she throws herself
on top her bed
and cries about
the day that's been
the more she thinks
the worse her thoughts
she cries and wishes
she were dead
her friends think her life
is just fine
and won't put their view
into mine
she's depressed and emo
thinks she's fat
ugly, unhealthy
and shit like that
the two best people
moved away
their daddy molested her
in seventh grade
the school day's fine
but when she's home
she locks herself
up in her room
for if she don't
he mom will fight
step dad will say
you be quiet
her feelings hurt
she starts to cry
and thinks about
what's wrong inside
in the bathroom
weeping softly
shaking, sniffling
can't stop coughing
start to panic
hard to breath
think all bout
"what's wrong with me?"
one day she
will find a rope
and tie a knot
that might bring hope
standing on the chair
looks up and smiles deeply
can't stop her now
guess what, she is me...