The peaceful silence of the city
Came around a fateful night,
When white came pouring down
As you extend you hand to the sky,
I could tell by your grasp that your soundless voice
Would only live but for a moment
It all happened that night.
I lost my one and only love.
And now he's gone,
And he will NEVER COME BACK!
He was my everything.
YOU HEAR YOU BASTARD!? HE WAS MY EVERYTHING AND NOW YOU FUCKING TOOK HIM!
YOU'RE NO FUCKING GOD,
Y-you're just a monster.
3:00 hours earlier at the hospital-Gilberts pov
I walk around find the room number 404 (A/N), and it was quit easy. All you had the do is see which room you walked pass smelled like maple syrup or not. I was not late, I was awesomely late!
Gah, stop getting all excited your best friend is in a hospital for Christ sake.
Ugh this is so unawesome, my little Birdie been in a hospital for weeks.
UGH DAMN IT!
Hm, calm down Gilbert, you are getting pissed off and that is so unawesome... WHERE'S THE FUCKING ROOM DAMN IT!? I'VE BEEN HERE A MILLION FUCKING TIMES AND I CANT FIND THE FUCKING RO- oh there it is.
And there's his doctor standing out side his room talking to the nurse. Shit... This can't be good.
"oh, hello Mr. Beilschmidt we have news for you," Dr. Brooklyn said in an excited yet serious tone.
"Well, is it awesome or unawesome news?"
"Both but I think it would be better if I told you the good news fist." she said.
Then there was an awkward pause.
"Well are you going to tell me or not?" I said growing impatient to see my boy frie- I mean best friend.
"He is doing well after the surgery on his ear and after a few days he can go around the hospital. Unfortunately the bad news after the surgery he's lost his hearing."
Fuck his so unawesome family. If they noticed there son was sick sooner or even noticed him at all he wouldn't having his ears bleeding or coughing up blood.
HE WOULD STILL BE ABLE TO HEAR, DAMN IT!
Two days later
Gilbert's pov
Matti and I were walking around the hospital in silence I could hear everything but the awesome blond next to me couldn't.
I wish I could talk to him.
I wonder if he's scared.
Confused.
In pain.
But I guess I'll never know what going on in his mind.
All I know is that he is getting sicker and sicker and no one knows why.
I felt a breeze and realized that we made it out side. I feel the snow melting as it touched my skin. I look at my little Birdie, looking as sick as ever.
And that when it happened...
Silently the snow collected
From the heavens, light would gather
You looked up and smiled:
"What does my voice sound like now?"
Even if I replied would matter since
You cane hear my voice no more
Can you pleas tell me if your in pain
Can you please at least just call my name?
What place will you see when you away from me
Where you I cannot follow you
Please don't leave me here alone
How could you abandon me?
When the two of us are sharing one soul?
There's really nothing I can do,
But hold on to you life less body as snow falls
I cry, I sigh I don't know why I long to hear your voice
My only wish is that you speak once more before you disappear
From this earth
(Just one more time)
(Just one more time, I ask)
... That's when lost him.
Call out my name
His knees gave up in.
This all my fault.
I should've turned back once I realized that we outside...
But here I am on my knees...
...Hold his pale and cold body as his life silently slips away without anyone caring, everyone but me.
The only one that noticed him and didn't use
But now he's gone.
Mein kleine Birdie, er ist weg.
He was the love of my life, even though I never said it.
I'm sorry Birdie.
I pulled the small lifeless Canadian's head to my chest and that's when I noticed the tears running down my face.
I'm so sorry.
From the gound you stare up at me
With hollow eyes, filled water
Ready to flow down;
Us alone under the gray sky
Falling snow's all that moves in this world
Where everything seems to have stopped for you-
Snow so cold that it begins to burn,
And I know your voice will not return
All explanations gone
Of why we can't be one
I beg of you to listen to my voice
I beg of you to smile again
There are no more that I can cry
They all just fade away in you eyes
I wishes really can come true, then I beg of you
To take away my voice and give to the be I love right here
Who's dying in my arms-
I'm all alone in this world since your gone
And the final memory of you will be this
(This one moment)
(I ask of you)
The doctors came out and took him while the nurse less me out of the hospital.
When I got home I floped on my bed.
Just lying down with a pillow I've my face just thinking about Mattie, no.
My Birdie.
Let me fade away with you
Several days paced by and now I'm at a funeral with his brother, who was away when he was sick, and a few other people.
I love the awesome birdie and I was an idiot for not telling him that.
My only regret, my love, *AHHHH*
Was that I never let those words escape my lips
And now I missed my chance and you'll be gone
Without a trace
Even if I scream, you'll never hear
And now your voice will never flow
Within my ears..
So I wrote this story to tell you why I'm going to and it all.
The pain.
So…
Bye.
May all the snowflakes in the world
(And now my soundless voice is rising up)
Continue to fall on the earth for eternity,
(Towards the heavens, too)
And take away all of me so that I can be with her;
(And it's painted white by the melting snow, and soon will be with you)
Erase this soundless voice of mine
(My last wish is for this to finish)
So that I can be closer to the one I love
(And nothing will remain, not even my soul)
BANG!
Make it white
(A/N) one: I don't know how hospital rooms work even though I've been to hospitals a lot… BUT HEY IM IN A HOSPITAL WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO!?
Anyways thank you for read I should have number two up soon… I hope… BYEZEZZZZZZZZZZZZZ! ^.^/