Carly sat on the edge of her hospital bed. She didnt know what she could do to make this better for Jax. She loved him so much, but there had been so much distance lately and this would put even more. Carly slowly put her clothes back on, as she looked at her stomach. Tears began to fall, as Carly fell against the wall.
"I'm going to be okay...Jax and I will get through this."
She cried even more as she held onto her stomach, that once had a baby in it.
"I'm so sorry baby, I'm sorry Jax and I fought, I'm sorry I lost you. I'm sorry I wasnt a good enough mother to protect you."
She got up off the floor and went out to her car. She got in and turned the car on. She began driving down the road. She picked up her cell to call Jax.
Across town, Jax was sitting on the couch.
"Sam, I just dont know how much longer I can deal with this"
"Jax, she's really trying. Carly loves you more than life. She's risking her life to have your baby"
"I know but we always fight"
"You fight with everyone Jax. Carly is your wife. You love her"
"I do love her, but how much more can we take?"
"Fight...fight for you love, for you baby"
"She cares about Jason more than me"
"No she doesnt...trust me"
Just then Jax's phone rang.
"It's Carly"
"Answer it"
"Hello" he said picking up the phone.
"Where are you?"
"At home. why?"
"Are you alone?"
"Yes."
"Okay good I will be there in 15 minutes"
They hung up.
"You got to go."
"Why?"
"Carly will be here in 15 minutes and she wants to talk to me alone"
"Alright..I will go. Call me okay?"
"Of course"
Jax put his arms around Sam and hugged her tight.
" Your the best friend I have ever had. Thank you so much. I love you I hope you know that"
Sam left and Jax sat back on the couch.
Carly walked into the door and looked into Jax's eyes.
She burst into tears...
"Whats wrong Carly?"
"Sit down"
Jax sat down and Carly sat next to him.
"Jax.. I dont know how to say this. Because frankly I cant wrap my own mind around it"
"What is it Carly"
"It's not that simple Jax"
Jax got up and started pacing.
" tell me Carly"
"It's about the baby"
"What about the baby Carly... stop bullshiting and TELL ME!"
"I had a misscarriage."
Before she could say anymore, Jax slung his fist into the wall. It was bleeding and he had broken a few knuckles.
"Jax!"
"Go away Carly...just go."
Carly took off and left the house.
Jax was in a daze, he grabbed the first bottle of alcohol he could find. He then picked up the phone and called the one person he could..Sam.
"Sam. It's Jax. I need you. come over."
"Im on my way"
Sam arrived at the house and walked inside.
"what happened?"
"OMG Jax! Your hand"
"It's nothing... I have nothing"
"What do you mean you have nothing?"
"The baby is gone, she had a misscarriage"
"Jax..."
Jax broke down in tears...
"I have nothing left but you. That baby was the ONE thing that was holding Carly and me together."
"you need to go to the hospital"
"i dont want to."
"if u wont do it for you, do it for me"
Jax hugged Sam as he broke down her arms. She held him close...