Authors Note: Hi This is my first fan fiction! I have actually had this account for a couple of months but couldn't think of a story! But last night 3 Idea's Popped in to my Head, One of my stories will be Clare is dating Fitz but he physically hurts her and she has to keep it a secret especially from Eli. My other one will be Eclare one shots, Then a Series of Flare One Shots. Then this one! Ok I will stop talking and Go on with the story!

Oh Yea and I Do not Own Degrassi!

Summary: Clare Is going through a lot and finds a way to relieve her stress and wash her worries away. Please Read J

"Randall You missed Our family dinner again!" Clare heard her mother shout

"Well I'm sorry Helen But someone has to support our family!" Her father shouted back

Clare heard more and more screaming. "Great" she thoughtThe first day of school

Was tomorrow and she knew she would be up all night.

She heard a glass break and more screaming. She began to cry But quickly wiped the

Tears away. She turned her head to her night stand and saw the razor blade she had used

Earlier that day to open a package from her Grandma. Just one time, Maybe it will help

She thought And before having second thoughts she grabbed the blade and ran to the

Bathroom. She held the blade to her forearm very tightly and then silt. She winced in pain

And forgot all about her parents. She thought the pain felt Good, Nice, She could not

Describe what the pain felt like. For one minute she was happy and forgot about

Everything. She forgot about her parents, her sister, and she forgot about her life.

Clare Watched as her blood slowly dripped down. She sighed and turned on the shower.

She went to bed feeling relieved, fresh and fell asleep.

Authors note; Ok so I know its really short but this is more of a prologue to show

how everything is going on! I do not now how it feels when you cut yourself,

I used to burn myself with salt and ice and that's just how I felt. Please please

REVIEW! But don't be too mean! J

~Trinity;)