Disclaimer: I do not own Silent Hill 3. I do not own the song either.
Author's note: I thought about this songfic and decided to write it.I know it's not very good. It is not directed towards any character really.
Letter -From The Lost Days-
A long time ago, I wrote a letter to myself. It was some sort of school project. I wasn't exactly sure why I did it actually and I didn't know what to say. All I did was ask myself lots of questions.
I sat in a chair in my bedroom, ten years after I wrote this letter. I read this letter, in hopes to find happiness. I had nothing...and I was miserable.
I felt that maybe this note could give me peace; after all, I wrote this letter as a child. As a child, I still had dreams. I was still happy.
[A letter to my future self...
Am I still happy yet again?]
No.
[Have I grown out 'pretty'?]
I don't know, but a lot of people think so.
[Is daddy still a good man?]
He was until he died.
[Am I still friends with Colleen?]
Yes, we are friends, although we never get a chance to talk anymore.
[I'm sure that I'm still laughing...]
[Aren't I?]
No, I have never laughed after my childhood years.
[Aren't I?]
[Hey there to my future self
If you forget how to smile
I have this to tell you
Remember it once in a while]
What am I supposed to remember? What did I want to tell myself?
[Ten years ago your past self
Prayed for you happiness
Please don't lose hope]
Hope.I have lost hope.
[Oh, oh without pain, me and you]
Are we still the same?
[Put here to feel joy, nothing blue]
I don't believe that. If I was here for feeling joy, why am I crying?
[Sad times and bad times, see them through]
I don't believe that either. These times have lasted such a long time.
[Soon we will know, if it's for real]
Happiness and joy are not real. They are only fantasies.
[What we both feel]
Was I sad as a child, too?
[Though I can't know for sure how things worked out for us]
Everything has been awful.
[No matter how hard it gets, you have to realize
We weren't put on this earth to suffer and cry.]
Then why am I crying?
[We were made for being happy.
So be happy, for me, for you.
Please.]
Alright, past self. I will do it for you, and for me. This is the only thing that will make both of us happy.
[Oh, oh without pain, me and you
Put here to feel joy, nothing blue
Sad times and bad times, see them through
Soon we will know, if it's for real
What we both feel]
It was real. It was our reality.
I took my gun and aimed at my head. I felt the cold steel against me and yet I wasn't afraid. After this I would finally be happy.
[We were put here on this earth, put here to feel joy...]
1.
[We were put here on this earth, put here to feel joy...]
2.
[We were put here on this earth, put here to feel joy...]
3.
[We were put here on this earth, put here to feel joy...]
I pulled the trigger.and I was happy at last.
Author's note: I thought about this songfic and decided to write it.I know it's not very good. It is not directed towards any character really.
Letter -From The Lost Days-
A long time ago, I wrote a letter to myself. It was some sort of school project. I wasn't exactly sure why I did it actually and I didn't know what to say. All I did was ask myself lots of questions.
I sat in a chair in my bedroom, ten years after I wrote this letter. I read this letter, in hopes to find happiness. I had nothing...and I was miserable.
I felt that maybe this note could give me peace; after all, I wrote this letter as a child. As a child, I still had dreams. I was still happy.
[A letter to my future self...
Am I still happy yet again?]
No.
[Have I grown out 'pretty'?]
I don't know, but a lot of people think so.
[Is daddy still a good man?]
He was until he died.
[Am I still friends with Colleen?]
Yes, we are friends, although we never get a chance to talk anymore.
[I'm sure that I'm still laughing...]
[Aren't I?]
No, I have never laughed after my childhood years.
[Aren't I?]
[Hey there to my future self
If you forget how to smile
I have this to tell you
Remember it once in a while]
What am I supposed to remember? What did I want to tell myself?
[Ten years ago your past self
Prayed for you happiness
Please don't lose hope]
Hope.I have lost hope.
[Oh, oh without pain, me and you]
Are we still the same?
[Put here to feel joy, nothing blue]
I don't believe that. If I was here for feeling joy, why am I crying?
[Sad times and bad times, see them through]
I don't believe that either. These times have lasted such a long time.
[Soon we will know, if it's for real]
Happiness and joy are not real. They are only fantasies.
[What we both feel]
Was I sad as a child, too?
[Though I can't know for sure how things worked out for us]
Everything has been awful.
[No matter how hard it gets, you have to realize
We weren't put on this earth to suffer and cry.]
Then why am I crying?
[We were made for being happy.
So be happy, for me, for you.
Please.]
Alright, past self. I will do it for you, and for me. This is the only thing that will make both of us happy.
[Oh, oh without pain, me and you
Put here to feel joy, nothing blue
Sad times and bad times, see them through
Soon we will know, if it's for real
What we both feel]
It was real. It was our reality.
I took my gun and aimed at my head. I felt the cold steel against me and yet I wasn't afraid. After this I would finally be happy.
[We were put here on this earth, put here to feel joy...]
1.
[We were put here on this earth, put here to feel joy...]
2.
[We were put here on this earth, put here to feel joy...]
3.
[We were put here on this earth, put here to feel joy...]
I pulled the trigger.and I was happy at last.