Sam look at the sky

as he lay dying in the

cold ground...

his sight become

blur....

pain he feel

right now

he know he deserve.. this

for betray his only

brother..

as he look down

he see his bleeding wrist pouring

down like

a tear..

in the sky.

as tear start to

roll down like

a river down

his cold cheek.

memories fill

his head as

he slow fade away

in the dark.

broken promise

and forgotten love

for each other..

but the fallen trust

is now gone.

like him.

sam look at the moon as it

glow so beautiful

in the darkness.

Sam felt so lost

so confuse

he wanted his big

brother now...

but he know this is

the best thing to do

to help his brother.

Sam know that he must died

this is the only way

to win this war..

that he brought upon

us.....

as Sam close his sad eye

for the last time..

tear flowing down

without care..

pain of knowing that he will

never see his brother

again..

Sam felt his heart broke..

it felt the same way..

when dean say he

doesn't trust me anymore..

Sam felt his breath

was going away

he feel so dizzy

he know he was fade away

quickly

Sam last through

was dean..

hope he was safe

from Lucifer

when he gone..

he hope his death will

being peace to him..

now that he is leaving

for

good this

time...

Sam smile weakling

as he felt his heart

slowly stopping

thump,....

thum..

then

......

nothing

but silence

fill the cold air..

no sound

no cried..

nothing but

the breeze..

no one Will ever know

where he lay

the only through

that Sam was thinking

before he left

was

now dean is free.

he free from me

now he doesn't had to worry

about me..

anymore..

as one last tear strolling down for

one last time.

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as dean lay down in the cold bed

by himself..

he couldn't sleep,

the memories is hell

only brought nightmare

to his mind..

he can never rest

they never stop

haunted him

day in or night..

dean closed his eye

as suddenly a picture as

his brother

came to mind..

this pain is familer

when his brother

was in danger

or

hurt..

dean through,,,,

dean instinct got up

and grab his cellphone

and call

Sam,

he wait for Sam

to answer

but he never did..

as he paused worrier

if something happen

to SAM,,

he felt the urge to go fine his

brother..

but couldn't remember when

his brother last call..

he felt his heart was

dying..

dean close his cell

when Sam didn't answer

frustrated fill his mind..

he went around the room

and grab all his thing..

so he can look for

his

brother..

but

before he can do that

cas came

and ask

for help......

dean look at cas...

he said he couldn't

i need to look for

Sam.. dean told cas...

cas look at dean

and said.

you can't i need

you help

this

can't be deny

dean felt fury

irate

that cas won't let

him fine Sam

dean look at cas

and said

okay, fine

i go...

dean said unhappy..

thank you dean..

cas said exhausted

dean went to car and hope

Sam was not wounded

badly..

dean through to himself

as he drive away

never knowing that Sam

is gone.. for good this

time..

this one no one

can ever being him

back..

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i don't know if i should make a new chapter

i don't if it worth it......