So this is sorta tribute to Nicole Megan Uley Black, and sorta my audition. Don't ask. This is Leah being bitter, angry but dutiful. I'm hoping to have more chapters of 'Leah Rant' up soon.
I'm strong. That's what I tell myself when I feel myself failing. I'm rock-hard, centred on who I am, what I am. My pack comes first, and then me and the vampires can go to Hell, or wherever they'd go if I could burn them. But nooooo. Jacob had to imprint on one. Well he deserves something good after all that Bitch Bella put him through. Screw the vampires, especially the pixie-whore, Alice.
Yeah, I do survive mainly on anger, what's it to you? No one cares what the hell I do these days. No one gives a shit about me. I don't care if I'm bitter I'm me, build a bridge and get over it. I know everyone says (or thinks if you're a wolf) that once I imprint I'll be fine. I say screw imprints. If I wanted love I would've move out of the frigging town already. The only thing I live for is my mom, Seth and the pack.
My life is better now that I no longer have to face Sam fucking Uley every-shitting-day. Now I'm a beta in Jake's pack, which is better. Purpose really does make life a little bit more worth it.
Love is unnecessary. It only gives you a weakness, an Achilles heel. I don't want that dead weight dragging me around, especially if I'm gonna imprint and be some idiot's love slave. Yeah, no. I'm nobody's person. Who needs someone who's gonna hold you back and weigh you down? Not me for sure.
Vampires are another thing that everyone could be better off without. They do nothing but ruin lives, not to mention take them excessively too. Bella proved to be already a first class home wrecker. The vampires first had to come into La Push and screw everyone over. Then they just had to drag their damn problems into our lives, it's not enough to just mess with our lives, they have to potentially end them too.
Loyalty is something I hold above all else, though. Loyalty to my pack especially. Though I hate vampires with a passion, I have no choice but to tolerate them. Unfortunately. They just had to wreak havoc on us, huh? Loyalty to my family, my biological family. If Charlie and my mom get married don't mean I'll be nice to the skank, excuse me, Bella. Seth is one of the most important things to me. Even if he hates it. Nobody is messing with my little brother without going through me first. Bite me, I bite back.