been waiting for, I feel her contract around my fingers, I feel her shaking in my arms, and then I hear her voice,
"SOOOUMA!"
"HUH?!" I felt her leave my grip as she got out and I saw her wrapping her naked body around the dark haired guy the stood at the front of the door "What the…?"
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea Swimming through sick lullabies Choking on your alibis But it's just the price I pay Destiny is calling me…
I snapped my eyes wide open as I bolted upright from the tub, as I now realized it was a just a dream, but it felt so real, so frightening real…
I got out of the tub as I sat on the edge, panting from still memorable dream, I put my head into my head as I sobbed softly, realizing that I'll never have Himeko the way I want her, and she'll always run to Souma no matter what, and I'll always be Himeko's friend…
Open up my eager eyes 'Cause I'm Mr. Brightside…
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*MiddleSan*