Tearing Me Up (Edited) -Soul Eater Fanfiction.
Authors Note: Hey, I've been wanting to write a fanfiction for a while now! I've always been nervous because I'm dyslexic and I've always been afraid of excessive criticism but I've gotten over that and I hope to inspire others to write! Hope you enjoy this juicy work in progress.
Maka spent majority of her vacation catching up on good books. She took up weekly hikes with Tsubaki, and the girls while the boys swam in the beautiful clear blue water fall and springs, that Black Star stumbled upon. This place was a dream Maka thought. She was lucky to have a chance to relax.
Maka spent a day at the beach with the girls before their big time annual dinner party with the entire gang. This year Tsubaki was hosting it at her and Black Star's place. Everyone looked forward to it especially this year, since Tsubaki was the best cook among the friends.
Liz and Tsubaki waded in the waves while Patty made sandcastles. Maka was in the ocean earlier but became cold and decided to lay in the sun and enjoy a chapter or two.
Maka was a pale girl but she tried to absorb some sun into her skin; just enough to be lightly sun kissed. She had a few freckles develop on her shoulder and bridge of her nose. Now that she was older she started putting her pigtails to rest and wore her hair down a little more. She grew tall but stayed very petite. Though she wasn't fully endowed like Tsubaki, Liz, and Patty, she developed a chest that suited her. But the change didn't go unnoticed by her boisterous friends.
Maka chuckled as she recalled Patty shouting
"OOOoooOOH Maka! Your boobs are bigger!" after returning from a long summer vacation before the academy started in the fall.
Soul happened to be standing next to Maka after the Patty's scene was made. Maka and Soul didn't dare look at each other because they knew how awkward they would both feel. When Patty and Liz caught up to the two Liz apologized about 100 times while Patty hugged and squeezed Maka and Soul until they couldn't breath. Maka smiled and simple said, it was no problem. She was use to Patty's lack of filter.
"But yes, they did get a little bigger" Maka whispered into the girl's ears as they walked off to greet Tsubaki, leaving Soul to caught up with Kid.
While Maka laid on the beach, she wondered if Soul noticed. She realized he hadn't called her "Tiny Tits" in a while. But that wouldn't matter, a cool guy like him isn't attracted to a brain like her, she convinced herself.
Maka finished a chapter in her book and packed up her things to go back to her apartment.
"Leaving already Maka?" Tsubaki ask.
"Ha ha, yes, I think I caught enough rays for the day" Maka explained.
"Alright, well don't forget we're all meeting up for dinner tonight at my place!" Said Tsubaki
"Of course, I'm bringing wine" Maka winked
Maka said bye to the girls and shuffled through the sand on her way to her and Soul's apartment. 20 minutes later she was at her front door, she dug around in her bag for the keys. She couldn't find them.
"I must have left them at the beach, I hope someone found them for me."
She grabbed her cell phone and called Tsubaki. Luckily Tsubaki confirmed that Maka left them at the beach and she'll give them to her at dinner. Maka was relieved but she crossed her fingers that Soul was home to let her in.
"KNOCK KNOCK!" She said while simultaneously knocking on the door. She waited for a few seconds. She knocked again, a little louder. "Soul, I forgot my key!" after waiting for about a minute or two she decided to call him on her phone but right then the doorknob turned and standing in the doorway was a dripping wet, was an annoyed Soul.
"Oy, I was in the shower. The smartest girl in the academy but you always lose your damn keys" He remarked.
"This is the first time this month i've forgot my keys, so shut up." she replied.
He was dripping from the shower. He had a towel loosely wrapped around his waist. Maka had never seen him in this state, only because he showered when she was in bed, or gone. She had a hard time keeping her heart from dropping into her stomach. He had grown a lot over the summer and last couple of years. He too became taller, and more defined. His face was chiseled, and masculine, less round and child like. He still had the same eyes, and toothy grin, but now they seem to send new messages that make Maka's body race.
Trying to keep it together Maka, walked passed him and started to head up the stairs. She turned around briefly and thanked him for opening the door. He grinned and shrugged in a "what can I say" kind of gesture. It made Maka roll her eyes, but as soon as she turned around she felt hot and turned bright red.
Maka briskly went into her room, grabbed a clean pair of underwear, a bra, and simple maroon summer dress to wear from tonight's dinner, and her small vibrator. Shewrapped it into her towel then she quickly went into the bathroom before bumping into Soul. She needed to calm herself down before tonight's dinner.
She placed her things on the countertop and turned the shower on to warm it up. It didn't take long to warm up because Soul warmed it up previously. Maka undressed herself. She touched her chest and felt tingles. She whispered to herself very breathy "Soul". She moved farther down, passing her belly button down to her pelvis and finally to the supple lips of her vagina. Her vagina was sore and hot. She was longing for something, she knew what… she decided to masterbate, at least to ease her tension.
