*I dont own Glee

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I never asked for much in the 24 years I've been alive, except maybe for someone to love me. Sure my family loves me and I have the Fallen, but I want true love. The love that you read about, or see in the movies, I wanted James Cameron to direct my love story. Love that could make you laugh, cry, hurt, and heal all at once, but I was unlovable. I wasn't naive, I know there's bound to be turmoil's with anyone who should dare love me, but wasn't that what true love was about, the fight. Someone fighting for me was just laughable, completely hilarious. I would never have love, and for that I wept red tears of sadness.

The fact that I was Mercedes Jones or Crimson Rain, made me untouchable. I was done crying for something I never had, never experienced, or even came close to grasping.

Most people my age should have had at least one boyfriend by now, but not me. No, I have never had the pleasure of a man touching me, no one night stands or make out sessions for me, Crimson always made sure of it.

Crimson Rain was made from black magic and the devils tears; she was that part of me that threatened the very existent of my humanity, forever bonded to me, a gift from the devil himself. Each day I fought to stay Mercedes, and not give in to my ultimate undoing until that time neared.

When I lose my humanity then I will be doomed to walk this earth fulfilling his deeds until he decided to be done with me, but his fondness for the Fallen told me he had no such plans of termination anytime soon. I was the devils bitch and there was nothing I could do about it.

I guess if I had anyone to thank, it should be mother, yes, thanks to her I was a freak of nature. I don't hold it against her anymore, she only wanted me to be beautiful, and beautiful I was. But making a deal with the devil always came at a price. He never played fair, that son of a bitch.

We were all pawns in his little game of cat and mouse, and once he caught you there was no escape. I was caught before I was born, and that's why I'm a part of the Fallen.

The Fallen are my family, the six of us bonded by mere coincidence or maybe not. We were all born the same day of the same month of the same year, our parents making a deal with the devil on the same day, for various reasons. Tina, Quinn, Mike, Blaine, Santana and I each had a gift that made us special. The devil required us at different stages of our short lives, stating that we had to be ready before he could fully take his payments. Some of us have known each other longer than others, but we all share love.

The prophecy told of a seventh member, who would complete the Fallen, lead us, and shape our destinies. None of us have heard or seen this so called 'leader', but the devil said he would be making his appearance on the eve of our birth, which was in three days. The eve of our birth ultimately meant that Crimson Rain would take over and that I would be Mercedes Jones no more, we would all be changed for the worst.

Since my humanity would be vanquished in the next few moons this meant the small speck of hope I held for finding love was gone. I was to spend millennia and beyond wondering the earth an immortal loveless spawn of Satan, but for the next two days I would relish in my human ways, starting with a lunch date with Santana. Apparently she has met a young woman who she's quite fond of; we both knew it wouldn't work, unless she came from hell.

A/N:

So this is a tiny miniscule excerpt of something I want to work on this summer. If anyone is interested let me know. Thank you for reading, reviews would be lovely.

Jade ;]