You need to know this before I start my story Sean was in a car bomb but he survived and this car bomb was made by Amanda and of course Alex was so worried about him . And this story is after this car bomb with 3 weeks .
(Nikita entered Alex's room )
Nikita: Hey , Alex wake up … Alex wake up
(Nikita then looked at Alex and saw that she is not waking up then she checked her palls and she saw that she is barely alive then she started screaming until Michael came )
Michael : what is going on?
Nikita : call the EMT's now
(Michael rushed and carried Alex and took her to medical )
The Doctor : what happened ?
Nikita : I don't know when I came to her room in the morning and tried to wake her up but she didn't wake up
The Doctor : ok , I will see what is wrong with her .
Michael : what do you think happened?
Nikita : I really don't know but …..
( Sean entered the room in a rush when he saw Nikita and Michael standing )
Sean: what happened ? what is going on with Alex ?
Nikita : we don't know .
(after 20 minutes )
Sean: why is the doctor taking so long ?
Nikita: just calm down Alex is going to be fine.
( but deep inside Nikita there was this fear of losing Alex as the fear that Sean was feeling . she was so feared that she stared to remember her times with Alex , every time they went on a mission or when she saved Alex , all the good times and the bad times that they were in and how they got out of this bad times suddenly ….)
The doctor : she tried to kill her self with drugs , she overdose drugs
Nikita : Drugs….. she is clean . I helped her get clean
Sean : it's all my fault I made her choose between me and Division. and when she didn't answer me I left and I never took her phone calls until Michael told me that she may need some back up , and that was the first time I saw her in 2 weeks
Nikita: You made her .. what ? you made her choose between you and Division?
Michael : That's why she was so angry. Lately I noticed that she was taking her anger out on the suspects we were chaising . And when I tried to talk to her on what is going on with her she just tried to change the subject .
Nikita : when can we see her ?
The doctor : you can see her now but she still didn't wake up .
( The three of the entered her room and looked at Alex thinking why would she try to kill herself )
(after 15 to 20 minutes )
(Alex started waking up and she looked around to see where she was , who is there and what was happening )
Nikita: Hey there (Alex is trying to fully open her eyes and then she saw that Nikita , Michael , Sean , Owen , Ryan , Birkoff and Sonia ).
Alex: why ! Why am I still alive ? ( Alex then started crying and thinking that she did a sin by not dying and staying alive . Everybody started looking at her amazed of her not being happy of still being alive )
Nikita: Are you ok ,sweetie ?
Alex : Noo, I am not ok. I was suppose to be dead .
Nikita: What are you saying ? Are you hearing what are you saying ?
Sean: What is going on Alex ? You want to die?
Alex: yes, I want to die you know why Sean cuz you asked me to choose between you and love to you against Nikita and division ? How can I choose ? you tell me. I mean will I choose Nikita the one whose been like a mother to me or my love that kind of through me under the bus . That is why I decided to Quit and live my life like I want to not how you want it Sean . That is why Ryan my resignation will be on your desk in couple of hours .
Nikita: WHATTT ?
( everyone kind of were in a shock after they heard what Alex said ,Then the Doctor came in )
Doctor : you look good now but we still want to do some tests .
Alex : when can I get out of here ?
Doctor: in couple of days.
Alex : That won't do , I am getting out of here now .
(Alex started getting up and got of the bed but Sean tried to stop her and Nikita tried too , Alex was barely walking when she went to her room and closed the door and after couple of hours she got out of the room with a letter of resignation in her hand and a bag of her cloths in the other and started walking to Ryan's office when she saw Sean on her way )
Sean: Alex please let's just talk about it .
Alex: There is nothing to talk about .
(Alex then enters Ryan's office and Nikita and Michael were there and Sean went to the office after her)
Alex: Here is my resignation
Nikita: you can't do that .
Alex :I just did .
(Then Alex went to the elevator and she went up . it was like a slow motion , and everybody was watching her leave and everyone started thinking about the weird behavior , and unexpected but only in Nikita's mind was that Alex never behaved in a weird way but there is have to be a reason Nikita was thinking that Alex the girl that never did these things but suddenly she changed )