I do not know how your people mourned
so I will mourn you in my way.
Though I prayed with you, lay with you
and loved you.
I don't think in the end that was enough
though even from beyond the grave you've
continued to save me.
I have thought at times that
god was the whale but then
I doubt my god would have let
one so prone to sodomy as I to live.
Perhaps then it was yours.
Forgive me
I do not know how your people mourned.