Dear Diary Journal Thing

by Deaths Lie

Dear Diary Journal thing I have decided to start writing because I never want to forget how happy I am here and now. Will you hold the times of past to future for me so I know I can come back? I think things are about to change and I should record them this time through. I think it will be fun to write about my life, now love life as well. I may or my not say secrets. -Masaomi Kida

1. Entry One

Dear diary journal thing,

I don't know about everyone else but personally I hate being sick. It's not the cough bruising my ribs, or even puking up my guts. It's the fact that I'm embarrassed to go around people, not that they really want me near them anyways. Anyway for some reason my beautiful, wonderful, idiotic boyfriend decided he should come over since I didn't show up for school.

See our parents hadn't let us live together like we were the first few weeks of our dating. You know for some reason it's completely insane for us to want that. Mikados parents kind of threatend to send him back home if we lived together, psh rent would have been cheaper, but we can date. But not living together lowers my chance of SEX!

Oh wow I get off topic but let me just talk about Mikado and I eheh more intimate scenes for a bit. Okay so we have gotten louder than when we first started. Like as in we used to be a whisper, and now I'm scared the neighbors are going to come over to tell us to shut up. I am so screaming man. Dairy. Journal thing. Plus he gets me so excited. Oh my God! It feels so incredible. Like you haven't lived 'til Mikados fucked you. I highly recommend it. Wait he is MINE! But you're not living so no worries. Right? Emph now I am sooo horny, I think I am gonna go take care of this.

Okay better now, but a bit tired. :( Thats what I get for getting hard when I'm sick. OH right! Sick! Thats the reason I started writing in the first place. But sex with Mikado is very distracting.

So Mikado came over and I have this embarrassing cough right now. I didn't come to school today, wait what time is it? Okay 11:48 still today. Not because I couldn't handle the hour long cough, it's because I didn't want Mikado to see me so weak.

I know he is like the only person to see me cry, dance naked in the bathroom, obsessively clean my house, oh and scream from unbearable pleasure. But something about hacking up Java the Hut and blowing out his relatives really makes me embarrassed.

He made me soup, fed it to me, and was just all around babying me, any girls dream right? No I am a guy. But he was being so sweet but he though I had a really high fever because I was blushing so hard. It only got worse as the night progressed and I was ready to faint from trying not to cough. Finally I had anough and litterally picked him up and threw him out of my front door. I may be the uke but I am stronger and biger than him. Now I feel lame...
Last thought before I crash. I have been seeing more of them recently. How can the yellow rebuild without its leader? Oh well I will continue smilling and try not to fall again. I can't let what happened to Saki happen to Mikado, I would run away with her if it ment my debt might be closer to being paid. Good night I will protect them good this time. I promise. If I can just get past Izaya.