She finished her shower and wrapped a towel around her body. She exited the bathroom and shuffled quietly into her bedroom. Then horror filled her gut when she realized she left her vibrator in the bathroom shower. She nonchalantly walked to the bathroom and realized the door was closed. Maka face went pale as Soul walked out of the bathroom with his cologne.
"Hey, sorry if you were still using the bathroom, I just wanted to grab my cologne for tonight" Soul said.
"What!? Oh your cologne, oh yeah, thats cool, I just forgot to grab a towel for my hair" Maka tried to play it cool.
Maka scooted passed Soul and shut the door on him, she grabs her blue vibrator and folded it between a towel. Opened the door and hoped Soul went to his room already. No one was in the doorway so she made her way to her bedroom, she walked passed Souls room. He was laying on the bed, listening to music on his music player. Even that quick glance started an arousal in her. They locked eyes briefly. She made it to her room and closed the door.
She dropped the towel off of her body to allow herself to air dry a little. She brushed through her wet tangles. Then there was a quiet knock at the door, Maka threw on a tee shirt nightgown and a pair of clean underwear then went to the door. She cracked open the door,
"what?" she said a little annoyed.
Soul replied, "are you mad at me or something? I'm getting weird vibes and I would like to get it out in the open before we go to a dinner with our friends."
"What!? I don't have a problem! You're just trying to start something" Maka replied defensively.
"Why are you acting uncool?! I haven't even fucking seen you all day!"
"I'm not fucking MAD AT YOU!... I'm just having a weird day, I need to be alone for a sec"
"If you're embarrassed that you masterbate, well get over it. You're not the first one to jerk it in the bathroom." Soul said bluntly.
"What the fuck Soul! That's none of your damn business!"
Soul, stood in the doorway, for a second. "Heh," He chuckled, then sighed.
"Well, it's cool, don't let me ruin your fun Maka."
He turned around and placed his hands in the pockets of his joggers, the walked to his room.
"Oh uh, just shout when you're ready to head out, I was thinking of leaving at 8." then he looked over his shoulder at Maka and gave a friendly wink.
"That sounds fine", Maka replied.
Still standing in the doorway, she closed the door gently. She felt bad for snapping at him. When they were younger Soul would snap right back at her, for the smallest things. But now that they were older, Maka seemed to be the only one to snap, and Soul just kinda took it; and remained cool about it.
It's not like he's never been real with her before. He would always talk about his dates with other girls. He would always joke loudly about masterbating, go into details about one night stands, and tell the best stories about his drunken adventures with the boys.
Maka enjoied listening to the stories, but the truth was she might have been a little jealous. Her pride always stopped her from going out and doing anything excessive or unnecessary. Her idiot father ruined all that for her. But her was tired of feeling like she needed to be the good and responsible one of the group. Maybe tonight, she'll let loose.
After settling her mind, she walked downstairs, still in her long t-shirt, and put some hot water to boil in the kettle. She made two small cups of camomile tea, and stirred in a spoonful of honey in each. She figured she should clear the air and apologize to Soul for well..., being a bitch all the time.
Slowly walking upstairs, she approached Souls door, she hesitated for a second, but managed to gently knock at the door with her elbow (since her hands were full).
Soul opened the door.
"So… that's what you plan to wear? I'm not judging or anything." He chuckled.
"Yeah, Soul… Didn't you know the theme this year was 'sleep over chic'."
They both laughed at the sarcasm.
She gave the tea to Soul, and he smiled, confused, but didn't ask questions.
"Listen Soul… I'm sorry for snapping at you all the time... I guess… i don't know… I guess I have all the pent up anger. Sometimes I just get a little jealous that I can't really be myself, like you and our friends can. I'm trying so hard not to be my father. I'm not sure if that would ever change, but thanks for dealing with me and my attitude."
"Hey, you're my partner, I'll always deal with your attitude. You deal with me."
"Yeah, haha, I do deal with you."
"You know Maka, I've lived across that hallway from you from years and I never had told you how beautiful you've become. You're nothing like your dad, and you'll never be anything like him. Don't ever feel like you can't be yourself to please everyone, that's not the meister I chose."
Maka felt warm in her cheeks, and her heart became light.
Soul put his tea on his dresser, and leaned in close to Maka. He seemed towered over her by his height but he was still so close
"I have a feeling you hide your feelings from me and I try to keep my distance" he said in a smooth tone.
"But I can't keep my distance anymore..."
Then Soul lightly grabbed Maka's chin and kissed her softly.