The rain had already plastered my hair to face and soaked through my clothes, but I didn't notice. Not now. He looked the same, except worse in a way. His eyes were sad and betrayed. While I'm sure mine were just pure shock. He wasn't supposed to know. Not him. As the rain pounded down on both of us, merely a foot away from each other, I thought about how he would feel. I'm a completely different person than the one he knows. Everything I've told him, was a lie. He must have felt cheated and betrayed.
I lifted my head and looked at him, as I made my decision to run, he spoke.
"Why?" was all he said, but it changed a lot. His voice was broken, devasted, betrayed, and lifeless. His eyes lost the betrayal and were dominated by sadness, and they looked as if they were hundreds of years old, and have seen things I can only imagine.
I shook my head, trying to shake the tears from my eyes that suddenly blurred my vision. I slowly started backing up, still trying to regain enough control to speak. I gave up on trying to control the tears, and let them spill over. They sped down my cheeks in streaks, washing away all the dirt, sort of like how I washed away my trust from him.
I looked up at him, straight into his eyes, with the full knowledge that I was the one who caused him all that pain, and sadness, and faced it full on. The tears streaming down my face, the lump still in my throat, I whispered, making sure Edward would hear.
" I said Don't Trust Me."
I turned around and ran. Not looking back, ordering myself not to, but I let myself feel the full of my emotions. And I never wanted to go there again.
________________________________________________________________________
Ok, so I know that not really many people read one chapter stories, but this is in progress ( clearly) and this is only the preface. Im halfway done with chapter one right now, and for anyone who reads Curiosity killed The Cat, im almost done with chapter four. I know that im a slow writer sometimes, nd im sorry, but its about to get slower, im just about to start my freshman year in high school, so its bound to be hectic for a while. But I still will keep writing, it just may be a little slower than we all would like.
-missstone123. J