Drowning
It was awful, it was horrid, the sound, the feel, the smell. It was awful, simply awful. Jasper was gone. I would never hold him again. My love, the other half of my being was gone. I couldn't believe it when they came, they came and took him away for no reason. They took him to a place where nun can return from. So I sent them after him, through the gateways of death. It was awful, simply awful. Jasper was the only one who…died. After I murdered his killers, I ran, I ran far far from my family. None of them tried to follow me. They thought I would come back. They were wrong. So now here I am, as far away as I could possibly be, from anyone. I know jasper would want me to move on, but in that sense, he was always hypocritical. Sure, there was no issue if he died to protect me, but no, I would never be allowed to sacrifice myself for him. it wasn't fair. But just because I know he would want it, I wouldn't kill myself, and I would pretend to be with my family. With my sight, I would watch over them, and take care of them as best I can…from the distance at which I am. I would never ever let esme or Rosalie feel this aweful aweful pain that I have. Mabey if I ever sensed their danger, then I would leave my little hole, down here at the bottom of the ocean. I will watch them and live in my visions for the rest of forever, what a very very long time.
Ok, so that was an idea I tossed around in my head for a little while, just a very short oneshot, so…there you go, and just so u no, the volture didn't kill jasper, and this happened before bella and renessmee. So when jasper died, alice ran and swam to the bottom of the deepest part of the ocean possible, the challenger deep, in the Marianas Trench, then she dug through about 1 mile of rock, made a little cave and stayed there.