Lost
Chapter One:
I watched Tonks as she stared up at the stars and wondered how such a wonderful girl could fall in love with a monster like me, even though I wish I didn't, I still remember the day she told me that she loved me.
"I love you Remus," Tonks said, "So why won't you give me a chance?"
"I can't Tonks, you're putting yourself in danger just by talking to me and I couldn't bear for you to get hurt, so please just stop telling me that you love me because I'll just hurt you if you get too close," I said.
"You're already hurting me," Tonks said on the verge of tears, "You're breaking my heart by just telling me that you can't be with me, I'm already deeply and totally in love with you, and I can tell that while you tell me this you're just breaking my heart and hurting yourself, so please just tell me why you hurt yourself by doing this, because of something that happened a long time ago and if you're not clear on what I'm saying, you're little incident with Greyback, it doesn't bother me at all, it just makes me want to be with you even more." By the end of this sentence tears were silently streaming down her cheeks. "And if you don't believe me than maybe this will," As Tonks finished, she grabbed me and kissed me as if it was the last time she ever would. But suddenly she stopped.
"Tonks I... do, really believe you, but I can't," I said.
"Okay, that's all I needed to hear." She said coolly. And then... she ran, probably as graceful as I will ever see her run.
As I stood there brooding over this, I didn't notice Tonks sit up and take her guitar out of her case and sing,
If
roses are meant to be red lost in this world
and violets to be blue
then why
isn't my heart meant for you
my hands longing to touch you
I
can barely breathe
stormy eyes that make me melt
right in front
of me
I even get lost in this song
and
when the lights go down
That
is where I'll be found his music's irresistible Mr.Inaccessable lost
in this world I get lost in this
world
your voice
makes my skin crawl
innocent and pure
I guess you heard it all
before
will this ever change
one thing
that remains the same
is you're still a picture in a frame
I even get lost in this song
and when the lights
go down
that is where I'll be found
I get lost in your eyes
and when the lights go down
that's where I'll be found
Yeah, Yeah
Yeah,
Yeah lost in this world
Well I get lost in your eyes
and
when the lights go down
and we're the only ones
Woah, Oh
Oh, Ah
Oh, Ah
Courtesy To Anouk for "Lost"