"No, no, no you can't break up with me. You said you loved me. You love my family you, you, you,-

I interrupted him at this point, "That's before you screwed up or should I say around."

"What are you talking about?" His eyes started darting around the room searching for excuses. I could tell he knew he was in trouble and in for it. But I wasn't going to let it go anymore. I'm so sick of him.

"I know you've been meeting up with Renesme, I see through your lies Jake and I'm sick of letting everything go and trying to move on. My heart has been through a war being with you Jake. It's over. Be gone." Man that felt good. I should be this empowering more often.

"Oh don't say that. You know you need me Bells. Come on lets go. Your just tired and saying things you don't mean."

Are you kidding me? Man he is dumb with a capital D. "Jake I'm serious. Its over. You've been caught red handed; your hand was in the cookie jar. Or should I say her shirt?" I took a deep breath. "I'd say it's been great but it hasn't, so bye Jake. I'm releasing so you can be with her now and obviously not be so busy seeing your 'aunt'."

I took off the necklace he gave me for our three year anniversary and threw it at him. I smiled when my aim didn't fail me for once and it pinked off his forehead. He grabbed and clutched it to his chest. "Don't do this Bella. I I can be better than this. We can work this out I-"

"No you can't Jacob. I see through you and now your just embarrassing yourself." I walked away hugging myself hoping he wouldn't follow me. A tear ran down my cheek reminding me of everything that I've gone through making it a joyful and saddening tear. Man, it was really over now.

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Alice came and got me, understanding my sobs when I called her cell phone. Her yellow porshe rolled up in front of my ex-boyfriends driveway and I slid into it. She hugged me and said, "Is it really over now?"

I just nodded and stared out the window watching the world whiz by as she drove away. I looked up and could just see him standing there watching dejectedly.

Jake and I had been dating since 8th grade, being the big talk of the time, a huge gossip factor. From the day he said 'will you go out with me' I swooned. Until three years later when I caught him red handed feeling up a senior chick and shoving his tongue in her mouth at that horrid party. I had agreed to go with my best friend Alice since he said he had to go see his aunt that just had knee surgery. He said that she needed some assistance while she recovered at home.

I'm Bella Swan and I'm single. Wow. That would take some time to get used to. I don't know what I'm doing next but I knew it wouldn't take me long to get over it. I had been let down a few to many times in my life considering I'd lost a lot of 'friends' and my mom. I remember the day she left. We went shopping for new clothes the day before and basically spent the while day together before she left Charlie, my dad, my brother Emmet and me.

She said she couldn't take it, it wasn't my fault she left, and it was her own fault for marrying so young to a man she hardly knew. I always blamed it on myself because I knew they only got married because she was pregnant with my brother Emmet. I know you think how is this my fault? But they were perfectly fine with just a single child. Then mom went to the doctor that very fateful day a year later and was told she was pregnant. They knew they couldn't afford baby number two but my mom couldn't stand the idea of abortion and my dad didn't like the idea of adoption since he had been a foster child since he was born.

I was born early and as the stress of a sick baby piled up and so did unpayable bills. When I was well enough to go home we were in debt and my parents were fighting all the time. Eventually Charlie got two jobs and Renee went back to work. Then when I was three my mom left.

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"Oh yeah I forgot to tell you, my brother Edward will be going to Forks High this year."

I look at Alice for a second then said, "I thought he went to some powerful music school in Alaska?"

"He did but he got kicked out and he couldn't get into another school like it so my parents are making him go here this year."

"Is he going to be social now? Because every time he has been home and I've been here he won't talk."

" That's because I think he likes you, but he knew you were taken."

"Wow. When does he get to Forks?" I said biting my lip, a horrible habit I couldn't shake.

"Umm..." She looks at the clock, "In twenty minutes."

"Holy crap Alice! Why didn't you tell me?"

"Well for the past month you've been in your room sulking and this was the first time you came out of your closet. I didn't want to scare you back into it. Now come on I don't have much time to make you look presenta-"

I interrupted, " Alice I don't need a new relationship at this point. I just got out of a messy break-up."

"Well you don't need to look like you did. So I am going to do a quick Bella Barbie and then you'll be set."

"Gaaaah! Alice!" She grabbed my hand and the little pixie pretty much yanked me up the stairs.

She handed me a purple sundress when we got to her way-to-big closet and said, "Get dressed quickly, and meet me in the bathroom. You've got a minute and a half."

I did as I was told and went to the bathroom where she shoved me in a chair and sped around my head. In fifteen minutes I looked human like with a dash of mascara, blush, and lipgloss. Somehow she even made my messy bun into a neat pony tail with my bangs sliding across my forehead.

"Well I would do more but they're early." I looked puzzled but then I heard a car door and we headed down stairs and we greeted them at the door.

Carlisle came in first followed by a bronze haired boy with green eyes that looked directly at me and I blushed.